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Thursday, October 15, 2009 9:01 PM


when i asked god for richard to talk to me on the spring fling, he gave me my wish. but not as i wanted it to go.

heres how it all started.
it was just the end of period 2 and i just finished the most gruelling, painful 2 hours of my life with mr bennet- humanities and business class. i head to my locker and happy to finally eat my recess! i see helen there at my locker and then she told me "youre lover likes someone!" i was obviously curious so i asked who. she dragged me out of the group and said "kamille" to be honest, i wasnt at all surprised that she said her name. apparently, helen overheard jennifer and micah talking during foodtech class and apparently, he still has feelings for kamille. the supposed reason as to why they broke up was because she had changed during the process. theres more to it but i dont exactly get it. at first i thought it was understandable until i saw the group sitting there eating and then i just felt bummed out. linda then told me "shamus, youre lovers there!" that just bummed me out even more. so then me and helen decided to go to the library so then we talked about it more while we walked down the corridor.

sixth period was a god send cause i was feeling all bluh for the whole time and physics revived me from the dead. i suppose you can put it that way. vi, jason and andre, thank you for your jokes. hahah.

bell rang and me and maureen went to the toilets to change into our blacks and then we headed to the drama room for the year 12 performances with kathy a little while later. man, yr 12 drama looks boring but their performances were awesome! i really liked adrian, beven, steph?, annie and the chick who plays the genie. once all the performances finished, it was 4:30PM and so we headed to the PAC for rehearsals with the RE performing arts class. i was assigned as the most boring projector girl. all i did was put down the projector and put the shutter on and off. god, so boring. and i felt like i was doing something important too! but nooo...i got the stupid projector. annie helped a lot with everyone. freakin awesome man. shes doing pretty much everything but with us as her little helpers. haha.

it was break time at 6PM so we first helped out with some lighting stuff while everyone else went down to the caf to eat and then we headed dodwn afterwards. amazingly, people wanted me to sit on their table. and amazingly those people were micah, joyce and judy. but then there was the other table with hang, vicky, julia, kathy and emma. i told them to join but then they didnt budge. not because their enemies or anything but they just couldnt be bothered. i sat down next to emma and started talking to them like normal people then i noticed that next to julia who was on my left side, next to her was richard. we ate pizza and then when i needed a tissue, julia said there were no more and that kathy had tissues. hers was kinda used and then someone went "there are tissues here" and then richard makes a comment about me that was used to tease the heck out of me. we apologised in that stupid insincere way and i was just peeved off. i was about to move tables to micah and joyce and judy but then emma and julia were talking to me. even though he didnt talk to me directly, he was talking about me.

so it was time to go in and so i headed to the box with maureen and alan and then it was time to rehearse the year 10 dance. i was pretty excited. the dance was freakin cool! the highlight of the whole event! bloody heck man, all the other ones were boring. his dance with vicky was so good that i kept squelling like a little girl. maureen was like "ohhh jenny!" ahah. then annie was like "whats wrong?" maureen covered the fact that i liked him with "oh, shes just really feeling the dance right now" then she whispered in my ear "just pretend thats you with him up there!" then i shouted "i cant!". i could see with the side of eye that alan was looking at what was going on with me and then when richard did this move that eventually came into a hug with vicky i was like "fuck!" it was so adorable and then they were all looking at me with maureen laughing at me. lol. how embarrassing. kristina and aleisha's dance was the best out of all of them! it was a hip hop number with the song mad by neyo. then they finished with a whole group dance which was really good with the song freeze by tpain and chris brown.

then came the LOOOOOOOONG and BORRRRRRINNNNGGGG year 9 drama- breaking morant or something like that. so boring! and freakin long! and i really needed to piss but i couldnt leave! blooody heck! my bladder couldve blasted man! but we all know thats not true cause your bladder cant pop! hahah.

so richard did talk to me. actually about me. and since that comment, everything i feel for him was absolutely gone! i dont know him. and i doubt it i ever will. so my crush for richard is now gone. i just admire his voice but thats it.


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