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Monday, February 28, 2011 9:15 PM


Another half hour...just finished my economics.
Screw I.T
Time for my shower bitches

8:29 PM


About an hour ish to go!
STILL DOING MY HOMEWORK!
STUPID BLOODY ECONOMICS!
AND THEN STUPID BLOODY I.T
But then again, i dont necessarily need to finish my I.T.
I think
I can always do it on Wednesday

OH WHAT A FLIPTASTIC DAY
7:46 PM


Can you sense the sarcasm?
Stupid Economics decided to become a big fat bitch to me today and give me homework.
2 more hours till Oscars....ARGHHHH!!! I CANT GET MY HOMEWORK DONE ON TIME
Z;DSAOURNGAPEVHAPNSE98TPB986

83rd Academy Awards
7:41 PM



It's on in a few short hours!!
Am i pumped?
Heck yeah!

THE OSCARSSSSSS!

So glad theyve decided to show it on telly. They never showed the Golden Globes this year.

I hope in the future, i'll be invited to one :)

That's Not Necessarily True
Sunday, February 27, 2011 10:10 PM



True True?
10:06 PM




Seriously what is up with that?

Yes
10:00 PM




Outside youre like:


But inside youre like:

I Gotta Get Myself One of These
9:58 PM



OMFGGG!!
9:57 PM



What a fearless bastard

DISNEY LUB!
9:55 PM




I swear, Disney's funniest creation. Or is it Pixar? No idea...whatevs


LOL Well She Asked, I Answered! HAHA
8:26 PM



OMFG
8:18 PM


I had Church from 9AM-10AM
Temple from 10AM-11AM
Work from 11AM-4PM
Dinner from 4PM-5PM
Slept from 5PM-8PM
AND NOW I FUCKING HAVE NO MORE TIME TO STUDY AND DO MY HOMEWORK!
SHIT!

Surprised
Saturday, February 26, 2011 6:32 PM


I'm surpised how fast friendships can change.
It's kinda like bread.
When it comes out of the oven, it's hot, smells great and tastes delicious but after a while (in friendship it's years) it just becomes stale and mouldy.

It's kinda sad but i dont blame them.

I Wish I Had Long Hair To Do This:
6:23 PM



Where Do I Start?
10:49 AM


I didnt finish my homework :(
But i did end up sleeping at 9PM. OMG i was so refreshed this morning. I woke up at 8AM for engtu which was really good cause i had more than enough sleep!

I was really bored just now that i googled CIA and NSA stuff...spy gadgets and all that cool stuff.

I was talking to my mum in the car about home ownership and all that junk cause my cousin recently bought a house! Amazing as that may sound, there are so many complications to them buying a home at the moment. Kinda makes me think though. Are the prices of homes ever going to decrease in value?
What if i dont find a good enough job?
The good jobs are mainly in the medical field or you know...legal field :S
Im only good at so little!

I read this:
Top Jobs For The Future

Then i thought to myself: Internet shopping.
Seeing as technology is doing so great and retail chains aren't doing that great, internet shopping is where people tend to buy things from now.
AND I LIKE COMPUTERS AND BUSINESS MANAGEMENT SO WIN WIN SITUATION!
I'd still like to manage my own businesses away from the internet stuff and also organise events and such.
I have an idea of an internet shop but i shouldnt write it over the internet cause god knows someone will steal the idea.

remember what Disney use to be?
Friday, February 25, 2011 6:33 PM



Homework Check!
5:01 PM


I plan to do all my homework tonight cause im working the next two days. God i hope its not hectic.

So let's see my homework:
- Further test prep? Done

Still to do:
- Business SAC prep
- Economics Update (cant be fucked)
- English ppp
- English 4 paragraphs or some shit

Next next Monday (7th March) we're watching The Passion of the Christ. Yeah i know- we can finally watch it cause all of us are over 15 years of age! Bout time!
I've seen it on telly once and my goodness, it's so sad i swear i cried so much. That movie is amazing i swear.
Apparently when it was in cinemas, a man watched the movie and straight away went to the police to turn himself in for killing his wife! WOAH WHAT? I know, woah what indeed.

So yeah we're watching it from the start of recess, period 3 and 4 to end of lunch maybe? No idea but the movie's long so it sounds about right.
Gotta buy some snacks...hmmm...theres a piggy eater in my class so i have to bring little foods or she'll ask to snag a piece. Honestly, i have this weird thing about sharing food. You know that episode in Friends where "Joey doesnt like to share food"?
Joey doesn't share food link, well im like that. I dont necessarily take other peoples food either cause that obviously not very fair. But there are times that i would offer the food cause i feel generous but most of the time- nah no food for you!

MMM, im having the craving of that chilli shincup noodle thing. YUMMERS

Umm
4:11 PM




In my head...im thinking about so many ways to attack that comment.
Does that make sense?
No offence to the people or anything!!
Theres just lots of things wrong with that comment.

Deodorant
12:10 AM


There's this smell coming from the corridors and omg, it smells wonderful. LOL
And yes to answer your question: It is men's deodorant.
Oh my gosh i think it's Lynx. And you know all those ads on telly saying how it like attracts women and whatnot...omg so true. It's got me hooked.

Those Moments
Thursday, February 24, 2011 11:54 PM


So theres this friend- a good friend but one that i dont like either. Dont worry- i dont hate the person to their very core...just a part of them.
This problem has been going on for like a year now.
We would get homework, i would do it, she would get the answers off me.
Now honestly, thats not fair. Not fair at all!
I mean how exactly do you expect to get a study score of 40 if you dont even do your homework?

Like yesterday- i was not in a good mood. More tired than anything.
And you say that you feel asleep so you couldnt do some of the questions. I came home at 12AM and did my homework all through the early morning...till 2AM.
Your excuse? Logical but not acceptable. At least i took responsibility of getting my homework done on time.
I almost got into trouble for sending her my answers by the teacher who saw that she had a copy!

And today- you sounded seriously stupid, "my document hasnt opened yet...what question?" Seriously, get it together! And then you see me checking and updating through my resume and you ask for a copy just so you dont have to waste typing making one yourself? Excuse me? What do you call me taking the effort to make a resume then?

And then later today- you say you forgot your book at school so you couldnt do the questions. Nah, gone too far this time.

Your in my bad book.

I dont mind helping people out once in a while but honestly every time just cause youre either lazy, busy? or whatever reason you come up with, doesnt mean squat to me.
Just like work, i closed the store, shut the door and then all of a sudden i hear the roller door come up- customers had come in asking to buy shoes. The word 'thank you' was repeated a thousand times in a sentence and i had to stay back at work for 40 minutes, no pay. Now the words 'thank you' mean nothing.

I spoke to Ha and Linda about it and they understood. Not really Linda but Ha definitely did.

Now tomorrow, i gotta brace myself

Ok So
11:50 PM


So i was walking to my locker for lunch and i was in a giddy mood (no idea why or how that came to be) and i felt spontaneous.
I saw this guy that i know and did that whole hand in the pop out of no where thing that i do. He got shocked and looked pissed. He didnt bother to confront me about it or even talk to me about it. I dont know- i feel bad now. BUT THEN AGAIN I DONT! We havent spoken for like forever so hmph!

I HAVE NOT WATCHED CHUCK IN 2 DAYS!
7:15 PM


WOWW!

Yeah, i need to start my homework

Cravings
7:12 PM


No im not preggers (or so i think)
My cravings right now?
- Wafer cone ice cream
- A cheeseburger
- Coke and Sprite mixed
- Cheese
- Smith Chips

I need to go buy food tomorrow

Michael Buble
Wednesday, February 23, 2011 7:48 PM


One word: Hot.
Ok maybe two: Hot and Hilarious!

I swear at one point, i was less than 100 metres from him.
He came into the middle of the arena and omg, he is beautiful HAHAH.



I know you cant actually see him but you see that yellow glow in the middle? Yeah thats him. He glows ;)

Fine, heres a better picture:

TIRED AS HELL
2:05 AM


School
Concert
Homework

IT'S 2AM! IM TIRED AS HELL!
I managed to do 39 of my I.T questions in one and a half hours.
I still need to update my Economics book and do my further homework but i seriously cannot be effed. I'll just do at school.

It's time for sleeep

Teaching You A Well Learned Lesson
Monday, February 21, 2011 9:07 PM


Facebook.
People create events to get people phone numbers cause they have unfortunately lost their phone and lost all their contacts with it.
Why are people so careless about their phone these days? They're bloody expensive! And my oh my, people somehow have the need to change phones like every 2 months. WTH? I've had my brick of a phone for 3 years. And then i bought a new phone 2 years ago and still using it! 2 months, pfft.
Anyway, the point- they just precariously make the event public showing off their number to the world. Seriously?
I feel as if i should just prank that number 15 times and see what happens.
And you know what would happen if i did that?
FACEBOOK STATUS: WHO KEEPS CALLING ME EVERY F%*#ING MINUTE? WHO ARE YOU?
Hey buddy, you're damn fault.

I Would Like
9:01 PM


To be able to do interior design without a degree.
When i buy my house, im totally renovating it myself, designing it myself, pick colour panels myself and choose the materials that will go best for my house.

Then if im totally into it, i'll build another house in the backyard and put it up for rent. I'll have a second income and be filthy rich.
LOL.

Oh Stupid Stupid Stupid
Sunday, February 20, 2011 6:47 PM


Yeah didnt go out today.
Let me take you through my day in point form cause im sure i'll be boring you:
- Woke up at 8:45AM
- Church at 9AM
- Temple for breakfast at 10AM
- My dad started thinking i liked this guy who was working there (young, possibly my age, black thick frame glasses, lanky). So he told a step by step plan to get his number. I was looking at him, "What the hell are you talking about? No seriously what??"
1. Ask him for a towl
2. Ask him where to put the dirty dishes
3. Ask him where i can find work here cause im interested in helping out
4. Then make casual chit chat and slowly ask for his number in a way thats not asking for his number.
5. BING BING BING, you have his number.
Oh wow dad. My sister and my mum were in hysterics while i was dumbfounded.
We walked up to the front to put our dirty dishes away and my dad literally just came up to him and did all those steps!! Minus getting the number thing cause then thatll just be awkward. I swear, he even pointed me out, "My daughter here wants to help out at the Temple" THE HELL!! We immediately leave and then he says to me, "Why were you so scared in asking him?" I NEVER FREAKING SAID I LIKED HIM IN THE FIRST DAMN PLACE! OMG, my dad is twisted and freaking annoying!!
- Came home by 11AM
- Watched Chuck till 1PM
- Did English and Business inbetween waiting for the episode to load
- Slept from 2PM-6PM
- Woke up to eat dinner
- Now im blogging.

I still havent finished my homework- not even really thinking of doing it cause im still tired. Why the heck am i still tired though?
OH LAST NIGHT! OMG
- In bed by 12AM
- Drank lots of water beforehand but i didnt need to go pee yet
- Did homework, played with apps, went on the net- all in my room. Awesome.
- Slept at 4AM
- Woke up at exactly 6AM to pee
- Woke up at 6:30AM by my Arthur alarm (i was like a ninja. I swear i turned it off and i thought someone was in the house who deliberately turned it on to lure me out of my bed. Yeah ive been watching too much Chuck)
- Woke up again at 8:45AM for church

Yeah a 4AM sleep mark is not good. Not good at all. Im totally gonna effed up for tonight.
However, on a more positive note, I've finished Season 3 of Chuck! YAY! Season 4 time! :)

Wake, tutor, sleep, work, sleep, homework, dinner, sleep
1:57 AM


My life revolves around sleeping during the day and staying awake during the night.
Totally rebel wouldn't you say?
I was so slack at work today I jut couldn't be bothered. The chick I was working with did most of the work it was crazy. Lol. We got some new styles in for winter and they look awesome! Strangest thing happened- there were these kids size 5 shoes that looked pretty cool, I tried them on and amazingly they fit me!! The heck right?? I'm normally a size 7!! Freaking nuts

I got home from work and just feel asleep on my bed. I just totally conked out. Missed out on dinner but woke up like 4 hours later and ate and did homework. Once again, I'm surprised I actually did my homework. I managed to get 2 out of 4 things done. Tomorrow are the harder subjects I gotta study for- prepping myself for my business sac and writing 3 paragraphs for english.
I attempted my English today at tutor but I ended up writing a damn essay rather then just a paragraph. I just couldn't compress everything. And then I figured that it didn't really relate to the question of "what does he film suggest of the role of conscience?"
My answer was meant to relate about how it's the actions of the individual characters that define how their conscience had helped them achieve right from wrong. It turned to be me rambling on about Terry- the good and bad. It didn't really relate. I can never get to the point which is quite dificult for me. Obviously you can tell with this blog and the type of style I write in- mainly it's all my thoughts in word format. Doesn't make sense, I have to explain a lot to get to the main point and it's quite repetitive. Yeah... I dont have many thoughts. HAHA.

Hopefully I go out tomorrow.
Cause I don't wanna waste my time studying- oh the irony
I havent reported to centerlink for like two weeks cause I didn't know my pay and then just this Wednesday I figured that I didn't get payed for a Sunday that I worked and that's about $80-$90 missing.I was incredibly pissed off.
Yeah so I haven't been spending too muchmoney recently because of that- thank god for school ey?

I should be sleeping right about now- got church in the morning.
It's so damn hot and I need my daily dose of chuck!

My Lomo Pictures
Saturday, February 19, 2011 11:28 PM





This was shot in Sunshine. Yeah, i made Sunshine look awesome.

Pie=3.14
Friday, February 18, 2011 12:09 AM


Yeah that title has absolute reference to this blog post. That was just the first thing that popped into my head.
I want to sleep it I can't. I have yet taken my shower so I smell but I did watch like 2 episodes of chuck today :) great achievement.
I totally forgot that I actually did have homework that is somewhat due tomorrow...whoops it slipped my mind.
When the bell rang for us to leave school, my mind wasnt really thinking properly so I kinda thought I didn't have any homework but I actually do- revising and answering the questions on the information sheet in preparation for my business sac next Monday or something. I should seriously be taking this seriously cause you know... Year 12 sacs count to your ATAR and all but mannnn.
I'll just do it in class tomorrow.

Mann just realized I had further tomorrow as well.
So business- sac prep
Further- ex2d
Double eng- read about themes
Re art- finish off experiments and create titles for the pages
Economics- update Eco mini book

It shall be a great day at school will it not?
I should've done myhomework today. Now when I go to school tomorrow, I have to read my English crap and walk to school at the same time just so I can same time by doing two things at once. Yay...multitasking.

Dead Island
Thursday, February 17, 2011 11:31 PM



It's not a movie. It's apparently a game!
Bloody awesome

WEEE
5:54 PM


I feel so much better now.
After totally expressing how i feel about guys to a friend of mine, i feel almost better. I just need some closure now. But howwww

I know I whine a lot but...
12:35 AM


MY HAIR IS LIKE SO ANNOYING!!!
Why? Glad you asked
- you would expect it to be like easy to maintain right? WRONG
I wake up every morning with poofed up hair going in all sorts of directions. I have to be like a boy and run wax through my hair sometimes if water doesn't do the trick
- no long hair= cooler (weather heat wise) WRONG
I swear what's worse than having long hair during the summer is short hair that covers your neck! I swear to god the heat is all kept on the top of my hair and the fact that it's like a bubble hair cut looking thing, its like sucking up all the heat and keeping it around my small head!
- it's growing out tone very mullet like. I'm just waiting for the damn fringe to grow faster. I should've asked for a long fringe but a shot thou back. That was what I initially planned- the Abby deyn look but I guess for me, it kinda turned into a bowl cut with layers.

I seriously cannot wait for my hair to grow long... And thick for that matter!
God knows when that will be thigh. I'm hoping when before I turn 18!!
It's growing pretty fast right now though which I'd good but that will only last for a while.

I pray that my hair will grow faster!!!

Eww I just smelt my armpits
12:08 AM


Oh my goodness- I have watched 3 episodes of chuck today and I am mind blown.
So much stuff happens within three episodes it's nuts.
But the best part came last where the good guy becomes the bad guy and he is known as 'the other guy'
Good guy saves pretty girl from 'the other guy' in the most heroic way possible- not really cause I read ahead about what was going to happen so I saw it coming BUT STILL I had my hand over my mouth for a long period of time. So yes, good guy gets the pretty girl like the story should end and then they kiss!
Awwwwww.
Less than three!

I still have about five episodes until the end of the season... Totes looking forward to it!
Omg I'm so excited!!!!!!

While I was waiting for it to load, I did my homework which was a real huge surprise cause I didn't really intend on doing any homework that night.

Omg shit, where's my stars wars DVD!? Frick

I'm Just Going To Be Blunt and Honest, I Love You! One More Time, Cause It Just Feels Nice To Say, I Love You
Wednesday, February 16, 2011 9:20 PM


Oh Chuck ♥

Huh
5:19 PM


So yesterday, i was so pumped up for today- no school...
Today woke up at 10AM!! OMG SO GREAT.
My mum and sister were both home that day so we went out.
Decided to go to Dimmeys cause i need new singlet tops cause mine are like totally ripped and everything.
I swear Dimmeys is awesome- cheap yet good clothes. Haha.

After that me and my sister went to eat Dumplings at Shanghai Dumplings.
I havent eaten there for a while so i thought it's like the greatest place ever.
Yeah not really.
Im totally over it now.

Went shopping for a while but we only went into Myer.
ITS TOTALLY CHANGED. IT LOOKS AWESOME. I LOVE IT!
I swear we went in and we both thought that it reminded us of the really expensive mall in Vietnam. It was amazing.
I kinda miss Vietnam- remembering all the good times we had there and all. I actually cant wait to go back now! BACK TO MY HOMELAND HAHAHA!
Yeah inside joke never mind.

We were trying on all these shoes omgggg amazing. I found these pretty alright trench boots but with a heel. High heeled i might add. Then there were these gorgeous red Tony Bianco ones..OMG TO DIE FOR.
Nah actually the only shoes i want are the Manolo Blahnik's from Sex and the City. OMG HEAVEN!

Yeah and well i just came home and im tired as hell. Drank an Ice Coffee and now i have a headache. My feet hurt and im sorta ticked off cause i didnt get to buy any clothes. I hate clothes shopping.

iPod Creates Music
5:09 PM




I think this is absolutely amazing.
I wish i could be bothered to do something like this.
God knows me, i'll quit before i even started the drum beat.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011 10:30 PM




I.Love.This

It's Hard To Believe It
4:47 PM


In 2009, i met the cast of GLEE!
And in 2010, i was backstage at the Highpoint Stage looking at the signs of Glee that they kept in the back room!
Chris Colfer and Kevin McHale were absolute sweethearts :)




The Better Side Of Life
3:55 PM


I cant find it.
Since going back to school- ive totally gone in the head and been moody so many times its crazy.

Audrey Is Beautiful
Monday, February 14, 2011 11:44 PM



Darren Criss= Less Than Three
11:43 PM



Secret Garden
11:06 PM


i seriously gotta start watching this drama

I AM SO SICK OF THE INTERNET RIGHT NOW!
10:05 PM


I swear Google Chrome has got to do something about that stupid "Shockwave" crash!
IM TRYING TO DO MY HOMEWORK BUT EVERY TIME I OPEN THE STUPID DOCO, "THE PLUG-IN SHOCKWAVE HAS CRASHED" FUCKING HELL!
GOOGLE, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
YOU ARE BEING COMPLETELY UNRELIABLE AND IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO GET CRACKIN ON FIXING IT TO ENSURE YOUR USERS ARE SATISFIED. FYI, I'M NOT SATISFIED!

I MADE A DISCOVERY!
Sunday, February 13, 2011 10:57 PM


Omg so this picture shocked me:
I remember posting this picture a while back and thinking, "WOW never knew they were THAT close"


It's a freaking fake photo!
I can prove it!
But damn this persons photoshopping skills are amazing! Totally fooled me!
Ok so like i was watching youtube vids- MTV kiss scenes. Dont judge me. IT WAS ON MY RECOMMENDATIONS SECTION! So i clicked on the Twilight best kiss award of 2010 and then decided to watch the best kiss scene ive ever seen- the notebook kiss scene. Even at the MTV awards it looked awesome.
So here it is:

I watched this video and thought i saw this somewhere- emma watson and rupert grint photo
DUN DUN DUUUUN!
I analysed the photo with the video and it's exactly the same despite the face difference.
Check it out:

SEE?! Same pose, same belt, same ring, even the same clothes!

TO THE PERSON WHO FOOLED ME:
GOOD JOB! BUT NOT GOOD ENOUGH!

HOLY CUTEY
10:22 PM


I was looking through these birthday photos on facebook and i stumbled onto a photo of this dude that looked insanely familiar.
It turns out to be this guy from my primary school. In primary, i remember this very awkward moment that involved my two best friends (at the time) and this guy who liked me:
"OMG HE LIKES YOU!"
"Wait, who did you hear that from?"
"(insert name here)...they're cousins!"
And then i type his name onto the search engine and BOOM! It was him. He is insanely cute. Just as i remembered him in primary.
He somehow got cuter....OMG HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEE!!
FAR OUT!
Then i went onto his youtube to see what kind of vids he uploads....he plays the uke.
HAHAHAHAH!
The vids aint that bad :) (Y)

It's Such A Beautiful DAY!
5:29 PM


Slept in, woke up, went to eat at the Temple, went to cousins and watched dramas, came home, sat outside on the veranda and did homework for an hour.

I went to the Temple to eat Bun Bo Hue. OMG its so good. I shouldve put some chilli in but i guess i have next time to do that- not to worry :) Bought that green pancake thingo and wow, tastes great. I just wanna eat Temple food for the rest of my life. LOLL!

I havent done much homework...which is bad.
I need to watch this Crucible DVD study guide pronto cause its already overdue at the library and its pretty good but i honestly cant be effed writing notes. And then i have a Further test tomorrow that i should be studying for and i havent updated my notes yet! And then theres my art folio that i gotta do as well.
Oh shit, i cant be effed.

I'll just do it tonight.
First- Further
Second- English
Third- Art

I hate school so much

Crank It UP!
Saturday, February 12, 2011 8:18 PM


I finally got the Phantom Planet CD from the library!
Jenny is happy.

Toasted Bread With Melted Cheese
11:01 AM


It warms my heart and stomach every Saturday morning.
Then when it comes to the afternoon, i get sad cause i have no toast with melted cheese for lunch but instead i eat either Maccas or just fish and chips.
I have no idea what im talking about.
I'm waiting a few minutes so Chuck can load again.
Tick tock tick tock.

I got really into Maths yesterday at tutor that i'm now 2 exercises ahead.
I dont wanna be ahead. I wanna be with the class. Going ahead does things to my head and it ruins the layout of my exercise book. LOL.
I got really into English today at tutor and im scared that im gonna lose that whole 'into the zone' thing by next week.

THINGS TO DO TODAY:
- go to work
- go church
- watch lion king and chuck all night

THINGS TO DO TOMORROW:
- do business questions
- print out business notes
- do art folio thingo
- watch the crucible study guide dvd
- finish up with summarising the themes from that 'encountering conflict' book
- do chapter 1 revision questions for further test on monday morning
- go for a maccas run
- install Dreamweaver and finish tute1 for I.T

this seems like a lot of homework but honestly it isnt.

Alex Couburn
Friday, February 11, 2011 11:37 PM


I Love You

TWITITION!
4:27 PM



I signed a Twitition for a renewal of the Chuck series. This is so Chuck season 5 can happen :)
And i'm the 886th signer
GO ME!

Yellow Balloon
Thursday, February 10, 2011 10:34 PM



You've Got Mail
9:53 PM


I forgot to mention, i got a letter in the mail today by this superannuation company. I thought "Weird, i never knew i signed up to get super." Honestly i dont understand what super is but i get the gist of it.
So i open the letter and i get a card! WHOO!
I got excited.
Then i skimmed through the letter, i mean who fully reads letters these days? and it was actually from my workplace. They supply the super thingo for me. YAY? LOL.
Question mark intended.

Cool, im insured!

Today's Progress
9:46 PM


- Sang the Beauty and the Beast song (It's a lovely song that me and my friend Ianne sing in I.T class...since today hahaha!)
- Facebooking nothing
- Cleaned up the water mess in the laundry
- Watch Degrassi

That's all of todays progress.
Nothing basically.

My homework streak has ended in 2 days! HAHA. Or was it 3?

I should try to do my homework huh.
Yeah lets.

Oh Wow
5:37 PM


My sister just called me from some Station thats like an hour away to say that shes coming home in an hour. Then we talk cause shes waiting for the train.
I ask her about the beach and her day and whatnot and then she asks me how i was.
I tell her about my day and the whole friends thing...then i tell her about this situation with this chick at school who's being a total cow.
I've never opened up to anyone that well before. Yeah i know that shes my sister and shit but ive actually tried opening up to her but it never worked cause she either doesn't care (in a nice way), never agreed on about it with me, or was to busy to talk.
She actually listened to me today.

And now im crying cause i finally opened up to someone about my feelings.
I have so much shit bottled up inside of me.

Friends
4:46 PM


The people that i become friends with mean a big deal to me.
You know how people have different problems- family, school...yeah mine's always about friends.

I hate it when i lose touch with people- you know those moments where you see each other in the class but you dont speak to one another? Yeah those moments. Hate em.

It sucks cause im the quiet one so i blame myself for losing touch with people.

High School Musical The Musical
4:33 PM




So this photo.
I asked the Media guys to be in the photo and unfortunately all these other dudes interpreted my request to take the photo for me as, "Please, be in the photo too!"

So third from the left (Alex), guy next to him (Tin) and the guy next to me to the left (Nico) are the Media guys.

If you read my blog last year, you wouldve realised how much i hated Media. Until the musical. That year, we bonded. Touching.

This post was from Nico's Tumblr page which i stumbled upon while reading another persons tumblr page. I swear, tumblr is amazing. Haha.
nicoz0rz.tumblr.com-musical was better than expected.

Sucks cause i dont even talk to him anymore!

Stoody Gloomy
Wednesday, February 9, 2011 7:13 PM


I've studied 2 days in a row.
Somethings seriously wrong with me.

I dont think ive ever studied like this before!
I"M SO STUDIOUS!

So i come home from school, go get food to eat and sit in my room with my laptop, at my desk and study!
I ACTUALLY STUDY!
Well i also watch the occasional tv show on the laptop from time to time (everyday, every minute).
I'm getting better and better each day- yesterdays study went till 8:30PM and today it finished at 7PM.
Damn im good.

Now i can finally watch Str Wars tonight.
OH WAIT! ANIMATION FIXATION IS ON TONIGHT!
Damn, maybe tomorrow night instead.
Now its time for some Chuck :)

I Want Risotto
7:13 PM


Risotto is the better version of rice

Feel That Temp?
Tuesday, February 8, 2011 8:00 PM


Ever felt so angry before?

Getting In The Zone
5:11 PM


Today was a better day.
Despite being cold in I.T.
Oh so cold!

I've been doing my homework.
WOWWWW!
I've written up my Economics shit.
Next is Further Maths.

I didnt know how to set it up cause there's just so many sub headings and junk but i got it.
Just write up summaries again from the class notes. Yeah waste of time BUT i'll incorporate them so i can use it instead of my sleepy head writing in my actual exercise book.
Hopefully it will all make sense in the end.

GONNA TACKLE FURTHER NOW!

GIFS
Monday, February 7, 2011 11:11 PM



Minus the little corny caption.
Emergency-Friend-Help Slumber.


CASTLE! ABOUT TIME THEY KISS!


My two favourite vampires!


I LOVE THEM

VD LOVE (Not the Disease)
11:10 PM



Those Moments
10:49 PM


Yes, once again, it's another segment of 'Those Moments'

You know those moments where youre friends with someone but youre not exactly friends with them as well? And when you're stuck together it's like really awkward and you have absolutely nothing to say?
Yeah, i really hate that. It's so boring and it makes me feel self conscious about myself- why am i so shy?
But then i think- i dont even know this person. And why should i make the damn effort?!

Want another one?
So theres this friend that just constantly says "Whats Up". I'm not being hypocritical or anything...well maybe a tad bit cause i say that quite a lot too BUT NO! This person says it every time its crazy. So we talk about one topic then straight away, "Whats up". I never really thought of it as annoying until i noticed it!

Another? Cool
There are those moments where i need a person to talk to but theres no one there. Everyones got someone somehow. Like even if i talk about stuff, they cant exactly respond to it. Not because they dont respond in the way i want them to- they just dont respond at all then its just awkward. Trust me, i've tried.
Whenever i completely go all out with my personality, it just goes silent.
I shouldnt break the ice cause i just told them something thats probs been on my chest for a while. But then i would have to break the ice cause they dont respond.
Urgh, frustrating.

The End

SUPERBOWL XLV
3:48 PM




No, i'm not a fan of NFL but i have watched a game before. I was in the restaurant in Sunshine and it was on TV and it got really good!
After that, the Super Bowl was on (today) but obviously couldnt watch it because i was at school. And it aired from 10AM to 2PM. I know- long. BUT GODDAMN FUN.
Im gonna watch the highlights later this evening cause then it can just disclude all the boring bits i ceebs watching. YAY!

Talking about restaurants, there was this other time where the restaurant was pretty full and Deal or No Deal was on the telly. Everyone there was getting into it cause the guy had the chance to win 100,000 grand but lost it. LOLLL it was hilarious. I wanna find a bar like that.

I.M me
12:04 AM


Screw MSN.
I use Adium now.
But it logs me into MSN anyway but the whole messenger is completely different. It's like all those standard IM Messengers you see in American movies.
My sister downloaded it (that was strange) and its pretty cool.

Think of Adium as Ebuddy basically.

It makes all this noise though. But i like it.

I Need To Buy Myself A Punching Bag
Sunday, February 6, 2011 5:09 PM


I hated today.
I opened the store fine.
Inbetween- i needed to pee.
Couldnt leave the bloody store cause it was only me working.
And then like all these fucking African kids were just running around the damn store, blocking my way and making a huge mess everywhere.
I fucking hate kids.
I will never have kids.

So by the end of the day, the store was pretty messy so i closed up and cleaned the aisles and shit. Then i hear the fucking door open up and theres this fucking woman with her 2 kids. THey ask to buy shoes. I tell them to come back tomorrow in my most annoyed voice. Then i basically yelled at them- no i cannot do that for you, you'll have to buy the shoes tomorrow.
The fucking word, "please" does not mean anything to me. Neither does the word thank you. I cant believe how many fucking times you have to say that bloody word. And you know what? They made a fucking mess.
I got so fucking cut after they left that i started swearing my head off cause i wasnt getting paid for the extra 40 minutes i was there. Fucking hell.
I didnt check the shoes they bought so im thinking that they have odd shoes.

I cashed up with so much stress in me. I actually felt like crying cause i wanted to get out of the damn place. I swear, i kept getting sidetracked that i mustve counted the money 5 times.

I left at 4:40PM. 40 minutes later than usual.

I am so fucking pissed and stressed out that im gonna take a very hot shower, eat a lot of shitty foods, put my cream on my hands and watch movies endlessly tonight.
I dont fucking care if i have school tomorrow. School can go suck it.

Actually no, school dont go suck it. Im sorry.
I'm gonna plan my shit for tomorrow morning, wake up early and get to school so i can do my homework.

Like so totally weird
1:36 AM


So like I was at my cousins place till well now 1:36 and my other cousin comes home early from this party. He said he couldn't wait to leave cause it was so boring! He managed to escape on his car and drive from the city to sunshine in 5 minutes with a stop at maccas cause we wanted food.
During that time, me my sister and cousin were watching The City. Its good but not as food as The Hills.
Other cousin comes home with our maccas and I eat maccas for the second time of the day! Oh so bad- I'm loving on the edge mate!
I come home, check my facebook and see this status made by this guy named JAmes from my year level saying that he went to this chicks party and it was off the hook, it was the greatest!
I realized that my cousin and that gig went to the same party but both with incredibly opposite opinions.
THAT'S FREAKING HILARIOUS.
Let me point out that this was a 21st birthday and my cousin is 22 and James is 17.
LOLOLOL

Yeah I'm off to sleep now.
Got bloody work tomorrow!
Sucks that I didn't get to continue with Star Wars but oh well, maybe tomorrow

Phantom Planet
Saturday, February 5, 2011 8:15 PM





Jenny likes waking up to them in the morning.
And walking to school with them.
And dancing in the bathroom with them.
And going to sleep with them.
They're cool to me.

Oh Why Did I Say Yes?
8:15 PM


I'm working tomorrow.
By myself.
5 full hours.
No break.
Im scared.

I Hate...Things
11:13 AM


I hate having to go to work each Saturday arvo
I hate having to wake up at 8AM on a Saturday to go English Tutor
I hate the idea of going to school on a Monday
I hate that i didnt get to finish the Stars Wars 3 movie i was watching last night
I hate that in 15 minutes, i have to go to work
I hate the medicine that im taking for my stupid eczema. It's extremely bitter.
I hate how i look ridiculously ugly today
I hate how my hair isn't the way i want it to be
I hate how i dont have any money on my card
I hate how facebook isnt working
I hate this current song im listening to
I hate how nothing exciting is happening to me
I hate how i think a lot
I hate how i hate things
I hate it when others are happy
I hate that douche that has a more funner time at school
I hate how my nails are long
I hate that i didnt bring my art book home
I hate that i will have to rush through my art homework on Monday morning
I hate how i look like a guy
I hate my ipod earphones
I hate that im currently hungry and craving the great Maccas deal of a medium cheeseburger meal with the additional regular sundae included for only $5
I hate that i finish work at 5
I hate that im working tomorrow also
I hate how i cant go eat bun bo hue at the temple cause im working tomorrow
I hate that Chuck and Sarah aren't together
I hate that my life is not like Sarah's, Casey's and Chuck's
I hate it when people don't talk to me
I hate it when i dont make sense
I hate it that i know have 9 minutes left
I hate it how my stomach hurts
I hate it that i dont have any place to wear pretty dresses except for formal
I hate how people undermine me
I hate how theres no mystery to solve
I hate how i have to follow a routine every day
I hate how i dont have a bike to ride to school
I hate how Facebook finally worked
I hate my hands
I hate my feet
I hate wearing glasses
I hate how i cant do things right
I hate weekends right now
I hate that i have to leave for work right now
I hate that i have yet prepared to leave

My First Day of Year 12
Friday, February 4, 2011 6:31 PM


It was a crummy one.
There were both good and bad sides to this day.

THE GOOD:
- Lunchtime where i got to eat my lunch
- Got to start at 11AM and not 8:40AM
- People seeing my new hairdo and me getting "Oh my gosh!" from every corner. I felt awesome
- 2 periods of classes
- The speed walk to school with my awesome new music bursting into my ears.
- Waking up at 7:30AM and watching Arthur while making my sandwich and then watching an episode of Chuck- all before school even started.

THE BAD:
- Homeroom
- I slept in and walked with my jumper and blazer in the humid weather: i swear i came to school sweating furiously. It was seriously disgusting. TMI?
- Eco class + Art class
- Friends. Just felt as if i wasnt needed there.
- 3 guys said my haircut made me look like a boy (fair point. But i wasnt prepared to hear it yet so it hurt my feelings)
- My hair. I need to cut it so bad. The back is growing fast and turning itself into a mullet.
- The extremely humid weather
- Coming home in extreme heat, stripping down to my underwear and then taking a shower. TMI again?

Overall, today was a big bust but not to worry- it's only the first day.
I have much more interesting and fun things happening in the next few months :)
- Musical auditions
- Michael Buble concert
- The Script concert
- Tangled at Botanical Gardens
- Bruno Mars concert

Who needs school. "It's a place where people go to die" LOL just kidding! It's a saddening place.

Mac's Are Not Awesome
6:28 PM


Honestly theres really no point in buying an Apple Mac cause:
1. They equivalent to a normal Windows Laptop
2. It's just all about the look of the laptop- interior and exterior
3. Mac's leave behind fingerprints which then make it really dirty looking
4. It's annoying when selecting stuff and scrolling- using the touch pad in general is annoying.

Yeah that's all i got. I'm just saying that causeim currently disliking this laptop

I very much like my Windows laptop.

Burbank California. The Home of the Buy More, Chuck
8:29 AM




My friend tagged me in this picture from her trip to the States. Hilarious. LOL

Tonight
Thursday, February 3, 2011 10:57 PM


It has been omg.
So i was loading up Chuck Season 3 Episode 1 cause i thought to myself, "Oh what the heck. Last night of holidays, might as well"
As it was loading, i was downloading music from Chuck also.
Within a few hours, i finished my Chuck music from 2 seasons and finished streaming the episode.
So i sat there relaxed and enjoyed the first 4 minutes of the episode.
Then me and my sister saw a bug. Screamed our heads off and ran to my parents room to get my dad to kill the bug.
It turned out to be a cricket. He killed it.
Few minutes later, we found another one. Screamed bloody murder and ran to call my dad again.
Third time, same thing happened. My dad was getting annoyed by us cause he would have to get up from his bed...three times.
We found 3 more. So instead of calling my dad to kill the damn creatures, i got my guitar as a weapon and guarded my sister as she got her laptop, phone and bag from the study and as i logged off from the laptop connected to the net.
Sad thing was that laptop had Chuck loaded and ready to watch.
Stupid crickets and moths. WHY AND HOW DID THEY COME INTO THE HOUSE?!
My throat hurts like crazy from the screaming and im too scared to actually sleep tonight. And as well as showering.
:S

I am brave.
I must take a shower.

I'm tempted to watch another episode of Chuck but its 11PM and well i would finish at approx 1AM. Shower included.

Tomorrow, It All Begins
4:25 PM


SCHOOL. SHIT.

I went out with my sister today. She came home yesterday from her little trip. So while i was having one of the few worst days ever, she was relaxing and tanning at the spectacular clean beach.
Damn.

When she came home, i bitched to her like crazy about the shit that happened since Sunday. OMG, these 4 days have been hectic, annoying, stressful and just seriously bad. Well i mean there were some highlights to those 4 days but definitely not much.

OMG SO THERES THIS WHOLE THING ABOUT SCHOOL STARTING AT 11AM FOR YEAR 12'S TOMORROW ON FACEBOOK.
I CALLED THE SCHOOL UP TO SEE IF IT WAS TRUE- ITS TRUE!
SCHOOL STARTS @ 11AM, DAY 10
Spread the word.

Anyway, so i went out with my sister to Watergardens- ate at Hogs Breath Cafe. I couldnt finish my plate but luckily my plate didnt cost a lot.
I did feel sick after though. I most likely ate at least one whole damn onion.
Eurgh!

I swear Watergardens is like Highpoint but in one level. Amazing.

Gonna get ready for tomorrow :)

A Few Things Ive Noticed
1:18 AM


Went out to Temple today.
It was my first time ever!
I've never been so i kinda thought- oh yeah something small and people praying. That seems somewhat interesting.
After church ended at about 10, the whole family went out to the Templt- BOOM! IT WAS PACKED AS HECK!
There were rides and everything- it was a festival.
I DIDNT KNOW THAT!

I swear, so many TB teens its crazy. I felt so uncomfortable.
Couldnt find anyone so me and my sister hung out for a bit until she bumped into her friends. Hung out with them- quite fun.

I found Olivia who has just circling me cause she realised i got a new haircut. HAHAH.
Then she brought me over to the other girls and so i hung out with them.
I WAS STARVING LIKE CRAZY!

Bumped into people yadda yadda but i dont think they noticed me cause i look incredibly different. LOLL.

Fireworks happened and then i realised that us asians are lucky cause we technically have 2 New Years to celebrate. So if we stuff up the first time, then we can basically redo it on Chinese New Year. Funky no?

The girls went to pray so i went to my parents hoping to go home but instead we stayed until fireworks were over.

Anyhoot, came home and realised that we have school tomorrow.
SAY WHAT?
YEAH I KNOW!
WE HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!
Some year levels have school later today so....HA! HA!

Anyway, im off cause i wanna sleep and shop tomorrow
Cheerio

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
YEAR OF THE CAT! MEOW!

I Have No Friends
Tuesday, February 1, 2011 10:40 PM


I've only found one friend. And well he's unreliable when it comes to attendance: Jason. LOL.
So technically that just reverts me back to having no friends :(

Why?
WHYYYYYY?

The weather has cooled down
6:12 PM


It went from crazy hot to a light winter in a matter of a few hours. Amazing
What's also gay- I was sleeping in the heat of my room for a damn 3 hours!!
And another- the sky is basically filled with clouds now. That means rain is coming in a few days. Most likely Thursday and Friday when we go back to school.

Speaking about school, I got my timetable (can't remember if I already blogged about this or not) but I'm in the same business hg again with only a friend. This damn as hell sucks. Last year. Last memories. Lame year.
Gay.

Skewlll
2:14 PM


Summer break is almost over.

I had no Summer Lovin' like Sandy and Danny


Neither did i shop till i dropped


Or do anything exciting this summer break.
It was all work work work


I regret that.

This Heat
2:06 PM




OMG.

It's fucking hot and windy outside.
Came home from Highpoint and im dehydrated as fuck.
My feet were burning like crazy.
The first thing i did- dropped my shit, stripped to my underwear and dowsed my legs arms and face into cold water. It felt so weird going from hot to cold. But goddamn it was refreshing.

I cannot be fucked going outside.

I was asked to come into work today but no can do'sville.
But now i somewhat agreed to work tomorrow from 1 till 5 probs. Goshdangit. My week is ruined.

I Got Excited
2:05 PM




It was Ianne.
LOLLL

My Life Officially Sucks
9:33 AM




Chuck Season 3 is not out in stores in Australia.
Why?
Cause we suck.
Secondly, this competition wouldve gotten me a signed copy of the 3rd season on DVD...
IF I LIVED IN THE STATES
But nooooo i dont live in one of their 50 states:
Alabama
Alaska
Arizona
Arkansas
California
Colorado
Connecticut
Delaware
Florida
Georgia
Hawaii
Idaho
Illinois
Indiana
Iowa
Kansas
Kentucky
Louisiana
Maine
Maryland
Massachusetts
Michigan
Minessota
Mississippi
Missouri
Montana
Nebraska
Nevada
New Hampshire
New Jersey
New Mexico
New York
North Carolina
North Dakota
Ohio
Oklahoma
Oregon
Pennsylvania
Rhode Island
South Carolina
South Dakota
Tennessee
Texas
Utah
Vermont
Virginia
Washington
West Virginia
Wisconsin
Wyoming.

Why does this suck right now?


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