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Monday, October 19, 2009 4:26 PM


ive been pissed all day but mained to keep natural about it.
so this whole day was about being excluded.
for the whole day, people had things to say but when i asked what about, they wouldnt say but instead, they would change the subject.
for instance...
i found out on saturday that something happened to jennifer but i found out from my friend who is friends with her and ironically, her name is also jennifer. when i asked trang what happened today, she couldnt tell. i totally understood. cause that her matter and all that. totally understand. that issue didnt bug me out as much.

then during recess, debra was going to do something. when she said something but then no one heard, she went into that alley way with lisa. trang followed. me and linda were curious and also wanted to know but then nothing. me an dlinda got nothing. debra whispered it to lisa then debra went out to sit with the rest of the group. trang was asking lisa to tell her. but then lisa saw me and linda just looking at them so she changed the subject. then they just went past us making me squish towards linda. supposedly lisa told trang after we were nowhere around them to hear debras msg. it bloody pissed me off cause it made me feel like -- that small! i got really pissed then. i said to linda "i feel really excluded now" and then linda said "yeah true". so then me and linda just hung out by ourselves for the rest of recess.

last week, on the way to taking trang to her music class, she was going to tell me something. like a secret or something about linh. she never told me what it was about though. today, just as the bell had rung, i was walking with ha while she did her rubics cube (is that how you spell it?) and then i saw linh with a guy's arms around her! OMG! then i turned around to find trang cause i now knew what that secret was! she was right behind me. and she was walking with lisa to her locker. i was pointing to linh and the guy to trang and i was like "OMG! THEYRE TOGETHER??" and then i forgot what trang did but lisa said "yeah". then i asked them "why didnt you guys tell me?" and t hen lisa came up with the most shocking reply "i didnt know you wanted to know" in other words or roughly translated in my head its "i didnt want to tell you" or "youre just not that important to tell" or something on those lines. i got frustrated and just walked off. talked to linda about some random stuff and then trang came with her books and i was just not in the mood so i faked it. i know thats rather horrible of me to do but dude, if you were in that situation where you knew nothing about your group of friends and people hid stuff from you, you would be in the state i am right now! agitated and tiny.

for the whole day, i just couldnt wait to blog about this cause it frustrates me so bad not knowing things. it might seem nosy of me, to other peoples perspective but when you dont know something, it makes you feel absolutely little to someone. and not trustworthy, even though theyre your friends. does this make any sense??

i had to sing myself to happiness cause i was that pissed.

GLEE SOMEBODY TO LOVE


reminders:
maths test
business outcome 3- public relations shizz
(no idea what im going to do! and i didnt bring my books home. shit)


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