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Thursday, July 16, 2009 3:51 PM
O-M-G
i could not sleep for the whole night! it was horrible! heres the whole story!
comments made that doesnt exactly have anytrhing with the story but are simply details are in italic
so i had a nap at 8:30PM ish and woke up at 11PM. i realised that i didnt do my outcome for business so i rushed it for an hour and a half. finishing it up and printing it ready for class. by the time i finished it was 12:30AM. i was still in my uniform- P.E and i really needed to shower.
when i get home from school, the first thing i do in step into the bathroom and tie my hair right up! fringe up, everythings up! my hair is soooo annoying at school! i have so many hairstyles but too chicken to wear em to school!
i really needed to take a shower cause my hair would be sticking up the next day. and if i didnt shower, my hair would be oily and id be having a really bad day! i didnt want that so i took a shower. lol.
the time i finished up was at 1AM. thats right. you read that absolutely correct! i was thinking about doing extra homework but i was scared my mum would come out of her room and tell me off for being awake when i should be sleeping and vice versa. i pack up and get ready for bed. by then it was about 1:30AM. i get in bed and just lie there checking whats happening for tomoro. then i realised, omg, harry potter tomoro! yipeee!!
i cannot wait!!! whats awesome about tomoro is that after i watch the film, im home by about 11PM-12AM and the next day is the start of viet school BUT! i dont have to go cause i have a dentists appointment! yipee! harry potter and no viet school! man, thats the life!
so im just lying there hoping that since 3 allowed like 2 months of facebook access, they can have blogger access for half a year! thatd be awesome. so i tried to sleep. i put the blankets over my head and then that didnt work. my secret sleeping habit to help me sleep is to put your pillow on top of your head while you sleep with your head sideways. dont cover your face fully or else youll be suffercating yourself! i did just that but it didnt work! noooo!! im doomed to insomnia! i looked at the clock and it read 2:50AM. i was like "Oh shit." i tried all the sleeping tactics like sleeping on your stomach or sleeping on the other end of the bed. didnt work. so during this whole non sleeping time, you wouldnt believe what i was thinking about. of all things too!
richard.
i dont even know the guy! never met him! never been introduced! seen him around only twice! his mesmerising voice led me to him goshdangit! stupid aladdin! no no, aladdins awesome. all i was thinking was a love story between me and him! and the breakup even made me cry my eyes out! i really want to tell someone but i cant cause im not one of those who sheds a tear in front of someone or confesses feelings with friends. im quite enclosed. i guess theres no one i can talk to about this stuff cept internet blogging! HAHA!
this is prety much the main point of this story of cant being able to sleep on the 16/07/09.
ok, heres the imaginery love story that kept me up all night.
*clears throat*
PART #1
one day in theatre arts class, the cast and backstagehand people all met up for an introduction on how the production was going to happen. the actors stood on stage with the mains standing in front of everyone. and the theatre arts students (us) sitting on the seats of the auditorium. i was in charge of the sound system thingy which is located at the back back back of the building but can still be seen by the audience. i headed up and the actors were rehearsing the songs for the musical. the girl who plays jasmine wasnt there that day so mr collins made me sing the song as i put it on. so i headed down next to richard and he started singing.
oh right! by the way, we were wearing those ear piece connected microphones
my heart was melting cause of his amazing voice. my turn came and everyone was surprised my awesome voice. (lol!!!!!!!!!) we ended smoothly and everyone clapped. we gave each other a hug and our microphones got completely stuck together! the lunch bell rang and everyone left. we had to get the microphone situation sorted. lets just say we were stuck for the rest of lunch. i had to go to wherever he needed and he went with me to wherever i needed. *keep in mind that we just met!* i didndt see my group for the rest of the day. so after we put our junk into our lockers, we got our lunches and we decided to hang out with his group cause i told him all we do is sit and talk about nothing. so i met his group which is just guys. to play a joke in front of them, he told me to pretend that we were a couple. i was ultimately schocked to my core! i was "Say WHAT?!" he was like "Just go with it". he introduced me to his friends and i became his fake girlfriend for the whole of lunch. we cracked up laughing a lot with the random jokes they made and everything. during this whole fiasco, i said to him "since were totally into the role, we should fit every relationship factors there are in this short time" this included first time holding hands, first fight, first break up, etc, etc. but i told him "but the only thing thats excluded is the first kiss." we had our first photo op too. later, we put it up as our msn dp pics.) the whole of lunch was absolutely fun! until....he needed to go piss. he was busting but i was squirming around saying heck no! nooo! NOOOO!! DX --> that face! so he carried me towards the guy toilets cause he was abotu to piss himself laughing. we were now in front of my group and they saw us acting totally odd. i kept trying to run back but since we were connected, he had to follow. he picked me up from the back, grasping me by my waist and i was kicking! literally kicking to escape! and during that whole time, i was screaming my ass off! when i was kicking i accidentally kicked him down there and we both fell. to solve me not wanting to go, he got a black blindfold to cover my eyes. we were standing outside the dude toilets now and i could smell the stench of dude piss. it was horrible. he kept laughing while saying "c'mon! i need to go" i held onto his shoulders and arms and he led me inside. the guys in there were yelling and everything. he explained and everything was a ok. we went into the cubicle and he did his business. i joked "you better not be missing the bowl!" i was squirming around and he was having trouble. he finished and we washed our hands. he took off my blindfold cause we were finished and outside in the air. i was almost passing out cause of the smell and i kinda fell dragging him down with me. he carried me this way :
the o.c season 4. the car crash and death of marissa. loved that episode!
it was so cute. i was part awake but clouded by the smell. he headed into the door where my group sits and they saw and were surprised. he headed out and carried me through the jazillion of people staring. so nice of him imagineraly. the guys were "OHHHH~~!!!" -ing. just like all guys do. lots happened after with my group and his group and then it was the end of lunch. i went to some of his classes and he went to some of mine. at the end of school, actually we were let out earlier to get each other seperated. we finally got seperated and the bell had rung about 2 minutes after we got seperated. we walked to our lockers together and he was saying. ok, this part will be like a script. i dont remember it word for word but ill try my best.
R: so today was fun. it was nice being your fake boyfriend! haha
J: yeah. real fun my ass! i cant believe i went into the guy toilets! thatll be one thing i will have to live with for the rest of my life!!! ahhh!!!
R: hahah! sorry.
so hey, are you going to the social?
J: maybe. you going?
R: not sure yet.
got someone to go with you? or are you thinking about going with friends?
J: (acting suspicious hoping all this small talk would lead to something)
nope. got no one. hehe
R: Hmm. (acts smug)
J: ohhhhhh i see now. go ahead, ask me!
R: ask what? theres nothing to ask!! hehe (nervous laugh)
J: well alright. if youre sure. *coughs under breath= chicken!
R: fine.
- he grabs my hands and spins me round so i face him in less than 0. seconds!
R: do you got a date?
J: (giggling) nope.
R: ok. well uhhh.. do you want to go with...me?
J: (trying to act jokingly and smart)well i dunknowwwww...ill see. ill give you my response in a couple of secs.
1...2....3....4....5....6....7.....8....9....10...
R: (cant wait no longer, bends down on one knee as a joke and asks)
jenny, will you be my date to the year 10 social?
J: (keeping the fake tears in)
omg! yes! a thousand times yes!
R: HAHA! (stands up and gives me a hug)
PART #2
it was the day of the year 10 social and during this time, we were having lunch together with his friends and planning out. we decided to dress up as mr and mrs 007/smith (HOTT!) we're having an incredibly fun time and ive never been more happy at school than ever!
we came dressed up nice and sleek! hahah. that night, we danced, ate, had loads of fun with everyone and then went outside for a breather.
if you read my other posts, it talks about this section but sort of modified a bit.
we sit on the benches outside and start talking about how tired we are. we hold hands and hug each other cause its freezing icing cold in winter while im wearing shorts. lol. here ill try to be descriptive and it may turn quite corny! dont say i didnt warn you!
i lean my head on his shoulder and he leans his head on top of mine. we hold hands (in total 4 hands are grasped) and start laughing at the funnny jokes we make and singing the songs that were played. then, it went silent. he finally pucked up the courage to say "I love you". as i leaned on his shoulder with his head on my head, i pucked up the courage and said "I love you too" we both giggled quietly to ourselves and smiling with relief that we finally said those 3 hardest words in the world. i put my head up with his lifting up too. we look at each other. smile land giggle nervously. i put my head down in embarrassment and then out of no where, he grabs my chin and lifts my head towards his and finally did he decide to kiss me. our eyes were both closed. he pushed me back and i giggle saying "hehe. You kissed me. FINALLY!" we both laugh histerically. i put my hand on his cheek and move my face towards his and gave my reply to his kiss. then we kinda looked like this but with our eyes closed, hand in hand and laughing:
love ross and rachel
PART #3
the relationship was going awesome and steady. we have fun with his friends and my friends and we loved each other. we met with each others parents and family and they both allowed us to be what we were. even my parents surprisingly. they were absolutely fine with it cause they saw i was with a good guy. only as long my grades improve bit by bit, then theyre happy.
one day, i got a letter from a school somewhere overseas offering me a chance to study under a really good professor guy where they can also offer me all of my wildest dreams. they were giving me things that can help me for my future career and success. like an acting course or a business management course with its awesome package and everything. i wanted to take it but i knew that i would have to leave everything. friends, familiy (for a bit) and richard as soon as possible cause the course has an expiry date- end of year to reply.
the next day, i told him about it and that i talked it over with my family and deicded to go. that left the problem with us. i wasnt sure what would happen with us. would it end or continue in the torture with long distance calling. everyone knows that long distance relationships never ever ever ever work! he agreed and said that the only thing was to call it quits. this situation went like this:
J: look richard, i got this awesome offer to study overseas.
---fastforward----
R: so where does that leave us?
J: I dont know
We all know that long distance hardly works out for anyone.
R: yeah
next day:
---fastforward----
J: Im sorry. i cant do this. i have to go.
R: Wait, were not done with this yet!
J: yes we are! and thats my decision!
R: But what about us? huh? DONT YOU EVEN CARE?
J: You think this is easy for me? do you honestly think that?
I KNOW WHAT IM GIVING UP TO DO THIS SCHOOLING THING BUT...BUT THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO AND IM NOT GONNA THROW THIS OPPORTUNITY AWAY JUST FOR...
R: JUST FOR WHAT? ME?
seriously, thanks a lot. (storms out)
(tears came)
we talked some more at lunch but then he left me again ini the middle of the quad. standing alone, i walk crying my eyes out. i walked through the door where my group sits and run up the stairs to sit. i sat there crying.
end of the day:
J: (walking down the corridor but ignoring him as i walked past)
R: (grabs my arm and pushes me against his locker)
please. lets talk
J: im sorry. i ca..
R: (pushed his lips against mine - something similar to the kiss when ross and rachel broke up. powerful yet emotionless)
J: (i pushed away and ran out)
R: (looks down in front of his locker and bangs the door hard. he turns around and slides down the locker with his hands on his head from trying to block out the fight)
-- his friends come to him and try to help him out but he just refuses their help.
it was over between us.
weeks later:
****VERSION1
J: (on the stairs for lunch)
R: (walks up with hands in pockets) hey
J: hey
R: look im sorry. you should go. when you come back well continue our relationship from there. itll work out. well make it work out.
J: (giggles) that wont be until 2014.
R: wow thats a long time!
J: (laughs) that is (stands up now) only 3 years dude.
R: ok i know my maths is horrible but im not that stupid to know that thats 5 years. not 3.
J: of course. (makes way down stairs) its 3 years because im leaving when i finish high school.
R: wait what?
J: (laughs) i called the school and told them i couldnt leave here and had to give up the offer. the people were astounded to my response and allowed me a spot for after i finish school- (sounding smart and up myself)mainly because of my awesome work and the fact that the prof. wants to work with me. haha!!
R: so youre staying?
J: (nodds head) im staying!!hehe (tears swell up)
R: (runs down stairs and lifts me up and spins me round in excitement)
wait. so you were going to give up tphe offer anyway?
J: i couldnt do it! i couldnt leave. not yet anyway with all this happening and all. hhehe. well thats bad news for you cause youre gonna have to be stuck with me for 2 years babe!
R: (sarcastically) oh damn!
J: look, im real sorry for putting you through all that. the last couple weeks have been tough on us and look, if theres anything i can do to make it up to you, i would but..
R: really?
J: you better not be thinking something disgusting up there in your head!
R: no no! well i do agree that its all your fault.
J: (scoffs)
R: BUT! im sorry also.
KISS
****VERSION2
this will be in CAPS cause we're screaming through the whole thing cause of the storm and rain.
--its pouring rain at school.
J: I COULDNT DO IT!
R: (walking with friends and turns around) WHAT?
J: I DIDNT TAKE THE OFFER!
R: (walks towards me slowly)
J: (talking really fast) I CALLED UP THE SCHOOL THERE AND ASKED TO..YOU KNOW...I DIDNT TAKE THE OFFER AND THEN THEY WERE LIKE "WHAT?" AND I JUST KEPT SAYING THAT I COULDNT LEAVE MY LIFE HANGING LIKE THAT SO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DID? THEY ACTUALLY EXTENDED THE OFFER UNTIL I FINISHED YEAR 12. SO GUESS WHAT? IM ACTUALLY STAYING. IM STAYING PUT! THEY TOLD ME THAT THE PROFESSOR WANTED TO WORK WITH ME AND SO THEY MADE AN EXCEPTION TO ACCPETING ME IN 2 YEARS TIME! THE COURSE IS GONNA GO FOR LIKE 3 YEARS AND ALL AND BY THE TIME I COME BACK, ILL BE ABOUT 21? 21 RIGHT? I DONT KNOW, I SHOULDVE COUNTED THAT PROPERLY. I MEAN...LOOK, IM STAYING NOW AND WELL...IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED OVER THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS. IT WAS ROUGH AND ENDED UP BADLY. WELL YOU SHOULD KNOW...BEING ONE OF THEM THERE ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING IT ALL ALSO. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I COULD DO TO MAKE THIS ALRIGHT AGAIN I WOULD. I DEFINATELY WOULD. BUT UHHH.. (OUT OF BREATH)DO YOU WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER? I MEAN ITS YOUR CHOICE. IF YOU WANT TO? MAYBE...YES? WHAT AM I THINKING OF COURSE YOU WOULDNT WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER SEEING AS I HURT YOU SO BAD AS I HURT MYSELF. YOU KNOW WHAT IM JUST RAMBLING ON ABOUT GOD KNOWS WHAT SO JUST FORGET WHAT I SAID. IM JUST SORRY. REAL SORRY ABOUT ALL THIS AND JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT IM STAYING. MAYBE IF YOUD WANT TO GET TOGETHER SOMETIME? MAYBE FOR COFFEE? I DONT KNOW. YOURE JUST GONNA SAY NO ARENT YA. I MEAN COFFEE AND GETTING BACK TOGETHER ISNT SLIGHTLY A BIG DIFFERENCE OR A...
R: (for the whole time i was talking, he was walking his way through the rain slowly to reach to me.) JUST SHUT UP. (then the famous kiss in the rain)
R:I LOVE YOU
J: I LOVE YOU.
--here are some images for you people to get into your head:
i really like this picture only if there wasnt any chinese words:
and also these ones:
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Another Baby on the Way!
Nippon Ham pitcher Yu Darvish (22) and actress Saeko (22) both announced on their blogs that they are expecting their second child.
Darvish, who pitched his fifth complete-game victory of the season in Wednesday's match against the Fukuoka Softbank Hawks, also shared the good news with his fans during a post-game interview.
Darvish and Saeko have been married since November 2007. Saeko gave birth to their first child, a son, in March 2008.
SOURCE: www.asiasnfanatics.net
CONGRATULATIONS!おめでとう
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i have been seriously having the most crappiest week. i accidentally wrote denise's surname as nguyen!, linda doesnt understand me, lisa and me are still distant, dylans a dick, i feel left out. i hate this week. i keep considering moving to another group but itll just be weird. i was thinking hanging out with denise cause shes the next closet friend i got. she hangs out with julia, phuong, cc, and katie but im not exactly close with any of them. and i think its likea group thing if you get me. i wouldnt exactly want to disturb it or anything. lol. i guess ill just see how this will go and worse comes to worse, ill change groups.
NEIGHBOURS TV: omg, bridget dies! todays episode sucked though. yesterday was the car crash and to think that today theyd air something worthwhile! but nooo, just before the commercials starts, they air like 10 seconds of the crash. for now, i only know that steve is alright but barely. gosh, i hate this kind of tv drama! but thats what so good about it! the suspense and anticipation! gosh, tv dramas! hahah.
for theatre arts, i found out that someone else has already been assigned as sound technician person. SUCKS! i wanted that role! man, my weak personality trait is being shy. i gotta step up and have more confidence! its a first comes first serves world! unless of course someone walks past and totally ignores it, then i step in and take it! hahah.
when i got that marissa and ryan car crash death scene picture off google, i was thinking about the oc for a bit. wow, the memories! i was in yr4 or something when it came out!IT WAS THE BEST AND STILL IS! i seriously have to buy the oc on dvd.
i youtubed this: marissa cooper's death. i totally forgot about it! how trey killed her with the dogding car thing! man, so good.
that should be enough typing and bloggin for now. its now 8:17PM so ive been blogging for like what? 5 hours? somewhat there. i need to do my maths work!! and take a shower. and sleep early. and call cousins about harry potter. urgh. hate you judy.
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