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Monday, January 31, 2011 11:17 PM

4 movies
One night
Romance comedy
10 things I hate about you
The notebook
Angus thongs and perfect snogging
Sex and the city2

It's gonna be a lonely but good night!

10:45 PM

The stare,
The spark,
The clock going tick tock.

The smile,
The hurt,
The pumping of the heart.

The push,
The gazing,
The bang of the door.

See? I can write poems too. Even if they don't remotely make any sense to you- it makes absolute sense in my head :) HAHA.

9:58 PM

Vampire diaries, pretty little liars, how I met your mother, and glee are all back!! YAY!!!!!

6:51 PM

My sister's gone for 3 days so i need to get out of the house MORE! Why? So i can wear her clothes out without her knowing.
But technically i only have tomorrow to do that cause well...she returns on Wednesday arvo.

That totally sucks.

That means no more annoying, "Im bored what do you wanna do", i can just easily do whatever i want- i can watch movies peacefully.
Tonight- i shall movie like ive never movied before. I have no idea what im gonna watch but i know its gonna be awesome. NO DISRUPTIONS! :D

My plans for tomorrow?
Hmm...

5:22 PM

My manager is going on holiday this week. Lucky.
And it got me thinking- damn, i wanna go on a trip someplace.
I mean, who doesnt right?

5:17 PM

There are these girls on facebook and it's like every photo theyre in, they look exactly the same. Same smile, same stare, same pose and its almost like all of their clothes are the same- black and short.
Not meaning to offend or anything-
theres absolutely nothing wrong about wanting to look hot in the photo but dont you want timeless captures? No need to be picture perfect! Let loose and have fun- now those are the photos best remembering.

Sunday, January 30, 2011 10:36 AM

If the person in my mind is going to exult air heavily out of her mouth and the words coming out of her mouth are "uhh oh my gosh!" I will seriously crack the shits at her.

Figure it out your damn self you ungrateful selfish bitch

Friday, January 28, 2011 9:07 PM

I'm lovin' the orange!
I also love how this whole page was based on today's posts and that they don't have any words. Except for this post.

Today's been a success: I've done my homework. I still have a bit more to do though :(

7:27 PM

3:26 PM

3:02 PM

Make me feel so little nowadays.
"I'm gonna go if she goes....i'll go the same time she goes"
What about me?

1:35 PM

1:25 PM

1:01 PM

12:46 PM

But i have a pretty valid reason
I've got stomach cramps.

My period came late this month. So when i had the Australian Day BBQ, i ate like a stack of meat to get my iron levels up and yadda yadda. I havent been eating meat a lot cause of the stupid lists of food i cant eat. So i blame the doctor man.

OMGGG i really wanted to go Hogs Breath CAFE!!
Fucking cant believe it.
Me, im pretty lucky- i dont get cramps every time i get my period unlike many other women in this world. But today, very bad day.

It's started so kinda stop now so i might go out and...do something.

Thursday, January 27, 2011 8:17 PM

I have been sitting on my ass all day watching movies on the dining room table and then slowly moves to the living room. Now I'm in my room. Thank god I'm going out tomorrow cause goshdangit if I stay at home again, I'm gonna become like a hermit or something.

Notes:
I have not done my homework so I think it'll be a good idea to finally make a start on it to ignt while watching the o.c maybe.
I have not loved movies so much in my life. I could seriously just sit in a cinem for days on end and watch movies back to back with of course a toilet break in between. I don't get why people say that going to he movies is a bad firstdate. Cause I think it's perfect.
I finallygot my period. Not like you all had to know that but I just thought heck. Might as well add that to the notes section.
I'm really interested in dance right now.
And I'm also quite interested in sad sobby movies. Also olden day movies too.
I remember flipping through channels on Telly and then I stumbled upon this 50's movie and it was really interesting and i must say, the fashion back then was amazingly stunning .
My blog posts lately havent been interesting at all so I apologize. But as you can tell, mornings been happening so here really isn't anything to blog about despite the fact that I want to blog... Yeah this is starting to not even make any sense anymore.

What ive noticed- everyone lives different lifestyles so for one person to say that something is not fair cause the other person has it better than them- isn't that what's not fair?
I swear that question makes sense- just think about it...if you're bored

I needa bloggers break.

1:59 PM

I heard that this movie got some pretty bad reviews. I took the liberty of finding that out for myself- it's true!
I loved the movie. Seriously, this is like the 4th time watching it. I mainly like how it's was pretty based on action not like all those other movies that claim to be action movies bit truthfully aren't cause they only have like one small action sequence and boom done. You wanna know what movie I'm talkin about? The Tourist. That movie was seriously disappointing. I mean with a movie with he two biggest Hollywood stars you'd expect it to be an action film(primarily based on the commercial) but it was seriously a huge let down.
For G.I Joe however, they were based on toy soldiers so you would expect it to be about action. AND IT WAS!!
How can critics say such horrible shit about this movie !
Meanies

12:23 PM

I got the tickets to go see him in April!
YES!!!!
OMG, i was freaking out like crazy. My hands were shaking and with every minute towards 12PM, i kept refreshing the page.
It was 11:59AM and i refreshed it while taking my medicine and then BOOM all the details of buying tickets came up!
I COULDNT SWALLOW THE DAMN MEDICINE SO I SPAT IT OUT.
I swear, i was shaking like crazy.

But phew, got through it in 5 minutes.
I honestly hope i did it right.
If i didnt do it right, i owe my sister $228.

I'm meant to be watching a Channing Tatum Triple Feature but i just feel really happy today. Hmm, maybe i'll go shopping at HP today. Maybe i'll find some sales.
But first, i'm gonna have a tuna melt.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011 6:45 PM

I couldn't sleep last night cause I was too busy watching Dear John, which was surprisingly a good movie- gonna watch it again tonight. He movie ended at about one in the morning and I wasn't tired yet. So then I decided to make it a Channg Tatum double feature so I watched the first 20 minutes of G.I Joe. I lobe that movie despite the fact that my sister hates it.
My DVD player died so I couldnt finish the movie.
I just wanna say- guys who are hurt emotionally, physically are seriously hot. Just watch Dear John and you'll understand what I mean.seriously sexy hahaha .
I still wasn't tired so i decided to write about my future and what I would hope to achieve. I continue exactly how i would get there bu I know the things I want so I will pursue in achieving those aspirations of mine.
You knowafter thinking about it, shouldn't we all determine what we want and hen determine how to get there? Isn't that the smarter way of doing things?

I ended up sleeping at 5 in the morning. That's a new record for me.

I kinda wanna join the army. It seems so interesting. I would like to see what it would be like.
Just for maybe like a month or maybeeven up to a year. But that would take a lot of training.

I wanna experience everything- job wise. I would to be a teacher, a scientist, a nurse, a tv host, a business owner, a soldier, asinger, a journalist, a cabinet maker etc... Right now every occupation looks amazingly interesting, I would love to try bit of everything.

6:05 PM

6:03 PM

Once i buy myself a home, i'm renovating it.
I'm gonna buy some dodgy home that has a lot of land, extend it, renovate and what not. And then i'll have my wardrobe like that.
Look familiar?
Because it's a remake of Carrie Bradshaw's wardrobe from SATC.
I love it to bits.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011 9:27 PM

But seriously, i hate it when someone chats to you with one line replys.
It always starts off the same, "Heyy!"
And then you reply with a casual "Hi" thinking of why theyre chatting to you in the first place. You wait and wait and wait for a reply back but they just never reply!!
Seriously what's up with that?
If you chat to me, please reply with a brb if youre gonna take a while. I mean sure, if youre computer just freezes on ya, fair enough but if youre literally just sitting there in front of your computer playing games or youtubing or facebooking or godknowswhat, then please, TELL ME SO I DONT HAVE TO WAIT.

Can you tell im impatient?
Well i am...at certain times.

8:50 PM

Imagine that you're famous.
You star in TV and in Hollywood Blockbusters.
You create yourself an account on one of those internet social connecting sites like Twitter.
Twitter verifies the account to say that it is in fact the celebrity (you).
You get a nice blue outlined tick that shows people that you are the real deal.
The first tweet you make says, "Hello Twitter...wow this thing is weirdddd!"
And that one tweet gets you 1,000,000 followers.

Wow, dont celebrities get all the perks

Monday, January 24, 2011 5:33 PM

I am using the awesome iPhone touch to currently blog. Man this thing is amazing!!!

I just realized that I have work tomorrow :( goshdangit

Man, there's really nothing to blog about after you've blogged already like 2 times. I'm getting really used to this whole thing which is good cause then I can blog really fast. The one thing I don't like about this is that it automatically fixes your spelling errors but i mean what happens if you're trying to spell a foreign word but then you didn't know cause it automatically does that whole fix up without the red line thing. How annoying. But overall this thing is the greatest.

I apologize if anything I have written doesn't make sense. I just wanted to type sentences down cause it's really fun typing on this thing. But I won't be able to use this a lot cause technically not mine- it was part of my sisters deal with the whole laptop shit.

I love this iPod touch.
But I'm scared that I won't use my normal laptop anymore and just completely abandon if. But nah I won't. I vow that I will not abandon the one laptop that has been reasonable with me and has helped me with all my homework and preparation for sacs and whatnot.

Yeah, I'm getting really attached to this iPod touch keyboard. ITS SO AWESOME!!!!!!

4:45 PM

More like a 'before-year-12-starts' clean up.
Things to trash out:
- Posters
- Clothes
- Old Primary school day books
- School books that cannot be sold or bought anymore
- Papers that can be recycled

Yeah all that old crap that i have no use for anymore.
It's all sorted out neatly in my cupboards but i feel like i need a fresh clean that will allow me to put some new stuff in.

Yeah i ceebs.
Maybe i'll clean later- after ive streamed like the first few episodes of the next season of degrassi :)
LOL

4:38 PM

It's amazing.
All last night, my sister was frustrated cause we couldnt connect to the net and whatnot. So then she bought a wireless router which we have been dying to buy for the last few months or so. FINALLY! We can walk around with the internet on the laptops! YES!
I swear, it's brilliant. I want to hate this laptop but it just seems so good.
If i keep using this thing, i'm gonna get hooked.
At the moment, it's still a little annoying but goshdang it is cool.

I've been playing with the Ipod Touch and man, its so interesting too.
I have found this awesome LOMO app that i wanna buy.
WHOO!
Technology highhhh!

Sunday, January 23, 2011 7:58 PM

Fuck that place is huge!

After church (where i sorta slept) and the whole ambo thing that happened in the morning- we took the car and drove up to Chadstone which was about a 45 minute drive. Either that or im totally exaggerating.
I've never ever been to Chadstone so i was pretty excited! I was about to fall asleep until i saw the David Jones sign then i was like, "Oh man! I was gonna go to sleep!" But no matter, i was hyped up then and there!

Finding a car spot was pretty easy- it was already what? 12? And there was still so many parking spots in the back. Fast and easy unlike Highpoint where it's basically like a race!

Entered David Jones and it just looked like city but not the city cause it was Chadstone. Went out and hunted down for a directory. After walking for a few minutes, we couldnt find any directory (like you know those technology boards that are placed out of nowhere in highpoint? Those things are mad! But sadly Chadstone aint that cool and doesnt have one!) Went around asking directions for the Apple Store. You see, we had planned the day to buy my sister a new Mac laptop. Damn, its gorgeous. Once we found the damn place, i swear, it was packed! There were helpers everywhere, all wearing these blue shirts and it was seriously cool. Apple is seriously amazing.
If a store would look like that, imagine what headquarters looks like.
But nah, i still wanna work at Google.

Anyhoot, so we bought a laptop and got an 8G iPod touch with the bundle :)
I paid for $600 worth so if my sister says to get off the iPod touch, i can just use that excuse. Mwahaha.

Anyhoot again...after we bought the junk, we really wanted to go eat like a seafood buffet but we couldnt find any places online so i decided that i wanted to go into the Miu Miu store that i saw on the way out of David Jones. Apparently it was this whole new section that they built that was filled with all those expensive labels like Gucci, Ralph Lauren, Chanel, Sass and Bide, Louis Vuitton, you get the gist.
Yeah so i peeked through the door of the Miu Miu store so terrified to enter. I could already see the bags and all its wondrous colourful leather! OMG i died.
Stepping into that store was like the first man to walk on the moon,
"It's one small step for man, one huge leap for mankind".
It was amazing.
I turned to the left and BOOM! I found my beloved dream bag just sitting on the shelf oh so lonely.
If you cant quite remember what bag im talking about, here it is:

I could hear it calling my name, "Jenny! Jennnnyyyy!" It was calling for me, how i could i not turn away! It was beautiful. It wasnt the brown or black colour that i originally wanted, but it was this deep washed blue colour. Yeah i cant describe it well but goshdang it was gorgeous. The sales assistant came by....i was thinking all these sales assistants would be all like, "Bitch, you have no business here. Be Gone!" BUT NO! This girl looked asian, she was simple, nice and really friendly! I couldnt believe it. I never knew these people existed in these rich chain stores. But then again, when we went to find the Apple Store, i sorta peered into the rich stores and the people that worked there- they looked like ordinary people...LIKE ME! I swear, I couldve worked there! It was so coolll!
I asked her if i could hold it. She gladly said yes. She took out all the crap that was inside and she attached the long strap onto it.
It felt so amazing. Calf leather....omgsh. I put it on my shoulder and it just clicked- the bag was the right length, not too big but also not too small (they have smaller versions too! AWESOME), the colour was beautiful and it matched with what i was wearing. It didnt seem too 'POW-in-your-face" like. Dont understand what i mean? I mean like Chanel quilted bags and Louis Vuitton patterned bags. When you see the bags, you know what brand it is in an instant. But that bag didnt really have any POW designs so it was perfect. Well i mean, theres the Miu Miu lettering on the bag but you cant really see it. Not unless you were right up in front of me and taking a look at the bag itself.
OHH MYY GOSHHHH! I LOVE IT!
After i get that bag, i will not want anything else. Screw the Louis Vuitton wallet- I DONT NEED IT! LOLL.

Chuck time :)

10:30 AM

So the family comes home from church this morning, i'm taking my stupid awful medicine and then my neighbour knocks on the door. My sister goes to answer.
We had to call an ambo because her heart wasnt feeling well.
I swear, Ambo's are amazing. I didnt get to see all the action cause i responsible for taking care of the house while everyone else went next door. MANNN! But i did see them come. After my sister called, i locked the doors and went to the front- YOU COULD ALREADY HEAR THE AMBO SIREN! So cool.
Hopefully everythings alright though.

I'm inspired now.

10:27 AM

I've almost finished a full season and it just started airing Friday. I'm so bad. Bad to the bone honey.

It's just too good!

12:30 AM

Yoda's the greatest little green alien ever.
"Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering"

I feel as if im stressing out a lot lately. But i dont know how to get rid of it.

Saturday, January 22, 2011 8:08 PM

Go out at night with mates.
I mean i couldnt care what we do! Actually i do. I would prefer something outdoorsy especially during this pretty warm yet cool weather. So maybe like outdoor movies, night markets, or you know the general dinner at some place in the city.
But no.

8:01 PM

I seriously cannot spend anymore money.
I have magically spent about $500 on food and second hand clothing...cause thats trendy.
HOW HAVE I SPENT THAT MUCH ON FOOD?!
That's crazy shit.

After figuring that out, my mum came in and i immediately gave her my card to confiscate. I swear, i've basically spent like $1000 since July. Thats not good.

NOTE FOR NEXT TIME:
Transfer your money so you cant spend it.

7:49 PM

I was just on the ninemsn page where i read this article about there going to be a remake of the classic movie about a girl orphan named Annie. Now, im sure all of you have heard of the movie annie and have a clear image of a girl with red curly hair and a red dress with a pooch right? Well right.
Now, i read the article further and apparently Willow Smith is thinking of doing that remake with her playing the lead.
Not to sound offensive in any way...what the fuck?
Seriously?
Why??
Yeah i cbb going on about this topic

Friday, January 21, 2011 7:22 PM

I'm eating damn chicken tonight. I'm not a big fan of chicken and bread. Why? Cause its stupid Safeway chicken. Safeway chicken is a tad bit bluh.
I actually think im allowed to eat chicken. It doesnt say so on the list so yay!
But i wonder whats in the stuffing?
I cant eat tomato sauce so i guess im gonna go with the BBQ sauce.
And hopefully my parents get chips also.

We were actually meant to go eat out tonight but noooo...stupid sister is going out to highpoint to eat with her mates so its not technically 'family time'. Blimey man, she ruins every dinner! Why? Cause shes never here so we cant enjoy the yummy food.

5:24 PM

I should be getting around to do my homework.
Man, im a lazy bugger.

1:36 PM

Just trying to get ready to go out and realised that nothing goes with my new hair.
I need new clothes stat!

New schedule:
- SHOP SHOP SHOP
- EVERYDAY EVERYDAY EVERYDAY.
Anyone is free to join.

1:23 AM

I like to read personal blogs. Why? Cause it's interesting to read on what other people think on certain topics, and what they do (no stalking pun intended).

So i was reading a tumblr which kinda lead me to another tumblr. Apparently the guy goes to my school cause he knows this chick Denise. I wont write his name on here cause god knows who read MY blog but man, i never knew a guy would act the way he does. It's SO INTERESTING! And he sounds pretty funny. I quite like his sense of blogging.

Hmm, i should go to sleep now. its already one bloody thirty o clock.
Orrrrrr...hmm, i have nothing to read now.

12:07 AM

Don't worry- i dont think im fat.
This diet is different.
It's one that will help my eczema go away.

I went to a skin clinic in St Kilda on Wednesday to see what the heck is up with my skin and how it can be stopped. The guy diagnosed it as eczema but it was this whole other longggg word! So i cant really remember the name of it but apparently its very common and is genetic. No one in my family has ever had eczema before. Well not that i know of.

He gave me a list of the main triggers that affect my eczema to constantly return- including a list of foods that i should and should not be eating.
Then he also said that stress may be also a main trigger (fuck). How the heck am i meant to NOT stress during this whole year? I mean, i know im stressed but that will just make me even stress more- knowing whether im stressing or not will make me fear that i am thus make me stress whether im stressing or not. Great.

Then theres chemicals like chlorine, laquer, leather crap...which is bad cause i work in a bloody shoe store for crying out loud.

Oh forgot to mention- with the food part, I BASICALLY CAN ONLY EAT FISH AND VEGIES AND WATER. Seriously man, everything i eat is on that damn list. I might as well starve!! But i wont cause thats just stupid. I already broke one of the rules- eating tomatoes. I had pasta the last 2 nights. Whoops. And i also had ice tea today which i wasnt meant to cause thats on the list too but its actually 'tea' that was written down but im guessing that 'ICE tea' would be considered as tea anyway. Then theres sweets- everyone needs sugar in their system! How can you not? And salt? Seriously, everyone needs like a pinch of salt in their foods- ITS FLAVOUR!

It's bloody crazy!
And whatever my blood type is, theres further foods that are forbidden!

The doctor guy said that i can eat them (cause i need to eat) but i can only eat small portions of them a week. So when i drink soft drink, i normally drink it 6/7 a week. I need to cut that way back. So he suggested only 2/7. Simple, easy. All i gotta do is cut back on my regular intake and replace it with foods that i CAN eat which wont cause a reaction to my eczema. No matter- im cutting it WAY back. Not drinking it anymore but there are exceptions. I just dont know them yet. LOL.

Far out, stupid eczema. Ruins lives.

Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:36 PM

I always make to do lists but i never really get around to doing them cause im so lazy and feel unmotivated to finish them.
I've still got a tonne of things to do but i completely ceebs.
SOMEONE GET ME MOTIVATED!

11:25 AM

I cant be bothered doing anything outdoorsy but i need to sell and buy my books. Gay.
It's already 11:25AM.
Thats pretty late already.
I was thinking of doing homework later in which I MUST DO cause i dont have many days left till school starts again...FOR THE LAST TIME! YESSS!!

Urgh, fine, i'll eat, watch degrassi and arthur and i'll go buy my school books. GAYYY.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011 5:16 PM

I just noticed that my status (above) on facebook sounds like one of those life changing things. Whoops. I was just talking about my hair!

YES! I have finally cut my hair! Did i go for a trim? Nope. I total different look.
So i was going for this look:

This is me before:

And this is me with my new haircut:

And this is me after my shower:

I no longer like it. But i guess i do.
I just need to put some product in it to make it look better.
Yeah, thats it!
Lucky for you readers, i'm only telling you- i'm gonna wait till school starts again to show everyone else. SO KEEP IT A SECRET!
P.S: Tell me what you honestly think of my new do- i wont get THAT upset cause i mean i have my ups and downs to it too.

4:11 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2011 11:29 PM

Stupid slow connection speed.
Seriously man...it's irritating me.
I dont understand how people have this fast internet crap and when they stream something from the internet it goes like zoom!
FUCKING HECK.

4:43 PM

4:41 PM

4:03 PM

Mr Bennett is officially leaving the school. He sent class 11C an email saying how he was leaving. It's sad. I mean sure there are times where i didnt really like the guy but he actually made Year 11 fun for all of us, surely.
Luckily, he added that if we ever needed any help, we can email him- gonna use that to my advantage. Emailing him is good. Why? He explains it in a way that we can understand. Also, emailing him will make him explain TO THE POINT unlike asking him IN PERSON where he will ramble on and then talk about one of his stories. LOL.

So long, fare thee well Hagrid.
Class 11C was seriously the best :)

Monday, January 17, 2011 11:27 PM

10:12 PM

I truly am.
I feel as if i could actually do this!

YEAH I CAN DO IT!

But then surely, time will go by and i'll be at war with myself:
Scenario 1:
G: "YAYY SCHOOL!!"
B: "urgh school"

Scenario 2:
G: "Ooo, a school project!"
B: "Bloody hell, screw this!"

Scenario 3:
G: "It's the holidays!!"
B: "Man, holidays are boring"

Scenario 4:
"FUCK THESE EXAMS!"
Yeah theres no good side to exams.

At dinner today, my dad was saying how my cousin was scared of me beating his score. WHAT?!?!?! No way. He got like a 96 or something. Theres seriously no way of me achieving that score or greater. I mean, theres a possible chance but it is very small. But that did really give me a boost of excitement and...well hope.

Talking about enter scores and uni's and stuff, event management is honestly NOT what i WANT to do. I dont really know what i want to do. I just want something that brings excitement every day. Something that doesnt make me feel like im working for the money but more for working for my own personal happiness. I mean i work at Payless and i actually like going to work. I mean i hate waking up to GO to work but i couldnt really see myself working in a clothes shop or fast food chains cause then i'd just be doing it for the money. Shoes? Surely you would think that its no different to clothes- i thought that at first but i guess after you try working there, it's quite fun. It has definitely brought up my confidence to a much higher level.

Anyhoot, back to the topic, i dont truly know what i want to do. I mean, i know that i want to go to La Trobe (a well known school) to put my parents minds at ease- yes i am doing this for them. Cause you know asians- good school, good education, good job. So i just kinda thought going to La Trobe would be my ideal school. I dont want to go Melb Uni cause well my cousin goes there already and i dont want to be put into that whole typical school thing. With Monash- i dont think i like it at all. My sister goes there and so did my other cousin and it seems very dull there. When i think of Monash, i think of law school in England- dull, mundane...you get me. Then there RMIT which seems too colourful for me. LOL! Dont make me explain. And then theres Deakin but i dont know it seems very normal to me. Swinburne? It seems very technology based. Dont get me wrong, i love technology but i guess i dont wanna really learn something I.T based. I mean La Trobe- in my head, it's very Aussie! HAHA. Yeah dont get me to explain that either. But i guess it might me a pretty good choice for me. Different. I like that.

So yes, La Trobe it is. And you must be thinking, "If she doesnt want to do Events, why is she choosing it?" Well, To be honest, i got interested in it while watching The Hills. I KNOW I KNOW- dont base what you see as what you want! But, it does seriously seem fun. And i like to organise things. And i like computers. And it incorporates many Business aspects like Marketing, Accounting and Finance, Management skills, Strategic Problem Solving crap, So what better! I dont see myself doing Events for the rest of my life but im choosing this course as kinda like a guiding light kinda thing.

Anyhoot, ive had enough of talking about me.
So, how you doin'?

Sunday, January 16, 2011 7:20 PM

The summer break has gone by so bloody fast!
Can you believe it? Only three more weeks till school begins again!
The last year.
Senior year.
All hell will break loose.
It's nuts- we have at least 8 weeks holiday and yet 5 weeks have gone by faster than a speed of lightning. PAH! Total lie. But you get what i mean.

I have yet to do things like
- get new glasses
- do my homework and study guides
- Cut my hair (Shall be doing soon actually)
- go dentist
- go on a shopping spree
- go rock climbing
- have a picnic
- eat out for lunch like an adult
- movie marathon

Oh whatever, ive got next summer :)
It's kinda like that Arthur episode where Arthur didnt even notice how fast his holidays were going that he forgot to do the things he wanted to do for summer break on his list. Hmm, i should watch that episode again- see what he did instead.

I think i might watch some old classic disney movies tonight.
I've got Anastasia (not Disney but Warner Bro's), Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin, Mulan...yeah thats all i got anyway.

4:26 PM

I got called into work today.
I was meant to hang out with karen in Camberwell but then plans were cut because my mum wanted to go to Highpoint but then those plans were cut because my manager got sick.
Luckily it was a Sunday- layed back...and only 5 hours! :)
At least i get Sunday pay :)

Working again tomorrow and Tuesday.
Wednesday going to a skin doctor.
Thursday laying back at home until 5PM where i gotta go work.
Friday, i wanna do something this day.
And then before you know it, its Saturday again...work.

Trying to save as much money as i possibly can cause i very well know that i won't be working a lot during this year.
However, if i get to work on Sundays, i will be very well happy :)

Saturday, January 15, 2011 9:17 PM

I have no idea what to type.

Friday, January 14, 2011 8:05 PM

11:40 AM

11:35 AM

Far out.
I cant stop squealing and smiling and acting like a little girly girl.
And all for a TV show!
HAHAHAHA...im such a loser.
Oh whatever! I dont care what you say!
DEGRASSI THE NEXT GENERATION IS THE GREATEST TV SERIES EVER!

I LOVE J.T AND LIBERTY!
I magically clicked at a random spot and POW! It was the exact scene where they kiss!
Liberty: You know what i wished i done?
- Liberty leans in to kiss him
- J.T is taken by surprise
- He lowers his arm onto the table
- Liberty leans back
Liberty: I crushed on you for 4 years
- J.T smiles, leans in and kisses her back
- J.T leans back smiling
J.T: My stomach hurts a little
- Laughs.

OHHHHHHHHHHHMMMYYYYGGGOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE HIM!

10:26 AM

Season 6 or something of Degrassi. J.T gets stabbed and Liberty soon finds him slowly dying. O-M-GGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

Thursday, January 13, 2011 11:57 PM

Youre a great person. I fell for you for like a few months. It was great. Now we have both moved on. Now you don't really talk to me. And even when you do, it's pointless!

11:30 PM

Greatest scene in the bloody history of taiwanese dramas

There's another scene where Chun Mei has this fake miscarriage thing cause she thinks that Ah Bu is only with her for the baby. Ah Bu gets angry and omg he looks hot. Like deadly hot. So hot that i melt. To the point where there are no bones in my body anymore. OMG, it's that hot.

I love this relationship: Ah Jin and Christine. SHE'S BLOODY GORGEOUS!

10:46 PM

I'm lovin it.
I've watched all 4 episodes that has been subbed and freaking awaiting patiently as i can for the next episode to come out.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...i love dramas.

I swear, you get hooked!

12:44 PM

There's been warnings this morning for flash floods all over the district of Victoria.
I'm still keeping up to date but gosh, today and tomorrow will be the 2 crucial days for this whole flood disaster.

I was going onto facebook just now and my gosh, stupid people's status's complaining about the rain and how its ruining either their foxtel services, the fact that its summer and it shouldnt be raining...freaking gosh, TAKE A LOOK AT QUEENSLAND FOR EFFS SAKE! You're complaining about something so minor, probably not even aware of the warnings for Victoria and yet theres thousands of people who have lost every little possession they had.

I just wish this summer will pass

Wednesday, January 12, 2011 11:38 PM

No i did not get drunk.
I've just been doing nothing all day.
Sorta.

I had work, ate, talked on the phone, netted, ate again, telly all night long.

I need to do more productive things.
OHOH! i did homework last night. I started on my further maths work which i dont really need to do but doing it anyway just so i can get ahead.

OMG RIGHT! I totally forgot- i google mapped america. LOL!!!
I google mapped new york, rockefeller centre, barneys, the hollywood sign, etc.
Damn it was fun.
Im gonna wake up early tomorrow to watch films and google map some more places.
Google is a wonderful thing

Tuesday, January 11, 2011 4:40 PM

So i had work today and BOOM! All of a sudden i hear someone yell out, "Shamus!". Vy was calling my name from outside the store. Vy, Vi and Lisa went to watch Tangled today. I skipped towards them excited cause they went to watch like the greatest Disney movie ever! But they just weren't pumped for anything. So i kinda just mellowed down, chit chatted (nah actually it wasnt even a chit chat. More of a one worded thing going on) and then they left and i went back to work.
So them again afterwards in Safeway cause i needed to go buy exercise books. Then we just went around..yeah, not that interesting.
Couldn't wait to come home.
Now im home!
Gonna try to get a lot of shifts during the last few weeks of hols.
But at the same time, stay at home for my days off also- why? CAUSE I CAN!
LOL.
I gotta get my damn homework done asap!
The sooner, the more time i can have fun :)

Monday, January 10, 2011 9:30 PM

Yeah i wish.
It's not my new bag....yet.
I want it.
But i want the real deal.

I've seen Tumblr images of it:

9:09 PM

So i went to Harvey Norman down in Sunshine today to get a new vacuum. Our one died after 20 years. Like it just suddenly turned off and burned itself. Oops.
While we were there, we had time to just walk around and look at crap so we did. My parents headed down to the furniture place. My dad was suddenly like, "Hey Jenny look! I designed this! By Sacca Youlou" I looked at it and said, "What's Sacca Youlou?" And my parents were like, "That's your dad's name" THE HECK?
HAHAH! Despite his weird Greek like name at work, he designed a few beds and tv sets and cupboards for Harvey Norman. I took pics but i cbf uploading them.
I remember this one time where the family went to the Harvey Norman at Highpoint- he showed us this one little side table that he designed. It looked really cool!

4:48 PM

Me? Married? At 17? You kidding me?
LOL! I honestly dont know how to respond to that

4:44 PM

I like, like him!
He's brilliant! Hahah!
P.S: River Viiperi is goshdang hot.

12:51 AM

This was from Denise.N's profile picture. I swear, i looked at the photo and thought, "Wow she got a fringe! It looks really nice!". Then i thought of myself getting a fringe. Then i looked at the whole picture and i thought, "WOAH, this kinda looks like me when i had a fringe!"
Then i scroll down to see the comments and BOOM! WENLY COMMENT MADE ME LAUGH!
"Whoa you look like jenny tran here!"
UBER LOLLLLLLLLLL!!HAHAH
That's some freaky shit.
She looks really pretty with a fringe!
I always had the theory or like of when someone with long hair suddenly cuts their hair short and automatically looks really cool! Either that or going from no fringe to fringe.
I think its the dramatic and sudden change that makes a hairstyle look good.

12:38 AM

Dont you find it funny when filo's go to the Tet festivals? I find it hilarious.
So i have this friend on facebook who uploaded these photos and it was just of her group (probs k*star friends) going to the St Albans festival. There weren't that many photos but a majority of them was of this girl pouting her lips. It made her face kinda squish inwards towards her mouth so it made her look like she had wrinkles from her cheeks inwards. So funny.
Anyhoot, i just find it funny when non viet/chinese people go to these festivals.
Heck, there was this Aussie guy who went to Vietnamese mass! I later found out that he's my dad's friend! SHOCKER!
Don't get me wrong, they have the right to go wherever they want but i just find it funny (in a good way!!) that they do.

Sunday, January 9, 2011 3:01 PM

Chicken with egg and chinese sausage buns to be exact.
It's actually fun.
I thought it would be pretty ridiculous. But making food with my mum is funny. Like my mum is pretty non asian as well. We do dont know how to make the typical vietnamese foods like banh bao, che, well thats all actually. We had to call up my aunt to get help cause she's like the pro master at this kind of stuff. So funny. You know how pork buns have that cool flower looking thing at the top of the bun? Yeah, it was so ridiculous- me and my mum couldnt do it until after 10 trys. We finally got the hang of it by the end of the batch.
We've put them into that large ass pot thingo where you steam them up and like we accidentally put them too close to each other so theyre stuff together...sorta.

Just before we got started on making the buns, i was reading The Crucible. I've re read the first section where the priest/dad, betty, abby, putman couple and proctor man are in betty's room as she is apparently 'bewitched' or whatever like a thousand times. I'm only re reading it cause i take like long ass breaks from reading it and then when i get back into it, im totally lost.
Far out, i hate reading. But i guess reading a script like book is easier than a novel right? Cause you can imagine it in your mind a lot better cause theres all that descriptive crap.

Anyhoot, the buns are done. Imma get back to reading.

11:16 AM

Today is a big day.
There's this thing that asian catholics do: we invite a whole bunch of random people in the community (asian church group) to come pray at our house. Like theres a list. People have to put their names on the list and then the head of the community group goes down the list where the prayer session is taking place.
I swear, we've done this like three times now.
I hate it.
We have to invite strangers (mainly old people) to our house where we dont even know if they steal stuff! I mean, seriously, they might be catholics and all and yeah, we gotta respect the commandment of 'thou shall not steal' and all that but man, you never know.
The worse part: we feed a jazillion mouths. Like hundreds of people come and we have to spend so much money on food! Asian good. So that coloured rice, vietnamese salad, gosh, i dont know what else. IT'S SO LAME!

I am Catholic. I believe in the things i promised to God that i would believe in. But i wouldnt say that im a person who is completely religious. I'm not a practicing catholic- yet i am, i go to church every week. But like, oh man this is hard to explain. Umm...yeah whatever- if you dont understand, your loss.

My horescope told me bad things for today: i'd be gossiped around the asian women, i'd have some back talk, i must not be crude...but on the other hand, my other horescope tells me good stuff. Now i dont know what to expect from today.

I feel as if im not making sense today. This post sounds muddled.

Saturday, January 8, 2011 8:54 PM

I'm so bloody bored.
I found out that i got sunburnt from the beach.
Across my face and on my back.
PWOAH.

Man, i dont know what to do right now.
Should i do homework?
Nahh, i have no motivation.

I think i'm hungry.
Man, i just want snow cones

7:49 PM

- Zac Levi on ABC3 on Monday
- DO YOUR EFFING HOMEWORK
- Do nails

11:24 AM

I dont wanna work today!
I havent done a Saturday for so long.
2 weeks actually.
Thank God for Christmas and New Years on a Saturday this year :)

Im wearing my denims and a shirt so hopefully i dont get into trouble or something.
Yikes, im scared. What if i do get into trouble???
AHHH!!

Friday, January 7, 2011 9:18 PM

9:10 PM

2:09 PM

1. My name is Jenny
2. I like to be different
3. I cant burp
4. I love TV
5. I have a bad habit of twirling my hair into a number 8
6. I have eczema
7. I go into phases of liking things
8. I flinch a lot
9. I get scared easy
10. If i could be anything in the world, i'd be a secret agent
11. Either that or an actor who does that kind of stuff
12. I complain and whinge a lot
13. I like natural beauty
14. I can be stubborn, self centered and jealous at times
15. I like modern vintage stuff
16. I understand awkward things- i don't judge the awkward questions
17. I'm an average student
18. I'm pretty un-asian. Im quite westernized in personality
19. I dislike conversations that die easily
20. I hate my damn straight hair
21. I love LOMOGRAPHY!
22. I find bugs interesting. But i dont like them ON me
23. I freaking hate birds to my very core
24. I want to go to countries with the old tradition and culture feel. Like Italy or Mexico
25. I dont find clubs interesting. It's just sweaty people grinding up against you the whole night
26. I dont like picture perfect moments.
27. I like 'in action' pictures
28. I like photo bombing but i dont do it enough!
29. I take things for granted
30. I sometimes dont believe in medicine or doctors
31. I have this habit of sometimes disagreeing on whats right cause i always feel that if i go on the opposite side, i'll get my voice heard
32. I can become overprotective of my dvds
33. I find it annoying when people that i know dont know who i am
34. I like to meet new people
35. I find it hard to express my feelings
36. I mumble and get tongue twisted easily
37. The first job interview i got was at hoyts in year 10. I got told on the same day that i didnt get in and cried after i left the place. I cried angry tears. Those girls were absolute bitches too!
38. I hate creeps
39. I like the word, 'specificity'. Doesnt it sound cool?
40. I'm gulliable
41. I don't understand metaphors and those really complex but famous quotes
42. I have weird toes
43. I hate being skinny
44. Im tired
45. I"m sometimes vain
46. I hate reading!
47. My hair falls out a lot more than what i would define as normal
48. I used to love the smell of the cinema toilets but now it's just urgh. It used to smell like candy
49. I love Degrassi the Next Generation
50. I play guitar (not that great) and piano (used to)
51. I'm freakishly freaking out about Year 12
52. I believe in believing in things that seem impossible
53. I hate wearing glasses
54. I dont like watching the tennis. It's boring
55. I'm bored of making this list.

Thursday, January 6, 2011 1:10 AM

ME!
FINALLY!
YAY!
EXCITED!
TIRED
out.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011 8:29 PM

I just went to Mambo's to eat dinner.
I ate this awful tasting potato pizza.
Then i skulled down an ice mocha and 2 glasses of water.
Like i literally skulled it.
Now my stomach is in so much pain right now.
Too much liquids in me.
And i think i have a headache now.
I'm so sorry stomach, please get better soon!

I think ive grown some muscles on my arms.
LOL!
Like you can literally see the bulge!
I never do it cause im so embarrassed to see nothing there. It's even more embarrassing when your friends show off their muscles in front of the group and tell me to do the same. (embarrassing)
But after working for almost a year of lifting boxes and climbing up ladders every week, ive grown bloody muscles! HAHA!
It's not THAT big as im exaggerating it to be but it's big enough to define that there is a muscle there!
My muslces hurt right now actually. :(
My whole body aches.

You know whats a big pain?
Really un-replyable msgs.
I mean how do you respond to ,"Oh ok."?
Gosh, it just makes you sound like a bitch if you dont respond anything so i just do the simple, "yeah" response. It's horrible!

OH! DEGRASSI'S ON!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011 8:17 PM

I'm really into it.
I was just lying in bed thinking about cool images i wanna take.
So far i have:
- black dress, black background, and a rainbow umbrella
- head punched through a canvas portrait.
- a cubby house with two people ;)
- a movie drive in
- a floor filled with flour...or flowers will do.

OMG i wanna lie on the road of a place with amazing city lights!

I just learnt how to play Firework by Katy Perry.
Ive never really heard that song before till like 2 days ago.
LOL.

8:13 PM

So i had a dream last night that i got kidnapped and got saved by Ashton Kutcher and his agent.
Yeah i know, weird.
But i never realised how hot Ashton Kutcher was until he came into my drea.

Bam.

1:37 AM

That movie is mind fucking annoying.
I just finished watching it with my sister for the 2nd time now.
I still dont understand much. Let alone understand how so many people (including my sister) find it absolutely amazing.
I think it's cause i still dont get it and now whats gonna happen so i kinda ruined it for myself...twice.

I shall watch it again just so i can bloody know everything there is to know about it and then go, "OH MY EFFING GOSH, THAT MOVIE SUNK MY BATTLESHIP!" Of course, im using 'sunk my battleship' in a good way this time. :)

Bloody inception has done my head in.
I must sleep it off and then go to work.

Monday, January 3, 2011 10:33 PM

I have been sitting on my ass in front of this computer screen since Degrassi finished on telly. OMG- so i googled degrassi the next generation episode guide and all night, i read about each episode until season 8 cause my eyes got tired.

OMG GOOD SHIT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN!
Oh far out i cant bloody wait.

I hope ABC 3 doesnt cut off the show like Arthur!

8:27 PM

Should i go library to study??
Hmm, i'll try to find a different place to study.

MAN! I WISH I HAD A CUBBY HOUSE!

3:16 PM

3:15 PM

I was sitting on my couch after i had my shower waiting for Arthur to come on telly.
Then i found out that Arthur isn't even on anymore!
WHAT'S WITH THAT ABC2????
Been watching this stupid show called Dani's House. Gosh, so long and stupid.

1:18 PM

I keep sleeping in which is really bad cause then my parents (who are at home for the holidays) would give me the whole lecture about how it will ruin my internal organs and brain function if i decide to sleep in the day and stay awake at night. Fair point to them.
But the thing that pisses me off most is that my dad has just recently given me these lectures. Not only about the sleeping habits but primarily making decisions myself without someone else making them for me, being responsible to clean after yourself (I FREAKING ALREADY DO!), help my mum out in the kitchen and other house duties (I sometimes do that), etc.
It's stupid cause i already do that shit (some of them) and yet he constantly teases me in the most cruelest way ever by saying, "Hehe, all you do is sleep eat and play. Never doing anything else." I always fight back but for now, i'll just walk away or somehow block my hearing.
I mean get this! He's been telling me that year 12 is a serious year for studying and getting a high enter (do you sense the pressure in those words?). Look, i totally get the whole serious business but you can also study and have fun at the same time! It's not all about studying and i shall prove that theory! Somehow.
Wait, thats not the point. So it was New Years and my sister was out. I decided to study instead. I came home from work and then immediately started on my homework while eating. My dad was sitting next to me eating as well. Then after watching the fireworks on telly, he tells me off for doing more homework in the study! THE HELL DO YOU WANT MAN? I was actually proud of myself, i was actually studying for a change. And on the plus side, i was really into it until i decided to go on the internet. I started chatting to people who were appearing offline (no bloody wonder there was hardly anyone online) and as a bonus to that night, i was chatting to baldylocks which i think he only chatted to me cause he was almost drunk. He was apparently drinking at the time. LOL. I dont really think that counts though. Cause i saw him online a few times yesterday but we never talked. Yeah, it was just the alchy that made him talk to me. Bugger.

Wait that wasnt the point of the story.
So yes, my sleeping habits is something i need to change for the better. So i need to get out of the house more. And with the sun out, i should be getting some vitamin D. I just wanna go to the beach despite the more cooler weather we have right now. I wanna go williamstown beach. Man, i want a BBQ

1:14 PM

I spent my whole night watching Chuck with my sister.
Yeah, i think i like watching movies and telly shows by myself.
I always have so i guess im not that used to it when my sister suddenly decides to watch with me.
Wait no, it depends on what im watching and definitely with who im watching it with.
I always feel really uncomfortable when i watch things with someone different. Like its as if i have to sit a specific way or only laugh at the really funny (noticable) parts. Bottom line is, it feels really odd.

1:13 PM

So i heard people got wasted. Kinda sucks when youre not there in all the fun(despite the fact that i dont drink much).
But i guess i shouldnt expect to be there anyway

Sunday, January 2, 2011 8:31 PM

GREATEST DISNEY MOVIE EVERRR!

OMG i absolutely loved it to bits!

I watched it in 3D. Sure theres no special on the 3D films (even on cheap tuesday) but goshdang, it's worth your money. Well i thought.

I swear, the cinema was full of kids! And there was this one kid, omg, HE LAUGHED SO LOUD AND HIS LAUGH WAS JUST SO FUNNY THAT WE ALL LAUGHED WITH HIM! Love that kid.

So glad i went to watch it today :D
And the wait was totally worth it!!!! All those months, OMGAHH!
I would definitely go see it again and again and again.
And then wait for it to come on DVD and buy it then.

Saturday, January 1, 2011 3:07 PM

Tangled, Heartbreaker, The King's Speech.
And thats all coming out like this month or something.

I cant actually believe its January. Doesnt feel like it.

I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP!!
Theres this interview he did with NW magazine that was published on the ninemsn.com.au website. OMG I LOVE HIM!

Do you believe in love at first sight, as in the scene on the train in the movie?
Yeah, I do actually.

And have you ever experienced it yourself?
Oh, I can remember – somewhere in the neighbourhood of 13 years ago – being in Paris, where I was living. I was doing a film with Roman Polanski, The Ninth Gate. Across the room I saw this back and I saw this neck attached to the back, and I was fascinated by it. It was a very beautiful, sculptural thing and then, suddenly, the back and neck turned, and it had a face, and it was Vanessa. It looked at me, and walked across the room and said, “Hi. Do you remember me?” I had met her years before, and at that moment, before I even said, “Hi. How are you?” I knew it was over. I was done. I was in big trouble from that second on.

2:05 PM

2:15 AM

The most simple words that made my heart flutter.

1:23 AM

For this year, im gonna do everything!
Yeah not really but i'll try.
Basically cause i wanna do a lot of things before i turn 18.

I shall blog more (yeah! more than i already do!), study hard, keep calm and take a photo everyday to commemorate what is to be a good memorable year.
Then once the next year comes around, i shall create this whole huge ass photo wall on photoshop and post it up here to see how much ive changed and grown in this massive, life changing year.

Toodle loo!

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