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Saturday, September 5, 2009 2:08 PM
OMG! PHYSICS CAMP WAS SO MUCH FUN but im so freakin tired! im seriously sleep deprived. ill be writing it in dot point but you know, knowing how i write, id probably make it a loooong elaborated dot point. - school time - came to school early - walked to school actually - people in their cars watched me walk by i think they thought i was running away from home or was homeless or something. this lady gave me a grease! - came to school at 7:50AM - no one was there - saw TOP (trangs beloved one) - into homeroom - everyone was wearing casual cept linda, vy, lisa, some other peeps. - linda comments about me and then says "you're so skinny" - then i snapped back - i pointed my rolled up newsletter and said "dont EVER call me skinny!" - then she was like "what? when did i call you skinny?" - "just then" - denise a nd trang just sit there and watch - linda has this odd expression on her face like "WTF?" look - she denies that she called me skinny - then i just kept saying "yes you did." I SWEAR, I DID! - but she kept denying it - pissed the heck out of me - then i said looking down "i HATE it when ppl call me skinny" then i walked outside to put the newsletter away in my locker - trang came out- i think she thought i was havingn a mental breakdown or something - she asked me "why dont you like ppl calling you skinny and shizzz..." - cause theyre freaking stating the bloody obvious. pisses the heck out of me - i come back in and linda's at the door saying "shamus, i didnt call you skinny" - i was in that attitudy mood and said "fine. whatever just dont call me that ever again" - then i told them about the ba kien calling me skinny story that made me hate her guts - denise and trang looked kinda surprised and found a whole different perspective of me - i dont mean that i hate being skinny cause i know that i am. but i hate it when they state it. sure there are times when i hate my body image cause all there is is bones and little meat. i mean, I EAT! i dont starve myself or anything. like linda who starves herself cause she thinks shes vertically challenged. lately, ive been eating more! one time i ate 5 bowls of rice! and im o so proud of that btw. haha. - i then had PE- karen wasnt here. i was left alone BIG TIME! - there was no one around me. HERE WERENT EVEN ANY DESKS OR CHAIR AROUND ME NEITHER! they all moved them away and so i was left in a corner at the front by myself doing absolutely nothing - thank you to monica who offered me to move to sit with her. youre a real great friend - but i didnt take the offer - i dont want to be a tag along! - i stayed by myself writing comments on a piece of paper - not so much fun - recess time: i forgave linda - we ate our recess - i saw richard. damn he looks fine! hahaha - double theatre arts next - watched a boring shakespeare globe film - fell asleep at times - harry can sleep anywhere man! he was just lying there on the couch, asleep! amazing stuff - i think i might have gotten another crush. so other than richard, i think i like denzy/dennis nguyen. i dont know for sure yet. he doesnt really know me anyway. i dont think he even knows my name! man, all the guys i like dont know me. i actually think he might have the hots for kathy. i mean, i dont blame him- shes really pretty. - after theatre arts, we had our lunch - me and linda sat down at the aley way. then we left. we came back and vi and lisa have taken our seats - then they leave, we take their seats, they come back and see "someone" has taken their seats so vi says "why dont you sit here?" then lisa replys "people have taken our seats" - thanks lisa for classifying me as "people". so totally appreciated - i dont talk to her normally anymore - this is what ive found out: when people think im in a bad mood, they sometimes blame themselves and leave me to be. thats what pisses me off though! obviously they wouldnt know that cause when they ask "whats wrong?" i say "nothing". kinda obvious theres something up! but that doesnt mean you dont talk to me! - when ha asked "linda, can you come to my locker with me?" i immediately asked if i can come just so "they" can have their seats back - they took the bait - so then me, linda, ha came back and sat at the lookout (i called it that cause we fangirls can stare at our guys from there) - watched richard walk by and sit ith his friend under the umbrella seats - gosh, i wish he could notice me! - also another thing i pointed out but with richard: i stand with people who know him and so whenever he goes past them while im there, he says "hey (name here)" and he never says hello or bye or whatever to me. can you totally tell that he doesnt notice me? gosh, this isnt working out in any way possible. i actually might have to try the bump method. gosh, how lame can i get. or desperate for that matter - bell went and then i went to the pac for theatre arst performance - the performance was pretty cool - i found glasses in the PAC: vogue glasses - after the first bell rang, physics ppl left and i went to the office to hand it in - the office lady was like "OH! those were the glasses we were trying to find!" - well lucky huh! i saved a chick (possibly a chick- those glasses did look a bit feminine)from a buying buying another pair of glasses. so i saved her a couple hundred bucks! haha - i was just thinking just now, anderson (my ex crush) actually sits somewhere near there but i dont think they were his glasses cause he wears his glasses 24/7. and after school i saw him in his glasses anyway. hahah - so i got my stuff from ms morris's room and left for the bus - but before that, we waited for denise and katie to come too so we waited in the hallway - we saw lisa coming back - i was pretty over the problem with her now so i waved happily to her - she came to vi first and hugged her, told her shed miss her and all that sissy junk - i was pissed off again - then she turned to me and said "ill miss you too shamus" - i just smiled and hugged her without the whole touch - then we left. i tried looking for him but i couldnt spot him anywhere - on the bus to garema! - arrived there like 2 hours later- at about 5:10PM? - picked our tents and set our crap out - it was so colllddddd - we went out to the fireplace and then went hiking for like 15 minutes - i was freaked out man! - it was so funny - we were pretty down hill and then i turn around and scream cause i saw a person wearing a black top with jeans and i thought it was some random guy trying to kill us so i screamed. katie and denise who were behind us screamed louder and together. it was hilarious!!!! it was actually mr mcguire - we headed up when we heard the dindin bell - i ate noodles. yummy :D - when i went to wash up, mr mcguire was like to me "jenny, did you go social?" and i said "yeah" then he was like "wow! youve been part of the aladdin as playing the camel butt, you were part of the social, gone to physics camp, gone snow trip a nd other stuff to top that" then i was like "yeah i know! ive been loving this term!" hahah. honestly speaking, I LOVE YR10 TERM 3! ITS THE BEST! - then after dindin, jason comes up to me and says "whats wrong? i havent spoken to you for a while. we use to talk so much and shizzz..." but i just pretty much ignored it. - i felt bad afterwards but i just didnt care - we then had our astronomy work to do - it was freakin freezing outside! it was like -3 degrees out there! cause when we checked before when we went hiking, it was like 4 degrees. i know. what the hell right? - me and vi went to the toilets and so i told her about it and how it involved lisa as well but i didnt tell her the whole story - vi's really fun to talk to cause she most of the time understands what im talking about - i also told her about dennis - so then after that, we went to the campfire and then i decided to talk to jason then cause he was just sitting there by himself thinking or looking sad - i didnt think about how i would approach him so i poked him and asked "whats up?" - then i sat next to him and he asked to go to have a walk - we somehow ended up walking in the bushes, at night, where its dark, and scary, and it was only the two of us - we kinda got scared at one point and decided to head back - we talked about his relationship problems- lucy and lisa - lucy: he loves her and cant stand leaing her when she goes back home to adelaide so theyre having a long distance relationship atm - lisa: makes him happy and warm whenever he talks to her but she asked him to wait till AFTER uni but he cant wait that long - he says that he likes both of them but he feels like each of them are being used as a decoy to escape the pressure of liking the other - he didnt at first like lucy cause during that time, he felt like maybe she could be the one to get over lisa but now things have changed and they costantly change - so obviously he has to choose right? but he cant. he likes them both too much to let them go - he said that he talked to gigi about it and she said what i also thought but i say it, it sounds confusing: go for it with lucy. whatever it takes, if you like the girl, you will do anything to make the relationship work. its absolutely true though. those who actually survive long distance relationships, theyre the role models, they made it work cause theyre dedicated to each other that theymade it survive through this hardship - i just remebered that lisa said this to me: "i have standards" when talking about jason. is she into him or not? what is the answer? - during these talks, tuan, minh, john, phillip kept staring at us thinking that theres something up. and i also think that minh is still into me which sucks cause i hate it. me and jason walke to the back of the shed and talked there for a bit and phillip comes and says "get a room!" I WAS LIKE "WHAT THE FUDGE?" dude, i like someone already! richard! ahh..richard. bloody hell man. get your story straight! - he confessed that he smokes and drinks which is INCREDIBLY BAD at his age! which is my age! he's ruining his life this way. honestly. i dont think he ever thought about lisa or lucy. hes a sad person. instead of thinking of it rationally, he chose to got to the bad stuff to try to forget about it - after that talk, we headed to the fire and talked a little bit more and then my group came. we hung out there for the rest of the night. until like 12:10AM? somewhere there. we hung out with some other guys, girls and mr mcguire. it was so much fun. really felt like camp. - it was so bad that night. he got himself wasted with his friends david and probably thanh? jayson thank god didnt drink cause hes responsile. - i wont speak of the rude part that followed when they were outside but i will say that after that, katie invited them over and so some of them came over - we were starting to play cards and then the teacher came into our tent and told us off for being too noisy and...doom doom doooom! she smelt alcohol! i couldnt smell anything! it went silent and then she told them to go back to their own tent and then she left - us girls were discussing about it and how we were also going to get into trouble for their stupid mistakes - and yeah, the next morning, we paid for those mistakes by cleaning up the kitchen - and putting down the extra tent as well as ours - stupid boys were the blame yet they didnt even help out - after we finished, me and vi played the life size chess. so much fun! hahah - went onto bus to go to maccas - felt sleepy on the way so i had like a 10 minute powernap cause when i woke up, we were already at maccas - they were still serving breakfast and i didnt want breakfast so i waited til 10:30AM for lunch - i had a yummy medium big mac meal! yummmoooo :DD - on the way back, i had my ipod on full blast and man, it was awesome - i was thinking about social and next years dance outfit - i was so excited just thinking about it! haha - and yes i did picture myself with richard but im not keeping my hopes up. no way in hell! - okay so now physics people are home and we came home pretty early too! - i get my bags and head out. whatever, head home - then all of a sudden someone touches me on my shoulders and it was minh and tuan. freakin freaked me out - then i touch my face and find that my glasses arent on my face! - shit! i left them on the bus! - i ask them to come back with me and so they do - the gate was locked and there was no sighting of a teacher - minh asked the viet teachers but they couldnt help after calling people - now my glasses sit on the bus on a saturday. i have to wait till monday to get them back so im blind for 2 days - im gonna have to head out early in the morning just to retrieve them from the bus before they get stolen or if the bus leaves with my glasses in there! i found that my sister (who is currently at work) bought the freakin awesome cakes. they sell these handmade cakes that are images of things like a prada bag or the symbol of chanel on a cupcake. they cost a lot of money! like $10 a cupcake. gosh, think about the price of a standard cake then. $50? hahah. nah, not thattt much but somewhere around there. man, cant wait for tonight! movie night with cousins. my second camp!hhaha OMG! AMAZING NEWS! i got my period on the day im meant to have it. but sadly last night, i had the most painful stomach ache. i dont think it was my stomach that was hurting. but whatever it was, it hurt like hell! i felt around if something was wrong. i dont know whats located there but it moved around! not a mouse or anything! lol. its located just underneath the rib cage on my left hand side. more towards the side than the front. side front if you wanna call it that. it totally hurt all night i couldnt even breath out properly cause whenever i did, it hurt. so i held onto it. it kinda reduced the pain but only by a tiny bit. the morning i woke up, the pain disappeared. thank god. im a tough cookie! even though i might complain about it a bit. hahaha. i dont know but i think richard knows i like him. remmeber the convo i had with jason about the "best day of my love" after meeting and shaking hands with richard? well after reading it again, he said "gotta act nice and shit" well after the rehearsals finished, he was polite to us. thats where i think he knows that its me; that i like him. omg. this isi totally ruined. i must now aviod seeing him and daydreaming of him when he walks past. so cold. my feet are like frozen! im gonna be pee now byebye <$BlogItemBody$> |
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