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Friday, December 31, 2010 10:13 PM

This new year is going to be a lonely one.
I've done everything alone so why not new years too?

My sister's out for the night which means its just me and family.
Kinda bummed out cause my sister makes it all exciting for the household.

Whats gay is that my dad ate dinner early so it was just gonna be me an my mum eating but we didnt wanna make dinner cause itll be too much for two of us girls to finish so we all went our seperate ways- my mum watched telly, my dad half slept and watched telly and i slept till now.
There are no pizza shops open or anything so its up to me to find something to eat in the house.
Bloody hell. Im gonna be eating migoreng on new years. How bloody depressing is that? Well i guess it's not as bad as Carrie Bradshaw in the sex and the city movie where she eats Noodle Cup on new years. LOL.

Theres like literally no one online to talk to cause theyre probs all at parties and having fun. Man, jealous.

I think im either gonna watch movies tonight or actually study.
I actually started on my english study. Just jotting down the main frame of the novel and quotes that i could potentially use.
Then i'll do character studies and poof, im done.
Actually, then i'll have to do the other 2 books. Goshdang.
Hopefully i get english and maths done in the new year and then i can focus on art.
POW- then school will start.

Thursday, December 30, 2010 1:00 PM

So ive finished season 2 of Chuck and omg. Thats all i can say.
This was at about 3 in the morning. I was all snuggled up in bed and with my DVD player sitting on lap. It wasnt until about 5 minutes before the episode ended that it just got oh so freaking awesome.
DEAR LORD I WISH THAT CHUCK SEASON 3 ON DVD CAN COME TO AUSTRALIAN WATERS ASAP!

Video killed the radio star!
In my mind and in my car.
We cant rewind, we've gone too far.
OH WA OH!

I'm so bloody bored.
I cant believe that for the 3 days that ive been off, ive basically slept and stayed at home. And it's like really good weather this week too! Goshdang.
Well technically i went out yesterday but THAT DOESNT COUNT. Somehow.

Hmm, i think i might go out to Salvo's today. Havent done that in a while.

11:42 AM

And it comes and goes.

Anyhoot, i went out with Olivia yesterday and bumped into so many CCCC people at Highpoint. You know the awkwardness of bumping into a 4C person is? Well it's very...weird. You dont know whether you should say hi or just keep on walking and totally ignore them cause theres a good chance they might not say hi back and completely ignore you thus making you look like the idiot waving to...well no one by the looks of it.

We bumped into Meghan, Sarah, Jenaye and Dennis. Then into Bonnie and her boyfriend. And then into Trang and her little bro. Of course, we stopped and said hello to Trang! I feel like i missed out on someone but i cant remember.

Anyhoot, we made the effort to say hello as we passed them and well it felt nice! HAHAH. Strangely as that may sound.

Meh, gotta head off now. Toodle loo!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010 11:31 PM

I know, im not even doing Year 12 yet!
But ive figured out like an approx.
Im getting like a 70.
I want a 90+

Im fucked.
Ive seriously gotta get my act together.
I need like at least a 40 in everything to get like a 90+
Yeah...thats never gonna happen.

The subjects im incredibly freaking out about are English, Economics and I.T.
But im more worried about English than all the rest. Generally because it's such a fickle of a subject. Unlike Science or Maths where its black and white. Everyone in this world have different ways of writing so it's difficult to create an outstanding piece of literature.

Ive seen myself in action of wanting to achieve something so bad. I did extremely well but what if it was all a fluke?? (BTW, im talking about VCE Business in Year 10). I got the highest grades and honestly, it was the only subject ever where i received the most highest average. Unit 1 was a toughie but i managed to bear through it with an average of an A.

Then when i entered Year 11, my grades went down. Let me think: i had friends in all my classes this year but in Year 10, i was so alone in Business. I sat next to no one and never really made friends till second semester but i didnt even see them as friends- just people i talked to. (I KNOW, i sound very unsocial but whatever- im a shy chick!)
In my year 12 classes- i dont really have anyone. Well not much people anyway so maybe year 12 will be like year 10., Hopefully. Friends are not a complete distraction but they do somehow affect your mind. And a positive thing about not having friends in your classes is that you dont have to think about them! And that will actually create a good environment for me causeeeee when i hang out too much with friends, it's easy to have nothing to talk about so when i meet up with them after classes, we'll have much to laugh and talk about! Wow i cant believe things worked out. LOL.
Well hopefully it does.

7:40 PM

It is so intense!!

7:20 PM

Shop right now.

I was flipping through mags and man, i want clothes but i dont want to spend like 100 bucks on jeans (which is probs the price of what most jeans are at now). Simply put, i dont want to waste my money on fashion.
It changes all the time. You get bagged for what you wear sometimes.
Only people with that totally full on confidence and stride can pull off the most hated types of clothing.
I'm not one of them. Obviously.

I only wear the basic shizzaz or whatever i find that looks remotely interesting.

Mysteriously, my clothes have disappeared somewhere so ive been wearing the same outfit this whole week.
Either that or i dont find anything else remotely awesome to wear out.
Yeah i need new outfits.

Let me make a list:
- thin slouchy jumper (cotton on?)
- 3 pair of shorts (cut from old pair of jeans, opp shop it)
- 2 printed tops (yellow nerd machine top andddddd black comic top)
- 1 normal jacket (for any sort of weather)
- a black cardigan (for work)
- singlet tops (big w)
- light blue jeans (ive been dying for a pair)
- those sport like 3/4 pants (rebel?)
- a handbag

7:17 PM

So i was wondering around blogger and then stumbled on this one blog that i found really pretty and then all of a sudden, "BOOOM!!!" this song popped out of nowhere and the volume was on pretty loud. Scared the shit out of me.
I hate it when people's blogs have music on them! OMG it's so annoying.
Actually to be more in detail: i hate blogs that have automatic music in play.
I'm almost capped so when i pause the song, it still loads anyway!
I hate it i hate it i hate it!

1:12 AM

Oh my goodness, that TV show is so good.
Like at first when i saw it i was thinking, "What the eff is this bullshit? So it's like a gay version of Gossip Girl?"
I mean it is but it's not gay at all!
It's brilliant!

Things i like about the show:
- there's the constant mystery that makes you want to know more
- the relationship between Aria and the teacher Ezra. Man, it's so good! Bad in the fact that it's illegal but good story!!

Ian Harding is hot.

Monday, December 27, 2010 10:46 PM

I havent seen him like since November or something and then all of a sudden, i go onto this guys facebook page cause his dp changed and then i just kinda looked at all his other pictures that he was tagged in and then i see his face. Like you cant even see the detail of his face but you can see the outline and its just like OMGGGG. I totally forgot what he looked like and how cute he was so i just sat here looking at my computer screen and smiling to myself.
I'm so ridiculous.

7:11 PM

The trailer does not do justice to the film. They make it seem totally action packed with Angelina Jolie kicking butt and Johnny Depp fearing and running for his life as he is suspected to be this guy that everyone is searching for.
OMG, i went to watch it today after work and my goodness, it was so good until the ending. I won't spoil it for anyone that wants to watch it but i honestly felt there wasn't enough of things- fighting, storyline, nah actually, everything seemed unfinished but the movie ended so there really cant be another one.

I had to go pee during one fight sequence and so i dashed out of the cinema and ran back. I swear it was like literally 2 minutes. I am amazing.

Me and my sister left the cinema with "WHAT?" faces. MANNN, im disappointed in the movie.

Can't wait for Tangled though!
BOOYA!

7:08 PM

I cant follow instructions properly.
It makes sense too!
I can never follow cooking instructions properly, i can't even follow the most simple instruction of having to call a person and asking them if theyre available to work on wednesday, i can't get my sisters errands done cause well i cant follow instructions!

I've finally found my problem.

Of course, i have a few more problems that i still need to figure out but theres one problem im figured out thats off my check list.

Sunday, December 26, 2010 9:26 PM

So there's this Village Movie Marathon on tonight. I wanna go but i guess it's better to not go cause it's on pretty late.
And i dont really wanna go watch The Social Network. Looks gay.
So i guess it's gonna be a Chuck night tonight :)

Went to the city at about 7PM just to go around and see all the craziness happening. Not much was happening. I mean it was still busy but i guess cause it's night time so then a lot of people wouldve already finished their shopping.

I wanted to go shopping but all me and my sister went around doing was basically doing her stuff- looking at perfume, looking at Pandora rings and looking at JB DVD's and CD's. After i have Chuck, i find no reason in entering a DVD store anymore. LOL!! That sounds very unlike me but i guess i can see how much i wanted Chuck.

I dont think i want to go shopping for clothes per se. I'm not in the whole shopping zone anymore. I mean i wouldnt mind entering basic shops like Supre, Sportgirl and Cotton On but thats it cause i guess theyre more of the cheaper range.

Hoping to save up for a Miu Miu bag (yeah im still thinking about it), a holiday, school junk, and weekly trips to the fast food chains.

Oh i've found nice elegant dresses in the city for like formals and shizzam. But i think the places are pretty pricey. But i guess it wouldnt hurt to look right?

Saturday, December 25, 2010 11:23 PM

I shouldn't say Merry Christmas cause you know...theres many people that dont celebrate it but it is still technically a holiday.
Anyhoot.
I want to share to you rapid readers what i have received on this joyous occasion:
- Chuck Season 1 and 2 (dont even think about it)
- Sally Hanson nail art pens (blue and pink)
- Grey nail polish! (It's looks hot)
- The Typo flip clock!
- Typo letters that spell my name!!
- A portable DVD player (I can never let my parents know about this. If they did, i would never see the light of day)
I swear, this has been the greatest presents that i have ever gotten ever. My family and relatives that got me these gifts listened to the little hints! Well not hints but i mentioned them like a thousand times but i never really expected them to be gifts given to me. It's amazing!!

The sad part of christmas was that i didnt get to spend any christmas time with my parents cause my sister and i were at our christmas (its an annual thing but this year, my parents didnt join in for some odd reason).
I shall spend the remaining half hour with them, as much as i can.

Tomorrow will be jammed packed (hopefully). Me and my sister are thinking about hitting the shops early morning then going church at about 10:30AM and then hitting highpoint and then me going to work from 12PM till 3PM and then praying and eating for the rest of the night. It's all festivities tomorrow. Hopefully the plan goes according to plan. I really like that idea.

Friday, December 24, 2010 11:28 PM

4:51 PM

So last night me and my sister jumped onto my parents bed for no apparent reason. All of a sudden, we ended up giving my parents a massage for all their hard work and sore pain. OMG, i swear i was on a high or something- i started making calm sea, forest and earthly sounds. OMG it was hilarious. Then me and my sister broke into Hairspray music. GOD, it was so funny.

Then after that, we just lied on the bed with them talking about shit. Then i tryed to convince them to go Highpoint for some late night shopping cause we havent shopped in so long as a family and the chance to go out at night was right there! But noooo...they didnt go and i was throwing tantrum's and hissy fits and they laughed at me while i made the most stupidest excuses to the generalistic questions that my dad asked as to why we need to go to highpoint.

So we ended up not going and apparently there were loads of sales and shit. OMGGGGG i hate myself.

I had work today but i didnt sleep early enough. So i was bitching tired as hell. It was sooooo busy today. It was crazy. Like the whole store was a mess and we had empty boxes at the register place and it was just piling up which is pretty bad cause it should be kept clean at all times to avoid like accidents and shit. OMG crazy. It was so frustrating cause there were shoes put into wrong boxes and the shoes were like thrown everywhere and it was so hard to find like a pair of shoes for the customer, clean and sort shoes into their right boxes all at the same time. I swear, at one point i was about to just grease and swear at a customer cause she was vietnamese and annoying the fuck out of me. I hate serving asian people despite the fact that im asian. LOL. It's terrible. They're so freaking cheap and stingy. Like they see a little crease in the material or like a little scratch and BOOM, "discount yes?". I always stay firm on the "DISCOUNT NO!" cause they always end up buying it anyway. Stupid bloody cheapos. LOOL

I left the store pretty unsatisfied cause of the mess and shit. I dont go to work for the money generally cause i couldnt care less. But when i see my money come into my bank account, it's just really a big bonus for me. HAHA. I like going to work cause then im not at home doing nothing.

I have church later for Christmas. Ahhh...pow.

4:36 PM

I've had this sudden liking for monkeys. Even my display picture on MSN is a monkey!
They look so adorable!!

12:20 AM

All i want for Christmas is Chuck on DVD.
AHAH

12:08 AM

So when i read my books, i always envision what i read into a movie. I loathe reading cause it's just too wordy. If they had pictures then it might be more interesting. So yes anyhoot, i envision what i read. I'm sure everyone does when they read cause im guessing thats what you're meant to do but i see everything like a movie- camera angles, backdrops, everything that a movie has, you name it.
I was thinking to myself one night, "Hmm, if i watch the novel as a movie, then maybe thats a good way to study the novel". Cause i had trouble remembering Macbeth (even though it was like a script book) cause he likes meets the witches a few times but i just couldnt remember when. So my new thing for this year:
- Finish reading the books
- Write each different scene in the book describing what happens and important quotes with little images like storyboards.
Maybe if i do it somewhat like this way (like how movies are created), i can potentially remember things happening... better.
And of course, ive learnt from all my essays that ive written that i constantly retell the story (basically saying my essays are based on evidence rather than facts and info crap) soooo in my little scripted book, i shall write my own little paragraphs of why things happen in the book, emotions and secret meanings and all that junk that should get you top marks. LOL.

I'm dying to do better in English. I hate my marks- C's and B's. Actually more C's then B's. I want at least one A for next year. If i get one A, i shall be satisfied.
And by the exam, i hope to get a 35. God pray for that. I will honestly be disappointed if i get a 20 or something but i wouldnt be so surprised.

Thursday, December 23, 2010 1:46 PM

I don't mean the suburb or whatever but the Footy Team.
It's so crazy but insanely news worthy.
I honestly am not a footy fan cause i just find it boring until the last few minutes (like all sporting games) but the latest scandal is really interesting in which i found interestingly enough to debate about. So if you don't want to read my yabbing debate, then move on along.

Just as i was about to go out, i was rustling through the pile of newspapers and saw the headline of Wednesdays (22 December 2010) Herald Sun: "They Can't Stop Me" and it was about how this 17 year old girl vowed revenge on the St Kilda team as she got pregnant with one of the footy stars. Apparently she was mistreated and miscarried twins- if the twins were born, they would be able to prove if her facts or St Kilda's facts were true cause you knoww....blood sample...analysis....science stuff.
So in her seek for revenge, she revealed nude pictures of the team players to kinda exploit their "oh so good" reputation.

Seriously dude, thats not gonna do much. On the personal side
1. Boys will be boys.
2. Everyone has their own life and they can live it however they want. They can't just live like role models for their whole entire lives. THEY ARE NOT ROBOTS so what they do in their own time is up to them...slut.
3. How did you conveniently have the photos in possession anyway?
4. Seeing as AFL stars are always in the media for doing something out of the ordinary, it makes a point in itself- it means that they arent always picture perfect and honestly, no one really is. We all bear our secrets but the fact that they're famous just makes it harder for them to shut up and bear with the lies and stories that are in the headlines.

However to the media, it's basically like propaganda! They can twist the most hilarious picture into something racist or judgemental. E.g: The Hey Hey It's Saturday skit of the Michael Jackson thing- made us seem racist (also on Harry Conick Jr's part too). So on the media side of things
1. They take it out of proportion
2. But thats their job

I can see why she would WANT to exploit them the way she did but honestly, she seems (by the media) that she's just playing games so i dont like her:
1. A website said, "THE teenager at the centre of the AFL naked photographs scandal has promised to release five more candid images of AFL players to the media when she arrives at Melbourne Airport tomorrow." She's coming back from a holiday in which i hardly doubt is neccessary if she's going to be there with images of the AFL stars. Seriously, i bet she's on that holiday strategically thinking of her next moves.
2. The images of herself in the newspaper are two sided- theres one where she's dressed in like a blazer of some sort looking professional and...old looking. And theres another picture of her looking like an absolute slut: She's tanned with a mini St Kilda jersey top that shows her belly and belly piercing with black leggings i presume.
Let me make this clear: the image and what it portrays ALTOGETHER makes her look like a slut. I am not saying the things that she is portraying individually is slut worthy (thus not offending people who have belly piercings as sluts...DEFINITELY NO!).
3. She states that she is only doing this cause she "wanted everyone to 'know the truth'". Yeah girly, we hear you loud and clear. You got the front page news and a huge 4 page spread! And with all the debate comments that are siding with you, you seriously aren't satisfied with that? Honestly, whats your point realllly? Cause for everyone to know the truth is very broad. And the fact that you got the Herald Sun's permission to write your story after how many times they rejected your story, doesnt that make your goal ALREADY achieved? Obviously not for you cause you continue to exploit OTHER teams when you said you vow that the "Blues and Swans will be her next targets". What did they do to you?
4. She was 16 when she met up with the AFL stars at a party in Sydney. And went back to his hotel room where she apparently took the pictures that she then used to attack the AFL stars. They didnt really specify when she 'did it' with the player but suppossedly we know when she did- why the hell did you sleep with a 23 or 24 year old dude when you're only 16. Guys don't bear the consequence of getting pregnant and their name shunned. Chicks do! How thick (stupid) could you get? You're in high school for pete's sake- have you not watched enough movies to realise what happens when you're preggers?
5. The fact that she wanted revenge on the AFL team was so consequentially disturbing that she miscarried. Probs due to stress and the publicity crap she was trying to pull off. It all got to her head that she miscarried. Those babies couldve saved and proven her story but nooooo....she didnt take care of herself, killed two babies, ruined her reputation and the lives of others and yet she's still going at it but making it worse- she's destroying football, channel 7 network and Australia in a sense. Channel 7 network holds all the footy stuff (sometimes network 9 too) but channel 7 IS the home of football.

If St Kilda are so sure that they didnt do anything remotely wrong in a sense that it would ruin their reputation and image as it already has, then this is what you should do:
1. call a press meeting thingo
2. only 1 team member will stand and represent
3. explain their side of things
4. deny all accusations made against them
5. AND ACT MAD but poised.
Being mad and loud will not only show your point but will make you seem true to your story.

Now i ceebs going to highpoint.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010 11:28 PM

Such a big day today.
I was tired but now im like wide awake.

So lets start with work.
I was opening the store today (by myself, for the first time ever).
I i bought Maccas breakfast which i didnt even get to eat cause i screwed setting things up.
Anyhoot, i opened 5 minutes later than i was meant to but no biggie.
I got this email and i wont get into the deets cause i know its like corporate privacy kinda of stuff. But i stuffed up the promotions.
I only realised like 3 hours in that i fucked up cause the promotion wasnt meant to start until tomorrow.
BUT! I did end up selling like loads of shoes. When i mean loads, i mean LOADS!
On another note, Olivia and Michael popped by while i was in charge for the 3 hours and they could seriously see how stressed out i was man. OMG i was freaking out that i wouldnt set everything on time and all that junk. The cool thing is, i didnt even ask them to come! Well Michael said we would come cause of Trang's gift. And Olivia just popped by while she waited for a friend. I love when people do that. LOL.
Due to the wrong promotions being...promoted, i had to call my boss boss and he said it was fine. PHEW! I'm still majorly scared though. I hope it wasnt that much of a big deal that he might tell me off to my manager and then she'll like wont put me on the opening shifts for a while. I'll ask her on Friday when i work with her.
I'M SO SCARED AND FEARING FOR MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

After 8 draining hours of work, i came home and just sat in the backyard on the ground with my mum while she did some stuff. I told her my day and how i stuffed up and she told me hers. I love her. HAHA. Then i got ready for Trang's birthday.

OMG, on the way there, my mum was so scared that we would get lost but i was just like, "DUDE! RELAX! I know where to go! HAHAH." Throughout the whole 10 minute ride, she was just saying all the names of the streets and said repeatedly, "Look at the MELWAY!! YOU KNOW WHERE WE GO YEAH???" LOOOOOOOOL. She thinks i cant read the Melway. OH! Did you know the Melway is only called the Melway in Melbourne? In Sydney its called Sydway. Get it? Weird huh?
Anyhoot, we got to her place easy peasy.

It was a fun day :)
OMG I LOVE TRANG's HOUSE. It looks so coooool!
I love the fact that i spoke to people that i usually didnt talk to- Julie, all the dudes.

I just realised something- whenever i see random people on the street or people from work, they always remind me of actors. The lady i was working with today reminded and looked like Toni Colette. And my manager reminds me of that girl from that Jason commercial- that "save 10% off car and house insurance...Call Jason" ad. It's crazy.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 9:45 PM

I need to let off so much steam.

8:08 PM

Seriously, only 2 people will email me about going to the picnic. Everyone else will just ignore the email.
I appreciate those who actually emailed me (despite one of them sending a long ass email which i seriously couldnt be fucked reading everything) back.
But to everyone else,
Fuck...
I quit.
I'm pissed.
I don't fucking care.
Do your own shit.

Monday, December 20, 2010 11:23 PM

I've got so much shit on my plate.
OMG i just read that again and that sounded really bad. HAHA.
Whoops.
But you know, take that figuratively.

1. Im opening the store on Wednesday and im scared.
I'm sure i'll know what im doing once i get there.
Fingers crossed though.
I'm missing out on Trang's birthday but she's got plenty of people going to her place anyway. Little 'ol me not going won't make a big diff anyway! Haha.

2. OMG, i got the Hairspray CD from the library and all ive been doing is singing to the tracks. MAN! GREAT MUSICAL! I SWEARRRR!!

3. I hate being kind to people that don't deserve my kindness. Seriously, i go out of my way to do something for you and yet nothing happens. Well i mean i dont go out of my way (depends when) but yeah actually i do! I'm so sick of it. I dont even bother anymore. I just sit here waiting.

4. Carol got a picture with KEVJUMBA! Where? FROM BOOMBOX!!! OH MY FREAKING GOSH THAT LUCKY DUCK!! I'm so jealous. But she deserves it- she went down to Chadstone Shopping Centre and walked around for 5 hours trying to find him!! That's freaking nuts! But in the end, she got to see him, talk to him, touch him probs (LOLLLL!), take a picture with him and give him a gift. OMGG LUCKY AS HELL MAN!

5. I helped make dinner today. I was peeling and cutting potatoes and carrots for the curry while my mum went to pick up my sister. I got acknowledged and a clap for cutting the carrots nicely at dinner. LOLLL!!! I love my mum!

6. Last night i slept with 3 blankets- my duck feathered one (FREAKY), my normal blanket and a sleeping bag on top. FAR OUT IT WAS WARM AS HELL! HAHA.

7. I have back problems man. I slouch so much that its starting to do my back and neck in. Either that or im not sleeping properly.

8. I have a day off tomorrow so....i have no idea what to do.

9. THE WINTER SOLSTICE IS TOMORROW.
According to my recollection, well from Year 10 Physics, i think we get a few more minutes of night time. WHOOPPEEE!
The red moon looks gorgeous. I remember when it was during this time, i was coming home from Church and it was at Ginifer Station that i saw the huge red moon. It was scarily huge but it was amazing. I literally thought the moon was coming down to Earth and crush our lives. LOL. Thank God for Physics.

10. I.want.this.
It looks a little weird but gosh doesnt it seem ultra cool to have one?!?!?

10:39 AM

What the hell man???
I've literally and completely forgotten what season we're in.
My eczema's acting up really badly and now it looks like my hand is diseased or something. It's disgusting.

I had the same-ish dream again- my hair fell out. It was so scary cause it was like a whole bunch of hair!

12:28 AM

I swear, they look long as. But i ceebs cutting them. LOLLL.
Im so lazy.

So for the whole night, ive eaten and watched movies.
Nice.
I watched this french movie called Fan Fan Something something. It's got Penelope Cruz which i thought was oddly strange cause she doesnt look French in any way. LOL. It was really cool. It had one of those witty smart cool suave guys. It was a pretty good movie.
Then i saw this ad during the break of this other french film with Vanessa Paradis in it! YAY! It's called Heartbreaker i think. I wonder when thats gonna be on telly. Hmm..gotta wait i think.

Oh, im buggered. I wanna do exciting stuff (as you should know since i constantly complain about it) but its really never gonna happen. Maybe when im older...

Im off to read and sleep. God, how am i gonna sleep tonight?

Sunday, December 19, 2010 6:57 PM

I've slept for a total of 14 hours.
Honestly, thats not a lot but it is in a way.
LOL confussling?
I dont think ill be able to sleep tonight :(
And ive got work tomorrow too!
Aw shit.

6:11 PM

I wish i had those moments where you could just call someone up on the phone and ask, "Hey do you wanna hang out?" without it being such a hassle to the other person. Hassles meaning: parents, tutor, ceebs.
I mean how could would this situation be?

"Hey dude, im really bored here",
"Yeah i know what you mean. The weathers shit right now",
"Tell me about it. Wish we would just go to somewhere sunny like Las Vegas and have shit loads of fun.",
"OMG dude, lets!",
"Lets what?",
"Lets go to Las Vegas for the weekend.",
"Oh yeah ok! LETS GO!",
"Meet me at the airport in an hour! Don't forget to bring your passport!",
"DONE!"
--hangs up phone.

Bloody awesome.

Saturday, December 18, 2010 7:06 PM

So i went to sleep last night and i had a cool dream which i dont exactly remember anymore. But it seemed so real.
- Two names popped up in my head: Sarah and James
- Lisa was in it.
- My crush was in it.
- I was in it.
- He found out that i liked him
- And something about a date
It was truly a cool dream. LOL.

Work was sort of busy today, thank god. I was working with my boss boss so i had to sell sell sell.
This one dude bought 5 pairs of shoes in one transaction! PWOAH!

Tomorrow is Sunday so i'll be relaxing the whole day as it is MY day off. Sadly it's raining so i cant really go outdoors per se.
Then on Monday i have work from 12 till 5. OHMYJESUS.
I have a bad feeling thats its gonna be realllly busy this week so im gonna definitely take advantage of Sunday.

Gonna watch movies all night tonight. I'll be in bed, with stacks of food around me, water, my laptop and yeah thats it.

Friday, December 17, 2010 11:42 PM

You know what i noticed?
Im so bland.
I should be making the most of my teenage years as possible, especially before i turn 18. Why? Your teenage years are where things actually happen and where you ocan actually pull things off!
- Underage drinking
- Get a tattoo
- Dye your hair
Yeah thats all i could think of.

I wanna rebel

6:39 PM

So i come home from the city, i go onto facebook for updates and twitter for celebrity updates.
- Zachary Levi is no longer in Melbourne. He's in Sydney now :(
- Who the heck wants to go to Sydney??
- Well actually, i do sort of.
- Kevjumba is currently in Melbourne with JRQuino or something.
- He made this video of them freestyling called You'za Ho Ho Ho (youtube it)
- He went to the beach today :(
- Missed him! DARNIT!

No celebrity stalking today but i did go to Alexandra Gardens to eat and read like i wanted. :)
Whoop!

Ive been watching Alice in Wonderland (Tim Burton style) since i came home and my gosh, i still havent finished it. It got a tad bit boring so i decided to watch the Simpsons instead.

My feet hurt so bad its crazy. I need to like wear sneakers out now.

Oh get this, at work this week, i helped this lady who had no toe. So she only had 4 toes. My goodness. Working at a shoe shop makes you see weird things. But i guess i should be use to all the crazy smelly feet i see now. It was funny actually, i went highpoint one time and i was in London Rebel. The sales rep was trying to interact with the customer and it was this 30 year old woman or something and she said, "That looks REALLLY ce-ute!" It was so funny i left the shop laughing.
OH! And this one time at work, this little kid was running in the store and she ran herself into the table and hit her head. LOL!!! And she started balling her eyes out! It was hilarious. I literally had to hold in the laugh but turned around when i did sort of laugh at her. HAHAHAH. I sound like a heartless person.

Thursday, December 16, 2010 10:53 PM

I honestly dont think ive ever been this bored.
im just sitting here.
refreshing the facebook page.
how lame have i become?

lets name all the places i would like to go:
- pancake parlour
- hogsbreath cafe

oh fuck that shit. whatever. i feel like eating potato.
we cooked this huge ass long potato in the BBQ and man it was fun.
It was just me and my parents sitting outdoors around the BBQ thingo and it was really warm.
We made a game of cooking it: place all the pieces of coal on top of the potato.
it was fun.

9:59 PM

So my sister had this Christmas party at our place- girls only.
We decided to have a BBQ.
My parents and I cooked the BBQ and everything.
While they sat inside eating, drinking, laughing, whatever...
I missed out on watching The Amazing Race Final.
But i just found out that Kat and Nat won.
I didnt really mind who won actually- i really liked the two host show chicks. They're hilarious!
I managed to watch Degrassi though. YAY!

I don't know if im pissed or not.
I think due to the BBQ smell and my tired state, im too bluh to care.

I'll be probs sleeping early tonight.
I only had a half hour nap today! Proud?
But then again, i did wake up at 12PM.

Actually, i need to shower first, eat again, read my book then go to sleep.
Oh and figure out my wages again.

BOOMBOX this saturday :(
But i cant go cause i got work :((((

6:46 PM

How much does he look like Aaron Yan here?
Far oot! It's uncanny!

2:38 PM

Not only is Zachary Levi in Melbourne- but

KEVJUMBA IS ALSO!

So ZL is in Australia to promote Tangled.
Kevjumba is in Australia to host that BOOMBOX event happening on Saturday. I would totally go but i have stupid work! URGHHHH!!

I SERIOUSLY JUST WANT TO SIT IN A CORNER AND CRY!

1:19 PM

I completely forgot to put an update on where my new blog is:

verwirrend.blogspot.com

12:39 PM

I really wanted to go out today- it's a beautiful day today and my horoscope was something realllllly good!
And the fact that Zachary Levi is in Melbourne- i wanted to go city to search for him.
:(
And i kinda had an idea of just laying on grass and reading my book.
:)

I'm in this mood where i don't like certain people.
Don't worry- it's not you.
I know the people who read my blog.

12:51 AM

I want a LOMO camera.
It's like an old school camera that produces all those awesome type of pics- weird light, blurry ish...all that cool stuff.

I'll have to look a little more into it. Seeing as it's old school- im not so sure how to produce the pictures- whether it's one of those printing lab ones or those send to a photo place to produce them nice and easy as digital pictures.

12:21 AM

Wednesday, December 15, 2010 10:14 PM

So while i established that Zachary Levi is in Australia, my sister was squirting me with water which i let drip down my back. LOL.
Then she squirted me again.
I was already riled up so like her squirting me with water just made me lose it- i was screaming my face off it was hilarious. She ran to my parents room and i was right behind her. LOLLLL. I slapped her on the back a few times. So funny!

After a lot of screaming and squealing, my throat hurts, ive got the sniffles and yeah.
I'm loving the 'sort of' raspiness of my voice. Hot.

9:59 PM

MR CHUCK BARTOWSKI IS IN AUSTRALIA- MELBOURNE.
I CANNOT PROCESS THIS!

I FUCKING LOVE HIM!

I WANT MY NERD HERD SHIRT!
Yellow Nerd Machine Top
I'm a medium size.
Nudge nudge.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010 10:38 PM

I wanna start collecting key chains now.
I've already started.
I've got an alien from my cousin (yonks ago), The O.C sandal, a dragon from vietnam.
I shall soon find others like Harry Potter keychain, Chuck keychain, keychains from around the world, etc.
Oh how exciting it all is!

10:18 PM

7:58 PM

7:35 PM

Will go to a concert with my mates, dance, sing, scream

Which will then be followed by a meal at Maccas

We'll go party a bit someplace, i dont care- just no clubbing

It wont stop there! We will go to the beach and hit the waves

The beach funness will continue!

And then we will watch the sun go down from the pier

Then we will make a beach bonfire!! Where we're all huddled around the fire and doing nothing but telling stories and laughing

Some people will get crazy and run around with sparks!

And we'll finish the day with a good nights rest at the beach in a tent telling ghost stories and laughing.

7:27 PM

I hate how unclose i am now with my primary school friends. Even with the ones that i go to school with- Anna, Thao, Nhuy, Jenny Vo, i dont even talk to them anymore :(
I remember how close i was with a few other people but now we like never talk to each other- only when its their birthday where you say, 'happy birthday' on facebook but thats not even talking.
I remember hanging out with Anna in grade 6- it was so much fun :)
And i even remember by first day of entering Highschool, Year 7- my mum drove me to school, i got out of the car and the first person i saw was Anna! LOL! And it was that first day where i didnt even hang out with them during recess or lunch. We were in different homegroups- i was with Elizabeth and Anna was with Thao. Since then we've barely spoken to each other. Really sucks.

:(

3:29 PM

CUT MY HAIR! Yay!
Going into a short bob.
I've had it before but last time i had it with a fringe.
Hopefully i dont look like a boy.

YIPEEE!
Excited.

Monday, December 13, 2010 10:47 PM

10:41 PM

I love The Script right now.
I just love their songs.
Their tunes sound so awesome.
What's cool is that im seeing them in concert next year
End of story.

10:37 PM

;)

4:59 PM

- Don't stereotype me! EVER! Just because i like TV doesnt always mean im sitting on my ass all day watching telly shows.
- I hate feeling underminded, useless, unreliable, basically any word with a 'u' in front of it with a negative meaning. Like my sister sends me out to do some errands and as im growing up, i try to not hesitate to say yes but just do it instead. I always stuff up somehow in one way or the other. This results to my sister huffing and puffing and getting frustrated and saying, "I told you to......" and thus making me feel like all of the above.
- Everyone always prefers my sister. Why? She laughs, smiles, socialises, eats, loud, smart, etc etc while im just the tag along that people try talking to but instead i dont talk cause im so freaking shy. Fuck first impressions.
- I hate being her younger sister. Thats why im always rebelling.
- I'm sick of the city. Why is it so freaking big for?! Gosh, i hate walking!
- Speed walking. Seriously whats up with that? I can't speed walk for crap! For me, it's either walking at a normal pace or run for it.
- I want a best friend.
- I still havent finished reading my stupid english novel and it was my goal to finish it by Christmas which by now i hardly doubt i'd be able to get through it all till next year!
- I'M FRUSTRATED AND TIRED!
- This guy i had business with got his atar results today. He got 56.6. He's pretty smart but he basically just passed the average mark. I was overhearing some girls results on the tram to highpoint and there were people that got like 90's and shit and thats freaking awesome. I felt so lost. Like how the heck am I going to cope with next year? Stupid Year 12 gives me the heeby jeeby's.
- I realllllly want Reese's chocolates and a tub of ice cream just so i can lie in bed, watch movies all day and eat my feelings away like those girls in movies do when theyre in a bad mood.
- I want to go shopping without a care in the world about money and wear sunglasses to hide my guilt.
- I'm sick of being left alone or just a tag along just sitting silently and enjoying the ride.

Sunday, December 12, 2010 7:32 PM

Uber Star Wars (Comic Like) Tops with awesome coloured Varsity Jackets!
It is seriously THE BOMB!

7:30 PM

Yeah it's not the coolest image but it represents all that 'which direction' stuff ive been talking about:

Saturday, December 11, 2010 10:08 PM

I'm scared of life.
It's all about questions about what if, how, why and when.
It's a terrible thing.

Wow im so deep.

But anyway, the future is like this whole other dimension! Filled with god knows what.
Talking about dimensions, do you think theres this whole other world with us in it and we're doing the exact same things but with slightly minor things changed? Like in that Futurama episode or like that telly show with Joshua Jackson in it. I cant remember what its called.

I've been listening to my Recently Added Itunes songs. Man, it makes a good mix in itself. Haha.

5:56 PM

Cut me hair.
The long hair is cheesing me off but i want it long for formal. If i do decide to go short, then my asumme that my hair and the dress will make it look TB. And then i also want to get some colour in my hair just so it doesnt look all that dull.
Pickle.

Complain to someone
I have so many problems that are just muddled in my head. I need someone to rant to. I dont rant as much as i would want cause of course when you spill something to someone, youre gonna want them to respond in a way that you would like right? Right. But then there are other times where you just want the person to listen only and not respond right? Right. (OMG, theres this one person who i no longer tell much to cause all she does is go against what i bloody say- dont judge me, i know it already). Then there are other times where you say stuff but the other person is just not at all interested right? Right.

To go on a shopping spree
With Christmas sales going on, i question as to why im not out shopping. You know those movies where you see chicks coming back with loads of shopping bags and all? Yeah, i wanna do that. That seems cool. But i dont think i need anything honestly. I just WANT things.
You know what? I shall go shopping in the city soon.

Meet people
I wanna hang out with more people. Not saying that the group i have now is lame- definitely no. It's just that everyone is available at different times so its hard to get together. I'm sure my group of friends have friends outside the group- i don't. Well not ones that i would hang out with cause we're not THAT bloody close. Why do i say this? There's this situation with one of my friends where shes always staying at home and wants to go out. I take the liberty (cause i want to go out also) of asking her out to hang sometime during the week. We figure everything out and then BOOM, she sends a last minute text, "Sorri, cant cum." We reschedule, no big deal. Take 2: same thing happens. Take 3: Same thing. Take 4: Same thing. Take 5: Same thing. I give up and not ask her out ever again. This has literally happened. I have rescheduled a total of 5 times this and last holiday and ive really become sick of it. Im not gonna make the effort if she isnt. But i still love her as a friend. LOL. I should hang out with other people- just for a change. Who knows, i might finally find my best friend. But that doesnt mean i shouldnt still hang with the group.

Stop people from saying the most STUPIDEST line ever:
That line is, "OMG, can you get me free stuff from work?"
You know those times when you say, "I wanna do this and that, have a career in this and that, get a job in this and that area" And then a person would respond, "OMG, can you get me free stuff?" How bloody annoying is that? For example, "I wanna work in a hotel", "Oh really?! Can i stay at the hotel for free? And have free room service?" SHUTTTTTTTTUPPPPPPPPPP!
I personally dont get these 'lines' anymore but i just saw something on facebook that resembled this kind of story.

Paint a wall
I have no idea why.

I make myself sound petty and selfish. Oh whatever- thats just how i roll.
Gonna go watch DVD's in bed and sleep forever.

5:44 PM

So last night i had KFC for dinner. My sister warned the fmaily that we were going to get stomach aches that night.
Gosh, she was right.
We were watching The Hills for about 3 hours and just before i went to sleep, my stomach started talking. OMG it was annoying. I think that the greatest cure of a stomach ache thats fast is to put something cold on the stomach. I ceebed.
So i just sat there groaning to myself in pain.
I got into bed at about 1AM but didnt sleep until 3AM. I had no idea what i was thinking about during those 2 hours.
5AM, woke up from pain.
6:30AM, woke up again.
11AM, woke up again to get ready for work. I felt sick and all night i had a runny nose.
Horriblest night.

Friday, December 10, 2010 7:41 PM

Things im saving up for:
- A house
- Holiday to Mexico
- University

Those are honestly the only things i want in the long run.
Sure, theres more but i cant think of them on the spot atm.

I honestly dont know what to do after school. Theres university but Events isnt the only area i wanna be in. There's Business making, TV hosting, traveling expert...yadda yadda.
I just want a career that doesnt focus on the same activities everyday. I want everyday to be a complete surprise and an eye opener. I'm sure many people want this too but i just realised i wanted that right now when i typed it.

I wanna jump from one thing to another. Go from number one journalist to helpful nurse to a dramatic actor all the way to a superhero.

Actually you know what? To actually fulfil that whole 'day by day surprise' shit ive been yapping on about, i should just live life and see where that leads. I'll have a direct route that im sure to take but then just wait for the turn or exit lane. Yeah, i like that idea.

I apologise if i have wasted any of your time reading this pointless post. I just type what comes to my mind. Seriously- this what popped into my mind. Thats probs why it doesnt make quite much sense.

7:30 PM

You know when youre chatting to someone and then the convo just dies? Yeah i hate that. Cause it's kinda like, "Oh, so i have to be the one to keep everything alive".

You know those times when youre out with a big group- like those big group outtings? Someone always ends up being left out and its absolutely silly cause we're all friends.
But i guess i know how they would feel...
Even with a group of 3 is horrible. Theres always the possibility that the other two people will just toddle off in their own direction whereas the one left out is just there. Kinda like a third wheel.

I dont like how things are so technologically based these days. I was watching the news earlier about bridal registry's and how thats been turned into Christmas registry's. I mean sure, its a brilliant idea but it limits people to actually BUY that specific gift instead of making their own or thinking of something for themselves. Think about it- its kinda like, if Santa writes a list of good and bad children in the past, god knows, he just might be processing names through some machine that randomly selects the good children from the bad children.
This doesnt really make sense anymore. LOLLL
Anyway, technology- books can be read on those freaking iPad copy cats. Far out- Borders has them, JB sells them...its so annoying. Books will then be discarded forever and ever and soon, ROBOTS WILL RULE THE EARTH!
Remember the simple technology days? Where you would call a friend instead of texting them or facebooking them or offline msging them on MSN.
Oh whatevs, i give up on the topic of technology.
I just get pissed off at the development of technology despite the fact that i love technology to bits. I just hate how things are moving so fast. Thats all.

5:28 PM

I typed up so much before but it didnt p ost properly.
Thank a lot Blogger! (insert sarcastic face)

The jist of this post:
- 6 hour shift done.
- tired as fuck right now
- can hardly keep my eyes opened.
- went through two cans of coke
- shall be making an appointment to the dentist very soon cause of the coke
- working again tomorrow (fml)
- only working 2 days next week (THANK THE LORD!)
- shall be doing homework all next week ad finally getting it out of the bloody way

REMINDERS:
- Fill in government form
- Sell books to A&G
- Sleep
- Get sleeping pattern in order
- Sleep
- Degrassi
- Sleep
- Sleep
- Sleep
- Sleep
- Sleep
- Sleep

Huh- get this. After typing sleep a lot of times, im not really that tired anymore.
Go figure.

10:28 AM

Honestly man, i seriously ceebs going to work.
I wish i said no.
Cause then i could be sleeping right now.
Not having a care in the world!
And well enjoying this beautiful day outdoors.

I'd rather be taming lions with Kev Jumba.

11AM-5PM.
6 hours.
360 minutes.
21600 seconds.
And with possibly an hour break as a bonus.
Kill me please.

Thursday, December 9, 2010 9:09 PM

I have found my formal dress!
Pro's: It was cheap! $25 cheap!, the back.
Con's: It's black, the front looks kinda boring, the back, the fact that i gotta redo it sort of- hemming...

I'm gonna go Spotlight sometime next week to find some nice material to help fix the dress up so it can look brand spanking awesome.

OMG i swear im the most slowest reader on this planet. It took me a whole bus ride from Sunshine to Footscray to read 5 or 6 pages of The Secret River. I havent really read a book in so long (kinda) so that might be the reason. Either that or im just really not focusing on the book and am just reading the words laid out for me to read.
Honestly speaking, the book is kinda confusing but it's ok so far. Without the help of my sister's notes inside the book, i probably wouldnt really know what in the world is happening.
I have made it a goal to finish the book by Christmas. I have 2 more weeks to go and im not even one quarter of the way yet!

Oh- like my new layout? It was a combination of two layouts. Yeah not really- i just got the codes from this layout for the time and date section and put them into this current layout and then added a picture in. Far out- it took longer than i thought to code it. Bloody hell.

I'm still hungry. I shall eat another bowl of pasta.

12:28 AM

So i dreamt of this dream involving hockey.
I blogged it.
And now i cannot find it.
Seeing as i had like a thousand blogs and i deleted them, they should appear hidden but theyre not- theyre completely discarded in some magical abandoned blog place.
MANNNNN- it was the bestest dream ever. Ahhh <3

I still remember it but not in as detail and over exaggerated as the blog post.

Goshdangit!

Wednesday, December 8, 2010 9:07 PM

This picture is GORGEOUS!

So guy#1: I dont like him anymore but i do still think he's really handsome. HAHAHHA! Gosh it sounds so weird to admit it in word. But yes, he is cute.

And guy#2: I miss talking to him. I havent spoken to him since transition. He's never online and well...im hoping to bump into him soon. Not on purpose- just casualllly. Ahaha.

I've decided to go Foots tomorrow- vintage shopping and my mum told me to go buy clothes at Kmart cause it's cheap. LOLLL. I'll see if i can find anything pretty.
Why are people all about brands these days? I like clothes if theyre pretty and depending on the thickness...yeah.
Hopefully i can find a formal dress there. Saves money and time! But god knows- its so old and smelly.

Yeah i love this dress.
I've decided i dont want a dress that is so puffy at the skirt part but more fitting but also flowy? Get it?

4:03 PM

I had work today. It was pouring rain. I left when there was basically a flood happening. I helped this women cross the street as it was raining- we shared my umbrella= good deed done for the day.

Came to work with my jeans drenching wet. Went to tell the guy i was working with (from yesterday) that i was going to the toilet to dry myself up but before i told him he just said in a non-interested, forced tone, "Oh poor you". Shut up.
Kinda tried myself. A few minutes later, i was completely dry.

I didnt even manage to sell one pair of shoes in an hour! That's seriously saying something. The whole morning was a bust- just like yesterday. We got in 8 cartons of shoes which was definitely a handful. We took them out of their boxes and stacked them up where they needed to go. He basically went on break as i continued to stack and fill and help. He went out for an hour so i tried to do as much as i could without him getting on my back (figure of speech). Didn't do as much as i'd hoped. But when he came back, people started coming in (FINALLY!) and so i stopped stacking and helped the customers instead. Managed to make like just under 200 bucks (just me) and then i packed the rest of the shoes on top of the shelves. I managed to get through a lot actually. At one point he said to me, "I feel useless". I did this little chuckle and left to put shoes away.
Oh- i took off my nail polish and switched back to my regular black denims. I felt good today.
Anyway, back to the story. It was like 4 minutes before i could go home and he asked me to do the rubbish. I said yes cause whoever was working tomorrow was not going to be able to do it without staying back a few minutes. So i insisted basically. I knew my manager was going to work so duh, i had to take it out (LOL! Nah, but shes nice to me so i'll be nice to her). But if HE was working tomorrow, i wouldve definitely left it. Pfft, screw him. But he just kept asking, "Are you SURE you want to do it?" "YES for petes sake". I had to take two loads out but luckily i had company.
Finished the two loads and i got my crap, came to the front and he said, "Thank you so much for that! Really you don't know what that means, thank you so much." He actually sounded genuine. It was weird. Then he was like, "Do you like coffee?" "Uhh ya!" "Well the next time i come around, i'll shout you to coffee". Im gonna tell my manager to not get him in anytime soon.

SEEEEEE??? The nail polish colour i had before was BAD LUCK! Not really the pants but definitely the nail polish colour! BOOM!

I ate one meat pie when i came home and im still hungry. I might go make noodles. Craving for it sort of.

Hmmm, what am i going to do tomorrow?
I keep thinking of going to the book sale tomorrow but i dont think i need to sell anything or buy anything else for that matter. I think i should just go sell my books to A&G- so much easier. I cant sell them to students anyway which is a bummer. Maybe i'll do my homework? Pfft- like thats gonna happen.
Oh screw it, i'll just sleep and read my english novels. Ceebs leaving the house. Too much effort.

Actually im really sleepy- im gonna sleep

Tuesday, December 7, 2010 6:07 PM

I didn't wear my bra today.
And i was running trying to get home in time for at least the second part of Arthur.
It felt weird. The end.

5:20 PM

I'd like to save up my money to go to the following places:
South America
- Brazil
- Argentina

North America
- Mexico
- Las Vegas
- New York

Europe:
- England
- France
- Germany
- Croatia
- Sweden
- Greece
- Ireland
- Italy
- Russia
- Spain
- Vatican City

Asia:
- China
- India
- Japan
- Phillipines
- Singapore

Pacific:
- Fiji
- Vanuatu
- New Zealand
- Tasmania

I really wanna go to Mexico! And Greece! And America! And Singapore! And Fiji! And New Zealand.
I really wanna go on holiday

3:19 PM

Yeah i dont like work.

So i was walking to work with my 'new' set of uniform. Saw the guy- he's young so i dont think he wouldnt mind my uniform.
Shit ass day.
Okay so we had to change all the crap to different crap. So i did what i was told but it took longer than expected. How would i know that taking stupid sale stickers would take so long to rip off?!
The guy i was working think was probably thinking i was taking too long and he wanted to go on his break so i just told him, "Just go- i'll do the crap" but nooooo, he said "I cant do that until the promotions changed or else everything thats set at the sticker price will not be able to change" Blah blah blah- BREAK THE RULES! Nah actually, they arent even rules and i hardly doubt that the customers would fuss too much about it! All we have to do is apologise a thousand times and BOOM! Geez louise. So i was forced to say, "Okay" and WHOO i bet he could tell i was pissed.

Truth be told, i work better on my own. Group work isnt my forte could i usually like to do things my own way.

So i continued to do my job while he started on changing the promotions. I finished quickly and helped him out and then BOOM! He apologised for...controlling? being a pusher? and i just said, "All good".
I felt bad afterwards for reacting that way but im still pissed.
What he couldve done is help me out then move onto the promotions.
But he was only pushing me cause he wanted to go on break and he was only doing his job- getting the promotions up so when customers come in, it would all be prepared and ready without question.

I left still pretty pissed and guess what? I HAVE WORK WITH HIM BLOODY TOMORROW! FUCK ME!
GRRRR...

I'll grin and bear with it.
But im doing things MY way- im gonna wear my jeans, normal top with the cardi and im gonna redo my nails cause this colour is obviously bad luck or something. Ive been doing pretty shit this whole week. So i blame the colour of the nail polish. Why do i say that? Well i usually have something to blame for a suddenly bad day.
Take for example: I have bad days when my hair is oily.
For this week: im having bad days cause of this nail polish colour.

Im angry and hungry.

Monday, December 6, 2010 10:42 PM

What do you do on the holidays?! Seriously- theres nothing to do!

Man i wish i had a best friend right now- go out everywhere, every single day or just basically chit chat on the phone for no apparent reason.
I'd prefer a guy but i guess a girl would also do! LOL that sounds a tad bit mean but whatever.
I want one of those best friends that pick you up in Rye from a long trip, a best friend that you would tell who you would bang (LOLLL), a best friend that doesnt always have to stick up for you cause i mean they have their own opinion, a best friend that knows how to comfort you (gosh i had this time where i was crying at school and the guy that was comforting me was saying the most gayest stuff- when i say gay, i mean utterly lame stupid gay stuff but at least he was there so i guess that counts), hmmm a best friend that preps you before a test, a best friend that has annoying qualities about them, a best friend that likes shopping so they can shop for me! and a best friend that laughs lots!
vice versa.
I WANT A BEST FRIEND! WHERE ARE YOU BEST FRIEND?!?!

Im currently in my work clothes at 10 something. Why? I was trying out these pants that i found in my mums wardrobe. I gotta wear those stupid ugly work pants cause apparently youre not allowed to wear jeans but i wear them anyway cause i dont own any of those work pants and my manager said it was fine but the boss said it wasnt so just to keep it on the safe side- im wearing work pants tomorrow.
And i swear, they make us wear flats- sure its more professional looking but lordy it is an occupational health hazard! Flats dont have the right grip or support! And with me climbing ladders here and there, its very dangerous! So the consequence of wearing flats while climbing a ladder is getting bruises on my knees cause i lean my leg against the ladder for more support. Stupid mofo.

My hair is disgusting.

Just took a shower.
I plaited my fringe and then tied up my hair and now its a side plait. I think it looks cool. I shall wear my hair this way tomorrow.

7:25 PM

Im such a lazy ass.
I ceebs showering.
Now im a dirty lazy ass.

i wanna have a bonfire at a beach but nooooo- i hardly doubt there are those beach pits at the beach so goshdangit!

I hate formal dresses- i mean how do you know its gonna look good? Theyre just pictures after all and god knows if the dress you want/like looks good on you!
So hard!!

I swear, its like a thousand degrees in here. This summer, im gonna try lay off going on the net for a large amount of time- the heat it generates is too hot for me to handle.

I ate at pancake parlour today :)
Again- i know. :(
I seriously need to stop eating there- draining my money.
But i ate this mexican chicken crepe thingy and wow it was nice but goshdang it was so small!

I reallllllllly wanna eat sushi.

I have work tomorrow.
I shall eat a meat pie before i go to work and then ill come home and eat migoreng just to save my money. :)

My exam results were shocking. Kinda makes me think how well im gonna do next year. English was my lowest and most important one. I think im gonna be those people who crack under pressure at the last minute. But i guess what happens happens.

1:24 AM

And i cant exactly sleep and theres no way in the hell im gonna read my english novels to help myself fall asleep even though it would be a good way to yeah, you know.

I had hot pot or whatever it is today and we had crab. The freaking crab cut me! I have no idea how it cut me. It was yum though.

im out.

Sunday, December 5, 2010 8:06 PM

I'm taking a day off on monday cause i THOUGHT i HAD plans on monday- to go shopping in the city. But now the plans have disappeared? I have no idea.
I TOOK A FREAKING DAY OFF! I felt so selfish.
I COULDVE BEEN MAKING MULLAH!
Gosh dangit.

Luckily, my sister's at home so im going christmas shopping again with her.
Thank God theres a plan B.

11:12 AM

I might actually try doing my homework today.
Nah jks...let's take a nap :)

Saturday, December 4, 2010 10:59 PM

So me and my sister were doing the christmas decorations.
I told her to hang the lights instead of decorating the trees with them.
So we did.
We took ages fixing it up to look perfect as we hung it on our back double doors.
We turned it on, no light appeared.
We saw that the wire at the plug was coming out so we both took a look at it and my sister took the wire and stuck it with the plug wire and BOOM!
A huge ass bright light appeared- a power shock happened.
We both screamed a large scream.

My sister had some black crap on her hands so i told her to run to the bathroom to wash her hands just incase they were burns or something.
Turned out to be luckily some black power surge crap from the blast.
My mum hurried to us from the kitchen and we were laughing our heads off.
We were like part blind- couldnt really see anything cause of the light.
We were basically fine- just suffered from a little shock and blindness from the light.
We came around a few minutes later.
But we figured out that half of the house- the left hand side of the houses powerpoints had completely died.
Nothing was working and the net was shut off.
So hilarious.
My mum got freaked cause half of the houses's power was off and was like in that asian voice, "OHH MYEE GOT!"
So funnnnyyyy!
We woke up our dad to help fix the problem but phew! All we had to do was switch the main frame switch- thank god for safety switches!!
I'm still a little bit worried about my sister cause she was the closest to the power point. I was kinda hoping for some awesome marvel comic type powers- something thunder related like Sailor Jupiter but nahhh...nothing.
I guess super powers will be left for the imagination.

We then listened to some Disney Love Songs.
Awesome night.
It shall now be concluded with some Will and Grace and Harry Potter 2 :)

8:09 PM

I want a new look- one that's different to this year and last year and the year before that and vice versa.

By the start of next year, i hope things will be good.

8:08 PM

I hate that.

Thursday, December 2, 2010 4:25 PM

That's right- pancakes seriously make me full for the whole day. But then again, i guess it depends on what you eat. I ate the Country Style Breakfast today. OMGAHH! It had everything- rashers of bacon, 2 fried eggs, 2 pancakes with disgusting butter, 2 ugly looking tomatos and the garlic mixed mushrooms. OH DROOOOOOOL!
It was so good.
Linda ordered the Cottage Fries. OMGAH! It was so good too!!
I ate all of my plate (YES!) and some of Linda's plate cause she couldnt finish hers. Strange- ive finished my plates at pancake parlour lately when i usually wouldnt be able to finish it. Whooo!! im growing up to become a big girl!

3:59 PM

So there's someone who i believe writes about me on their blog and well...the blog author is pretty popular in the 'blogger side of things'. Anyhoot, the author puts me in such a negative light that people comment back bullshit like, "Ohh, dont worry! Things will get better". How'd i turn into the wicked witch here? Not only that but the person makes themself sound pitiful. I think i used that word in the right term.
I mean sure i do it but it's to people that i dont even know- and in turn, they dont know me back! So they'll never find out (gosh, now i sound like a hypocrite) but YOU KNOW?!!?

I'm seriously hurt.
Im seriously starting to dislike that blog author.

9:51 AM

Wednesday, December 1, 2010 11:19 PM

10:37 PM

I loved it. Less than 3.
It wasnt the greatest but it was DEFINITELY good!

PANCAKES TOMORROWW!!!

7:56 PM

I reselected I.T Software for I.T Apps.
1st preference: I.T Apps
2nd preference: Methods
Yeah i know- i hate methods to its bloody core but its the only thing i could actually do so i put it down dreaming, praying and hoping that it wouldnt have to lead to that decision but meh.

I checked facebook a few minutes ago and then i got a notification from ianne. I just thought it was one of those quizzes so i kinda just reluctantly clicked on it- she was telling me about reselection and how she got into I.T apps. I was sitting on my side cause my sister was taking the seat. I jumped and screamed and shaked. (Boogying). I went to check and i couldnt see I.T so i started freaking out. I didnt exactly read it- just skimmed to see the words i wanted.

And here's the proof:

Honestly speaking- my birthday wish this year wasn't to get fatter or get good marks for school...it was to get into I.T apps instead of methods. LOLLLLL!! I guess all that praying, hoping and birthday wish making worked!!
THANK THE LORD!!

I quickly logged into MSN to get a hold of Linh- she didnt get an email- she got a phone call. With her selection of Music next year, it kinda caused some complications with her reselection so now sadly, she's stuck in I.T Software. Now our little trio is broken!! OMG this seriously sucks.

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