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Work Drama
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 9:08 PM
I had work today and i was pissed! There came a time where just absolutely everyone came in buying and asking help for shoes. 1. asian couple with kid 2. blonde with old man 3. african posh woman 4. african teen girl 5. african teen boy troubles with no.1: they were asking for this size and that size- completely normal. but then it was just like they were in my way- if you want me to get your shoes, MOVE OUT OF THE WAY! troubles with no.2: ohhh mannnnn, i couldve slapped that bitch in the face if i could! so she came in sticking her tits in my face asking for a size 9 in this particular shoe. i directed her to the size 9 shoes cause i was too busy with other people to actually help her out. they headed towards the size 9's and she was just like, "Where? Where are they??". I replied as nicely as possible, "It's to your right!!!!" then she said back, "Oh!!". She tried em on while i helped other people and then she came to the counter where i was helping no.3. she asks me, "is there someone else to help me?", "sorry, do you mean if theres anyone else here?" "yeah" "im the only work working at the moment- im in charge". the lady i was helping left to see other shoes so i went to help the dumb slut. she asked for a different size but i told her that we don't have any more. then no.4 butts in asking if we had this style in size 7. size 7's were on the other side so i went happily to find it (cause that aisle was empty). later on, her boyfriend/husband was asking for a pair of these black shoes. the stupid dumbass took the same feet. i went out back to get the other shoe and then she says, "can i just suggest something?" "what? (YOU DUMBFUCKINGASS CHICK) then she says something along the lines of "the mirrors shouldnt be put here cause theres just not enough of space to see how the shoes will look. you should put them at a further distance" in my head i was like, "so i should change the mirrors to fit your needs? fuck off bitch" but instead i just said "oh yeah, i understand. i'll try to get the mirrors fixed and all" then they went to pay and left. the husband/boyfriend was nicer. i told my manager this cause i was hot with rage and she was like, "yeah we'll change change the mirrors when we get a new store...WHEN HELL FREEZES OVER!" fucking funny. troubles with no.3: o-m-g. so she comes in and heads to the kids section, asks for these ugly shoes but in a different size. i find her something extremely similar in the size 6 and she takes them. BUT! Omg, as i was trying to help other people, she just kept trying to decide with the pout of her mouth and un-interested, rude ass eyes and eyebrows. fucking heck. she goes around trying other stuff and ends up buying these ug-ly casual sporty flats and a pair of socks. i told her ive given her 50% off the flats and does that whole attitude thing at me, "fine" and waves her stupid money. i gave her attitude back by doing the whole un-interested rude ass eyes and eyebrows. then she asks me the number for a taxi! how the fuck should i know that?! turns out its 13 CABS. LOL. she bumped into her friend and they just stand there in the middle of the walkway chatting each other up. far oot. to get them out, i banged her bag of shoes onto the counter and said, "here's your shoes!". she then left. troubles with no.4: nothing was wrong with her. she butted in when i tried to find some shoes for the dumb blonde slut but she saw that i was busy so she nicely insisted on trying to find it herself. but i felt bad so i tried to find her shoes for her. it wasnt even there. she was nicer. troubles with no.5: O-M-G! this guy man, i was nice to him cause i don't blame him for pissing me off, he was just there during the time i was pissed. he was asking for these shoes which i gave him an approximate price over. i told him if he wanted the exact price, he could just look for it himself at the men's aisle. i directed him there like i should've as i was helping a customer but he was so rude asking me to do it. i know its my job to help them with everything they need but honestly, the way he ordered me like a dog to go check the price of the shoe made me want to...nevermind. i showed him where the shoes were and how much they were. long story short, he told me to put the shoes on hold for him. whatever. for that approx. half an hour, it was the toughest part of the day. rude ass customers that i dont give a damn about but instead having to do my job and smile was a bitch. After work, i left and went to the library. thankfully, there were free computers!! i'm almost capped :( for the past week, ive only been on the internet for less than 5 minutes each session. cept for today- its been a long session. i seriously don't wanna go to work tomorrow. the big boss is coming in but awesomely, i get thurs and fri off where the even bigger bosses come in! WHOOP! karma's gonna get me now. hopefully linda calls me tomorrow about thurs and then ill have stuff to do. reminders: - government forms - holiday homework - TV i swear, holidays are just gonna pass by so quickly! im freaked. i need to go out asap. current plans: - shopping with trang and group - pancakes with linda LOL, im making a list of stuff we could do before year 12 starts again with trang. IM STILL EFFING CLEANING!
Sunday, November 28, 2010 9:18 PM
I SWEAR MY ROOM IS A JUNK YARD! There's just so much crap everywhere! Not only is there crap, theres a whole lotta dust too! OH MY JEBUS! I HAVE WORK TOMORROWWWW!!! :((((((( I seriously ceebs!!!! My room looks so big now its AMAZING! I See You Driving Around Town
1:03 PM
Spring cleaning Update: - i have rearranged everything. - i want a bedside table so i might sneak up into the garage when my parents take their afternoon nap and bring one back to my room and sneakily place it in my room hahaha. - theres 40% off payless shoes shoes...should i go and buy some shoes? Or should i save my money on a house? - i still have a lot of cleaning and sorting to go. - karen, i cant tune a freaking uke! WTF IS UP WITH THAT THING?! - (thats the uke i got) - I CEEBS I JUST WANNA WATCH MOVIES! That One Day That I Have Actually Been Dreading
12:21 AM
I honestly have to say, i hate facebook birthday msgs. They mean absolutely nothing to me anymore.Im just being a whiny bitch. And i don't care if you dont care. My birthday in general despite the stupid social network, facebook was actually quite fun. Better than i expected. Straight after work (which was a lot of fun), went church with cousins and then straight to highpoint for harry potter. I swear, i wished i could just scream out spoilers throughout the whole crowd of people in the cinema. That wouldve been hilarious! But i didn't. I did scare my sister who was sitting right next me halfway through the film. It had that really high pitched-somethings-gonna-happen music so i slowly moved my hand towards her face and went BOO!!!!! fucking hilarious. I didn't cry this time. One thing i must say, i won't see the movie again! ONCE IS ENOUGH! AHAH. Straight after, we went to pancake parlour. I attempted the Cheese Kransky again. I FINISHED IT REALLY FAST THIS TIME! I wasnt even hungry! I ate a lot of popcorn and i ate a main meal (the kransky and the hot ball dessert with an ice lemon tea) GOSH I HAVE A FOOD BABY! My cousin touched it and was surprised. Opened my presents in the car- i got the harry potter box set!!!! and a sponge bob ukulele! I remember my cousin was actually meant to get that uke for my sister for her birthday but didnt cause ebay couldnt send it in time for her birthday. Kinda sucky cause im not into the whole guitar thing another- one stage im over- and the fact that it was a secondhand kind of idea. But i accept. Had a fabulous day with the relatives and family! I'm Cleaning
Friday, November 26, 2010 4:45 PM
And im working my fingers to the bone. Yeah not really. Just really wanted to say that. Luckily i don't have to clean so much junk cause it's still pretty organised since i last cleaned it last year i think? It's just the clothes and the closet thats a huge time waster. Stupid clothes. I hardly wear most of them anyway! Hopefully i get the cleaning done by tonight (i should anyway seeing as im rearranging the crap in there too). I'm going out for dinner tonight so hopefully i have enough time to watch harry potter before i go to sleep. OH GET THIS! I started to read my english novels- ive finished 1 out of 3 in two nights! GO ME! I've got work tomorrow (pay rise!!) and then ive got harry potter again at highpoint. Hopefully it'll be fun. I feel like all american burgers. Either that or pancakes. Oh get this also, for harry potter tomorrow, im dressing up again (same costume) but before that i have church- and then we go straight to highpoint...that means im wearing my harry potter costume to CHURCH! Strange as it is, i don't think ill feel embarrassed by it all. Not unless i see someone i know. Then that'll get me as red as a tomato! I'm gonna set my bed in a way so i can set up my laptop as if it were a tv. That why i can lie down on my bed while watching a movie in absolute comfort. Man, im a lazy chick. Why Don't People Respond?
Thursday, November 25, 2010 7:27 PM
I've been online twice today- and ive chatted to 4 people. All online. No one ever responds back after they were the ones that started the conversation! Urgh, how annoying. And it's even more annoying when someone says something but they expect a response and if you don't respond, then they think that you've died and just don't say anything and then the whole convo dies! Annoying! I still havent spring cleaned. My room is an abomination!! I Am Very UPSET!
12:40 PM
I shall blog why: - i woke up at 11AM- late to get give in my reselection form - then i figured out that Agents Of Secret Stuff had finally been uploaded to Youtube so i told my friend - he's in the process of downloading it as i blog - he said he'll give it to me on friday but that means, i gotta wake up and come to school (again!) - i go outside to check the weather- humid so i thought of wearing shorts - then i walk outside, all ready to go to school and it starts raining - the rain wasn't that bad - THEN IT FREAKING POURED LIKE NO TOMORROW! - I was in shorts, this top that was pretty long and my blue jacket (thank god i wore the jacket!!) - i gave in my form but get this: i put as second preference: methods. - i know i know...i hate it to the max but i can do it. unlike media where i'll have no friends and film stuff that i know ill be complaining 24/7 about and then i end up getting a pretty bad mark that i wont be impressed about seeing as i put all that stupid time and effort to get it done to MY expectations - i honestly regret it but im praying to God each night that i get my first preference - I walk outside and it pours even more! - I walk all the to sunshine and i bump into my friend. it was so embarrasing: i have a really bad sock tan. Like really realllllyy bad- also, i have a bad short tan. so it's kinda like: only the middle section is tanned whereas the rest of the legs is white! - anyway, i made it to the library where i found thousands of free computers. - i figured that i could watch the Agents of Secret Stuff movie - turns out the stupid library hasnt updated their Adobe Flash player and i cant install it cause this is a client computer. i can only upgrade from a server computer which sucks cause well...how do i get to the server? - i cant watch any youtube video - to top that off, i cant watch any chuck video's cause this library internet crap is useless! AND JUST CLOSES THE WINDOW! - effing heck - my feet are completely soaked from the rain - i swear, im quiet enough, and if i shake my foot around, i swear i can hear the water shaking in my foot! - im very pissed off right now - i havent eaten yet (gonna go KFC) - then i'll come home and watch simpsons (i have a massive fine cause of that dvd) - and then i'll stay off the computer - and i'll start my spring cleaning - and get my dad to rearrange my room - and possible get a new bed with those drawsunderneath the bed (so i can stuff my books and clothes there- smart no?) - MANNNNNNNNNN!! I HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT MONTH! Actually, im getting augustine to download it for me. thats what friend are for right? LOL!! Spring Clean!
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 9:13 PM
Im gonna start cleaning my room. It's hideous. The draining thought of reselection is seriously annoying. So my friend asks me on 'advice' to give to her about reselecting economics to further maths. I gave her my piece of advice saying that she should stick to economics cause she was extremely good at it. But then she started saying how it seems harder and all this junk and went on about if further was hard or easy or yadda yadda...i thought she wanted advice. But theres also another reason why i would want her to stay in Eco. If she went into Further, everything would be a sinch! And you know how people are with their marks- if they get a good result, it's all fine and dandy but they won't actually express how they feel about it but instead will just say, "Yeah i got a 98." so casually and completely forget about it. Im getting an average of 85 in my Standgen class. And if she were to come in, my marks will be like nothing! If you get what i mean. I don't wanna be put down! Especially in year 12. So i would rather not take the chance. There's this chick who has apparently called me a bitch. Seriously man, we don't talk! EVER! And she goes about calling me a bitch? Looks who's talking you terrible monster! Just now on msn, she asked me about what religion im doing for year 12. She doesn't even acknowledge my name but instead just asks, "hey what religion are you doing?" I know msn has no tone but everything she said was seriously monotone. THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE ANYMORE! I never really had anything against her until she called me a bitch. I realised i had her on my msn contacts just now and i also blocked her, just now. I dont even chat to her anyway, no point on having her there. AHHH LINK!
7:30 PM
HAIRSPRAY WAS FANTASTIC! I'm so glad i got tickets. At half price too! I'll be singing Hairspray songs for at least a month. WHOOO!! I swear, it's better than the movie! They changed and tweeted a few things but it's just as good and hilarious. I cant be bothered going into detail about the musical (also my first musical) but i seriously loved Penny! OMG SO FUNNY! I Came To Dance Dance Dance Dance
2:02 AM
Every morning this Spring it has been the same thing- wake up and sneeze 3 billion times at one spot. Achoo, Achoo! Achoo, ACHOOOOOO!!! And then the rest of the day will be totally fine. Stupid hayfever! My feet hurt so badly. I haven't had a good pair of comfy shoes in years. YOU CAN'T STOP THE BEAT!
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 7:46 PM
Hairspray tomorrow. It's gonna be a hot ass sweltering day. But no worry! I got my bottle of water to quench my thirst and sunscreen to protect myself from UV rays! SCHOOL IS OUTTA HERE!
5:09 PM
For the summer break.... I'm so excited and hot! WTH!?
4:12 PM
THAT IS GAY! So this person likes all these status's about holidays accept my one?! Rat man. RAT! MEDIA EXAM!
12:06 AM
I got a freaking B+ on my media exam! YESSSS!! I didn't study and i got a pretty awesome grade! COOOOOLLLL!! The teacher gave us all full marks on one question despite the fact if he answered the question or not cause he didnt cover that section with us. WHOOO!! My average so far incorporated with Methods is about a B average. I'm glad! Cause now i know i can do better this year. Hopefully. Fingers crossed. I Just Love Blogging My Thoughts
Monday, November 22, 2010 10:57 PM
I've just been reading this chick's tumblr and my goodness, i never knew she was like that. She's sort of like me. It's crazy. I love how people just write the utmost truth about things that other people would never dare to admit. It's awesome. You're not alone. But i hate it when people just constantly tell the truth cause they can. It leaves nothing about your personality to the imagination! I forgot to mention in my other post, i felt really American today. I lugged my bag everywhere with me while holding my books. It felt awesome. Like i was in one of those american teenage dramas! LOL! And awesomely, i still have another day of it! :) I'm so bored. And people are busy but online. One question that questions me: How do you know if you like someone. I thought i knew the answer but i seriously don't. It's a puzzler! OMGOMGOMG! I was watching Degrassi the Next Generation on telly before and omg, memories of my child just came flooding back! THAT SHOW IS PURE AWESOMENESS MAN. Ok not really but it's really good! OMG YES! DEGRASSI IS ON EVERY WEEKNIGHT @ 8:35PM!YESSSS!! It's starting with season 1 so thats even better! I dont miss a thing! OMG I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW! CRAZY SHIT TODAY
4:00 PM
1. I woke up. Went back to sleep. Washed my hair. Left the house. Ran back to the house. Got my Methods book that i was going to sell. Left the house once again. Ran into that guy. He apologised for "being a pain in the ass last year..." and "for being obsessed last year." That doesn't really change anything. Sure i accept the apology but the fact you said "obsessed" still freaks the bejebus out of me. 2. I gotta get a bike. I don't wanna walk in the heat anymore!! 3. I gotta start wearing sunscreen! My face is black whereas my covered portions (LOL) is white as hell. 4. Baldylocks is in my homeroom. I approached my group in the morning and the first thing i see is his finger pointing at me. LOLLL. "You're in my homeroom." I pretended to accidentally not hear what he said to kinda dissolve what in fact i did hear, was true. I said sarcastically, "noooo!". Went to the class list to check. Yeah, it's true. I'm in the Business class where i hardly know people cause they're all un-asian. Don't get me wrong, theres absolutely nothing wrong with that but i felt so "not with my people" if that makes sense. They're so loud whereas im a tiny little mouse compared to them! I hate Business class, economics, I.T (ive got freaking class with that guy! URGH!). All the other classes i like. With Further i've got Linh!! And for English i've got Denise!! And for R.E i've got everyone. LOL! Hopefully the reselection changes some stuff to more better stuff. 5. I wanna get a VGA cable to connect my laptop to the telly. So i can watch movies on the big screen. 6. I'm really excited for the musical this year. I wanna get in so badly. 7. I have yet another dead bird. That's 5 in total now. THERE'S NOWHERE I CAN WALK ANYMORE! And plus, it was a dead baby bird. It's eye was white and it looked like it didn't even have feathers yet. 8. 9. One more transition day, reselection and the holidays officially begin! 10. I'm hot. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA
Sunday, November 21, 2010 8:58 PM
Well actually, that's technically not until the 24th but who doesnt like to celebrate early huh? I made hotdogs this morning. In relation to watching all those Man v. Food vids. I love untimely photos: Can't Sleep
1:41 PM
I couldn't sleep last night. But i was tired more earlier than normal. I came home at 12:30AM and ate food cause i was starving from watching Man v. Food. Good stuff. And so then i hopped onto the net, and then off it, watched Simpsons, then on the net again. I finished at about 1:30AM. Went around looking for my diary cause i needed to rant. Went around everywhere! And then i saw it- underneath my red exercise book. OMG freaking stupid. Wrote 11 pages of crap, and then i was getting sleepy. I was just lying on my bed thinking about stuff and then i decided to msg people. I didn't msg a lot of people- just a few that i would have hoped to reply but they didnt until 9AM in the morning. I didn't even hear it go off! LOL. I'll find someone that reply's even at 4AM in the morning. Just you watch. And then we can have late night convo's YAY! I'm still effing tired. I've had 9 hours of sleep which is plenty but i still feel tired. I'm Saddened
12:47 AM
SO i went by my cousins place after church. And honestly, im not that close to them as i should be unlike my sister who is like basically a sister to them. I'm basically a stranger. So they were eating dinner and i declined. My sister ate at the last minute. They offered me food and you know how annoying asian people will get. And seeing as im already skinny it's almost like they think i never eat. My uncle then said, "Whenever you come to my house, you GOTTA eat". Bloody hell. My cousin offered me a drink and it was just like she was pissed at me. "What drink do you want?...Which one?...Want a glass and ice with that?" Like honestly, i laughed it off but i just felt so outside their little circle. They were laughing, having fun convo's while i just sat there doing a sudoku puzzle that i couldnt even solve! I tuned into Iron Chef instead. I didn't really talk all night. When they were packing up the dining table, i didn't even bother to help out. And then she tells me off for sitting too close in front of the telly. I got so pissed i just wanna cancel the stupid harry potter/birthday outing next week. I'm sure they can find replacements of me. Then we went upstairs to watch youtube clips- i've fallen in love with food. Just watch 'Man v. Food'. Fucking good shit right there. OMG. It's just pigging out snacks that a man eats all around America. It's fucking fantastic. I swear, im surprised that guy hasn't well you know...dropped yet. Anyway, im a sook. Yeah i know that- been told that by my sister like a jazillion times. I dont wanna go out for my birthday anymore. Fuck Harry Potter (at the moment, cause im p.o'ed), it can wait another day. Saturday
Saturday, November 20, 2010 5:49 PM
My horescope told me bad stuff was gonna happen to me today. Thankfully it didnt happen. It said that my boss was going to be mad at me and that i should stay clear of her all day (impossible) but instead it turned out to be the opposite, i had an awesome day laughing and telling stories. It was awesome. Then she tells me awesome news: "You're getting a pay rise next week!" "YAY!!, what for?", "You're turning 17 next week so you get a pay rise!" WHOO HOOOO! Apparently my love life is going to be a failure too. It said that all my efforts in love are going to be all for nothing. Nothings happened so far but im totally freaked. Harry Potter 7
5:47 PM
Homer
Thursday, November 18, 2010 11:21 PM
"I'm not popular enough to be different!" The Nokia Communicator
9:46 PM
Say hello to my somewhat of a dream phone: Presenting to you all, the Nokia e90 Communicator. Yeah it's a tad bit bulky but c'mon, it's awesome. I'm not a big fan of all those touch screens but i do like the sidekicks, but not he blackberry's. Yeah im an odd one. Look how weird this is: It's a window card phone or something. Odd. So Tiring
8:53 PM
So tiring to catch people up with updates and then people just contact you to ask the same bloody questions over again. Far out. I send emails for a reason. Harry Potter, Are You Ready For A New Addition To Your Group?
2:25 PM
LOOOOOL! Can you see me? hahaha Stand back everyone! I'VE FOUND A CLOAK!! YESS!! It's a tad bit small but ive made it work! WHOOOOOOOOO!! I'd like to give special thanks for jenny and jessy cruz who let me borrow their old cloak. Far out! It even has the Harry Potter symbol on it! WICKED! I'm so pumped for tomorrow. I've read 1 review and they gave it 4 stars! YES! HAHAHA. EXAMS ARE OVER!
11:25 AM
You are looking at a pretty happy girl who has probably done not so awesome on her exams BUT HAS FINALLY FINISHED THEM! This is my fist of power! I am no longer controlled by my sleep deprived self and have been completely released from all control from school revision and exam preperations! And these are my nails which i thought look quite pretty today. I was admiring them for a good 2 minutes during the 90 minute exam. It was delightful. I disliked however, my runny nose in which i almost used all my tissues. I did however like how economics has made me learn big words! Ahaha. And i had just figured out that the pews that were put into the quadrangle at school were from the church where we had our exams! Like duh! Last night i did the most coolest thing ever! I set up my own TV. Well it's not really what it means but like....so my iPod can play videos and shit. I have Chuck Season 1 on it cause its the only thing that is mp4 format. Sucks but it keeps me entertained every now and again. I swear, i have rewatched that season countless times, i can almost lip dub everything theyre saying now. Anyway, i slept in my sister's room cause she has the iPod dock. It's a cube shaped kinda thing and so i thought to myself, 'omg, i can turn it sideways so i can lie down and watch it like its on TV!!!!'. So i did it. It has it's own remote control and the sound is from the speaker. MY GOSH, I AM AWESOME. And so whenever my mum comes out of her room to check up on me if im sleeping, i can easily click off and it's off! WHOOOO!!! I am seriously a slow genius. How Nice and Dandy
11:22 AM
It's so nice how much people value friendship. My friend's group just recently had a birthday kind of thing and theyre gifts are so nice and thoughtful! It's crazy how much effort they put into stuff like that and goshdang,m it's prettyfully made. Crazy shit. I'm Over Formal Dresses
12:38 AM
Just looking at like a jazillion formal dresses on google images. PWOAH! MY EYES ARE DEAD! I havent exactly studied for Eco-sorta. Im screwed, once again. But im sure once tomorrow comes, i'll be ceebing all over the place. HAHAH. Thankfully the exam is in the morning to i can just get it over and done with! I have a headache. OMGGG... So i stumbled across pictures of Hilary Duff's proposal! LOL! Very odd thing to mention but yes, omggg it was so adorable. But then there was this one picture that looked like she was giving the dude a 'job'. Get what i mean? Happy Birthday
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 8:39 PM
Birthday messages on facebook are hilarious. Not really. When you write a birthday message, obviously you go over the top when it's a good friend but when it's someone you hardly know it's kinda hard to write a good birthday message. Some people (like me) will write the common generic message: Happy birthday (insert name here)!! Have a good one! :) And sometimes its just the plain ol: happy birthday (insert name here) And then the birthday person will type back in a way that completely tells how much your friendship means to them: thanks! I got that today. I don't care. I dont even talk to the girl and apparently she called me a bitch (sometime this year). I honestly didnt want to say anything but i dont have anything against her as such (cept the bitch part! but thats her problem). So just to be polite, i said with the generic response "happy birthday (insert name here)." I Don't Know How To Feel
8:00 PM
Like i know how to act around people (yeah not really) but i dont know how to react to something they do or say. I usually just laugh but then sometimes i just don't know what to do. Like i just have some reaction to just stay frozen. Then people will look at me weirdly. And sometimes in awkward situations, i act differently than what i would usually do. So i kinda feel like im giving the wrong impression to people. Urgh i don't know. I hate the way i act around some people. The ones that i feel comfortable around are those who have seriously always been there or been around. Does this all make sense? I.T EXAM WAS FUN!
3:56 PM
Yeah not really. But the stuff leading up to it and the remaining 10 minutes of the exam were fun. - didnt really study as much as i had hoped - simon was nice enough to print out revision doco's and give them to our little group as study aids - i balanced on one of those pole thingo's outside the church - i felt like a ninja. it was awesome - the exam was long ass hell! - i skipped a few questions cause i ceebs doing them - 10 minutes remaining, a phone rang. It just went beep beep. - it came from the i.t class. - ms khoo checked a majority of our phones - i swear, shes sexist. she only checked the boys phones. i mean honestly, when something like that happens, you would suspect that any one of is the the one with the phone right? she mainly checked the guys and skipped out on the girls. seriously dude what the heck? - i swear, mr gatt was so annoying. he wasnt annoying me but annoying the other students which got me annoyed cause it was like he was teling them how about to do their exams. - one guy from my i.t class didnt fill out the front apparently and so he just came up to him, took his paper and flipped it to where he was 'supposed' to be. honestly, that was uncalled for. you dont do that to someones exam paper. you are just obliged to say the guidelines, watch out if we're cheating and thats all! i mean, the guy wouldve probably filled in the front section after he was done. just fucking leave us students alone you A- hole. - and another thing he did, he was walking around to see if people had their ID card's out and he saw that one guy had his drivers license out. he spoke loudly as in to question him, "why do you have your drivers license here? wheres your id!". and so to prove his point, he asked ms khoo if he is allowed in that stupid full frontal, 'oh yeah, im totally right' kind of tone and she replied quickly, "no you are not allowed to have your drivers license out. only your ID's". Pah! the I.T class backed the student up and said, "no, youre allowed to have any form of identification on you. so long as it has a picture and such, then its allowed". UP YOURS ASS HOLES. I seriously dislike those two teachers. Thinking theyre better than everyone else. Pfft. Up yours suckers. you just got wrecked. Other than the two mishaps, the exam wasn't a total bust. It was alright i guess. But whatever! NO MORE I.T SOFTWARE SHIT! WHOOO!. Now all i gotta do is change my selection of I.T Software next year to I.T Apps. Yay! Eco- go away. I Love Charlie As Much As Linh Does
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 11:50 PM
So i smell. I havent taken a shower yet. Obviosuly. Check out how gross this is: My oily face+my oily hair=glue: Dude, how freaking disgusting is that?! And for a girl too! Yuckers. 6:29 PM
6:26 PM
I Make Weird Faces
6:00 PM
On MSN, i put up pictures about how im feeling. Angry picture: Angry mood Happy picture: Happy Looking stoned: Interested. HAHAH. Oh Simpsons on Seriously Shut Up
1:20 PM
I don't care. I currently don't care about your problems I currently don't care if youre invited or not I currently don't care if you still got exams I currently don't care about anything. Well except my I.T EXAM! Do nut bug me unless im 'online' to chat. If i have a 'pm' that is really rude, mean or whatever, it means im pissed and i do not want to chat but i stay online cause there are people appearing offline that i need to chat to. Jebus. Im making no sense. Im just plain pissed. My Feet Are Cold
Monday, November 15, 2010 11:31 PM
No one's online to chat and im bored as hell. I would watch movies but i kinda ceebs setting up my room as a theatre room. LOL- its just plugging the laptop to the charger and plugging in my hard drive and climbing into bed in the right position where my neck doesnt hurt. Gosh im a lazy ass. My to do list: - Go shop! - Actually plan a party for Methods - Go Williamstown beach cause St Kilda beach is disgusting - Hang out with everyone! - Make time for work? I really dont want to - Make a video for youtube with Russel (constantly on hold since early Term 2?) - Cut hair (Gotta ask Karen) - Not be bored during these holidays - Watch a tonne of movies - Laugh - FUNESS! Oh, ive decided to not dress up for Harry Potter this year. Not until i can save money for a cloak, and a tie, then i'll dress up. So obviously it'll have to wait until the second part is out. :( I think i like bumping into people on the streets. I mean sure it's awkward at times but if you just smile really big it doesnt feel so weird. I noticed. Like today i was walking with Loan and Jenny and Judy just outside the gate before Standgen Exams started. It was really weird cause i never really spoke to them. So i just stood there and smiled, laughed at times. Yadda yadda. I have no idea why this is relevant. Im gonna make a bang list. LOL! Totally random but i wanna know which celebrity guys i find hot. And anyways, im bored shitless. Actually i'll do that tomorrow. For now, i'll shower and probs revise for i.t METHODS EXAMS
11:10 PM
My results are in. I EFFING PASSED WITH FLYING COLOURS. Okay, yeah not so sure with flying colours but for my first exam: 25/30! OH CHYEAH! I went to tell my mum and she said, "WHAT?! You got 5 wrong? You're meant to only get 1 wrong!!" It was sort of a joke but then i glared at her for a few seconds. HAHAHA. And for my second exam: 32/50! Yeah not the greatest but still, i passed with 64%! WHOOPWHOOP! Party at my place! They Will Never Get Old
5:42 PM
I Like Photos
2:58 PM
Is it that obvious? Whenever there's a camera, a run towards the group of people who are taking pictures. Pose. Run. Die Hard 4.0
2:50 PM
I was watching Die Hard the other night and omg, Justin Long's phone was freaking cool. I've just suddenly had this tech thought. I really like those phones that seem like nothing but then POOF! It's like the technology of the future. I mean look how weird but cool this looks: Nokia 9300 And there's that really cool device that Bryce Larkin used to extract all the intersect secrets onto his phone: It's freaking unbelievable technology these days! I figured, if i cant get something like this, i'll get the closet thing to it: a sidekick. They seem pretty cool enough. But i'd want one that looks seriously cool- not girly. COMMENT!
12:06 AM
OMG I've learnt where the comment section is! OMGGG So go into that Archives tab right? And then just select one of the posts you wanna comment on and then scroll down to the end of the post and then the comment thingo will appear. Wowzer! I added the whole comment codes into the layout but i never saw where it went and crap. COOOOL!!! I figured it out! King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles
12:05 AM
I Hate Boys
Sunday, November 14, 2010 10:55 PM
They have corrupted my mind so badly. So i apparently can't upload the image here for some odd reason but it was on facebook. I had a craving for ice cream so i typed it up on my status thingo ma bob. My friends, and family can see this. My friend Russel comments: Im craving for your cream. Inappropriate? Yes. Overreacting? Nahh. I honestly love it when guys are funny and completely odd around me. I have no idea why. It seems really lame and inappropriate for other people but for me, nah. Im cool with it. Anyhoot, i was going to reply to it with something dirty (stupid mind set) but then i remembered that everyone can read it so i just typed back, "I was going to comment something inappropriate but i think i'll keep it in my head. haha". Then he replies: "So like, would you rather me call you so you can tell me LOL." I can't even tell my comment over the phone! Gosh, how embarrassing would it be if the other person didnt find it funny. Get meee?? LOLLLL. So hopefully it died down. I have no idea why im sharing this anymore. My mind just kinda went POOF! FUck, i have not studied for Media, still. I dont understand a thing so i think ill wing it and see how it goes then. I cant exactly fail or anything and thank goodness its year 11. Ive done a few questions for Further and im doing alright. Not the greatest but meh. I think i'll just use my old cheat sheets. Save time. And anyway, i havent finished watching Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yet. I gotta finish that by tonight. I'm just more than halfway through :) 6:37 PM
I had a dream we were all standing in the city naked. Kidding! I just found that picture and wanted to scare the creeps out of people. LOL. Stupid. Anyhoot, i did have some weird dreams today. I've only been awake for 3 hours out of the course of this whole day. Wait, make that 6 hours (includes 12AM-3AM). LOL. The rest of the day, ive been obviously sleeping and now ive woken up with a headache of some sort. I remembered my dreams each time i slightly woke up but then a few hours later i forgot them. But i do remember one- there was this wholesome lovely family living in the suburbs of Brisbane. They were put onto this reality tv show kinda thing but seeing as the couple were preggers with their 5th or 6th child, they decided to axe the idea and just set the tv show to feature 2 of their sons which were twins. I swear, they looked really bad. No ofence to my imagination. So it was one of those dating shows like Farmer Wants a Wife or The Bachelor. So stupid. And so there dudes set off to find their other halves. These really chicks got into the how without seeing the boys except for a family photo in which it looked like dancing with the stars. They were all photoshopped in to t\his huge ass photo of the family where theyre in suits and elegant ball gowns where theyre posing in dancing positions or something. And then BOOM! In this photoshopped photo was a photo of this chick i use to go primary with. Man, she a tall asian bitch back then. LOL. I wonder how she's doing? Anyway, yeah the chicks thought he was ugly and yadda yadda but then as the dream/show progressed, they found the brothers to be quite the charmer and it ended with pashing and making out on dates. Hmmm yeah thats all. Should really study now. OOO Big Bang Theory is almost on!! Yeah Im
2:04 PM
I havent done anything for Media. Im screwed. He gave us these sheets to help revise for the exam ages ago and i havent really started it cause i didnt really get any of it. Oh fudge sickles. Yummers. Anyhoot, after i stayed up late on thursday night, my body time clock thingo has been seriously tampered with. I can't sleep at the usual 12AM-1AM anymore. It's now been switched to 2AM-3AM-4AM. OMGAHHHH!! I also have standgen after the media one. FUDGE NUTS! Im not gonna be able to wake up tomorrow morning for the exam. Im so effed. So scared. OMGAHHHSUG$HGTPVBD I'm Not Afraid of a Fight
Saturday, November 13, 2010 8:24 PM
Birthday
7:59 PM
"So what do you want for your birthday?" How the fuck should i know? Why do people constantly ask this question instead of giving surprise gifts like they did in the good ol' days? LOL. People are always asking the birthday kid what they want instead of exchanging the element of surprise. Sucks. And also i hate the idea of 'chipping in'. I know it sounds selfish but im sure people love presents. And lots of presents, the better. It's kinda like $2 each from a group of 20 or so people will only give you a tiny measly teddy bear. (i hate teddy bears. hint hint- but not if they have some stupid funny ass comment on them) I mean honestly, we're putting our hard earned 2 buckos to someone who only spent like 2% of that money for a teddy bear. Money NOT well spent. I've come up with a rule though- if theyve made me happy over the years and i trust them with my life, then they deserve something great from someone as awesome as me- so then i buy them i separate gift. But if im lazy then i chip in. LOLLL. So before church, my sister comes up to me and asks me, "Hey what do you want for your birthday? Cause mum wants to know." I say, "I dont know! I thought about this last night- if they give me money, im giving it back to them." I mean giving money is just another way of saying, 'Uhh yeahhh, i didnt know what to get you so heres $50 to get something for yourself. Ohrightkthanks'. Then after church, my cousins drove us home due to the rain and he asks me, "So what do you want Jenny?". I replied with the annoyed, "I dont knowwww". I add also that my cousins and my sister have basically planned out my birthday with me in the car being silent as per usual. There are 2 ways of looking at this situation: 1. Uhh hello? Birthday girl in the car here! Do i have no say in what we do for my birthday or what? 2. Oh cool. Im having a surprised birthday party kinda event. But it's not really a surprise if im sitting right here, listening to all the details. I love the element of surprise. I love surprise birthdays you always see in tv shows, i love surprised gifts- and even if you cant get something awesome, get something funny! Laughter is pretty awesome on birthdays i hear. yeah you get the gist. So my plans for my birthday are as so (according to my cousins and sister): - go work - go church - go highpoint straight after - eat at happy days - go watch the awesome harry potter (which i would have already watched with the mates- oh yeahhh!!) Harry Potter To Do List
12:19 AM
- Buy a tie off ebay - Go to spotlight for: > harry potter round glasses > small jewels to decorate the wand > glitter - Get dad to varnish my wand - Get harry potter tattoos - Make this somehow: OMG I WANT THE TIME TURNER!!! Don't State The Obvious
Friday, November 12, 2010 11:43 PM
So we're watching Harry Potter on Friday instead cause trang has exams in the afternoon and i have my I.T presentation. Darn. But no worries. 1 MORE WEEK TILL HPPPPP WHOOOOOOOOOO!!! Im so excited. I should dress up. Smile
7:32 PM
So i was walking to school in a crummy mood. I deliberately tried to come late cause well i didnt wanna be at school anyway. So i went to the ATM, and walked to school in my P.E uniform. I took my cousin's old one sided bag (looks like a gym bag in a way) cause well it showed how sporty i looked. LOL! Anyhoot, i was walking pretty angrily. It was windy and my baby hair was pissing the fizzles out of me and there were like dead birds everywhere! Farking hell. My hayfever was getting worse to the point where tears just rolled down my eyes (due to the hayfever- sneezing and all that junk). I made it to the petrol station and i saw glimpse of school uniformed people near the traffic light. I just kept looking down at my iPod. I looked up to quickly see who it was and it was Denise, that dude who has that voice that sounds cool, a few others and Russel. I looked at Russel, he looked at me. And then we hugged in the middle of cars and traffic lights. LOLL!!! He was like, "I missed you" and i replied "Yeah". Why cant i ever give a decent response? Seriously that hug made all my girly whinging disappear. Like i forgot all about my worries and shit. Far out hugs are powerful. HAHAH. Anyhoot, we went our seperate ways. Next to me was the traffic light and then i saw this dude in this red car and he was just smiling at me. FREAKED ME OUT! The game: Me and ianne can not code what so ever. So we spent 3+4 just mucking around with code like two crazy baboons. I have my own thoughts about how we both work but im not gonna get into detail about it. 5+6 Linh came and so we went on with the coding. We started several times. And it wasnt until period 6 that i said, "I seriously don't understand why you guys thought that this level would be easier to code than the other one." This is cause the coding for 'the other one' was already set up for us so all we had to do was re set the images. Unlike the current one which was all re coding. Bloody hell. Shouldve spoken up sooner. We changed and scrapped the whole idea and went with mine. YES! We finally got crap done and working. All we have to do add more coding so that things can collide and we're all set! Thanks to linh, we got a lot more done in the last few minutes than period 3+4+5 combined. LOL! Once this game is over, im gonna live a happy life. I really need to get my standgen cheat sheet done. Or else im screwed as fuck. I wish my exams were all together so then itll be done and over with faster. Like one person i know said she's completed 6/8 exams already. WTH? Luckyyyy. Hot
12:18 AM
I don't know if it's just me but i can seriously feel the hot 32 degree weather seeping through my skylight. It's farking hot. School tomorrow. Im gonna try to stay awake all night tonight. Doing what? I dont know yet. I'm getting my business book tomorrow! WHOO! For $25! WHOO! What a bargin. Hmmm... I need: Business, Economics, Cosi+Language book for English, Further book. Im getting: Business, possibly cosi and further. Need to buy: Economics and language book for english= $87.85 Selling: Methods, Standgen, Animal Farm, Macbeth, Economics. I CEEBS SELLING MY BOOKS! Confussling?
Thursday, November 11, 2010 9:21 PM
Why do people have to make things more confussling than it should be? Jebus. Stupid I.T game. Waste my bloody times- especially on my days off. I swear, im gonna be pissy all day tomorrow. Hot weather, no transport, im gonna be fucking pissed. My first day off and nooooooooooo...i have no where better to be than at school. GOSH EFFING SAKE! I'M LOVING TODAY!
4:41 PM
METHODS IS FINALLY OVER! Religion went alright! Linh loves Blaine from Glee also! I made a friend on facebook! I talked to an old friend of mine- well i just posted on his fb wall And more crap that i cant remember. I hope the happiness can last till tomorrow. OMG! I HAVE NO EXAMS TOMORROW! YESSS!! DAY OFFFFFF!! Last night i had a killer headache- mainly cause i was thinking too much about the exams, "Shit i havent done anything!!!" So then i was in bed by 11 something and i had 2 choices: read magazines or read religion. Can you guess what i chose? .. .. .. I chose the magazines. Purely cause i wanted to. LOL. I couldnt sleep all night. I hit deadness at about 1:30AM. Nice. So i came home seeing i got an email- from my new facebook friend. I posted a post onto this CCCC Selling Books thingo ma bob and he replied saying he wanted to buy the Year 11 CAS Methods thingo. After many emails to and back, i realised he was doing year 12 business. Odd seeing as he wanted to buy a year 11 methods book. So then i asked him, "Are you year 11 or year 10?" He replied back with year 11. Then i asked him, "Were you thinking i was selling the calculator or the book? Cause im selling the Year 11 Methods CAS book! haha!". Then everything was revealed- he thought i was selling him the calculator for $30! LOL! And then all this apologising happened and then i realised- omg, he's a year 11 doing alp business! I WAS DOING ALP BUSINESS! Coinky dink. That was so funny. It was one of the highlights of my day. HAHAH. But everythings all good now. Phew! Man, i need to sell my books. This is me and Ianne before the Methods exam: GLEEEE
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 10:04 PM
Omg, the most awesome episode ever! It was just like GASP here and GASP there. Far out- awesomeness. Yeah i love Blaine. I think i have a thing for gay guys on glee- i liked jesse st james and now blaine <3 Oh less than 3!! FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! 4 Eyes
9:06 PM
I hate wearing my glasses. They're so annoying! And they sometimes slide down my face which is even more annoying cause they have those nose pads. THEY DON'T BLOODY WORK! And i get a headache wearing them too often. "But why dont get contacts instead?" Cause i hate putting shit in my eye. And it's freaky. I still have not studied a thing! WTF! I Don't Know?
7:24 PM
Took a nap when i got home and so like i havent studied anything. GREATTTT. Late night tonight i guess. Religion and more Methods. I'm actually gonna study a bit for Methods even though i said i wouldn't. But i need a refresher for tomorrow. I should seriously live life on the edge more- writing funny, stupid idiotic answers on tests for no apparent reason. LOL. Like yesterday, at assembly, our teacher was talking about how people would make up excuses on their late forms- a cat was stuck in the tree, volcanoes, dragons, whatever. LOL. There was this one notice form that had a long ass story and at the end: THE END. Utter LOL! EXAMS DAY 1
12:44 PM
English and Methods Part 1 DONE! Ok so uh yeah- went alright. Wasn't as bad as i thought. THANK THE LORD! But now im bored and ceebing. Off to the library i go! And food i shall buy! Study Habits
Tuesday, November 9, 2010 9:25 PM
My study habits are horrible. - Youtube - Hotmail and MSN - Blogger - iTunes This has been on repeat for a while now. IT'S A GREAT SONG! AMAZING VIDEO! This is what my table looks like: Closer up view: - Bag of M&M's, mug of vanilla coke, books everywhere, coloured highlighters, papers that mean nothing but are still on the desk anyway...my layout's great no? I've finally finished my stupid methods cheat sheet. And honestly, i still dont understand a thing. Exams tomorrow, totally fucked. Now time for Anglais! The Big Hit
8:16 PM
It's a great movie. Check it out. Mark Wahlberg is hot. That is all. Yeah Nah
6:48 PM
I cannot do methods. I've tried doing extra revision sheets just now and nah, i dont get it. I dont understand when to use what and why things happen the way they do. So why do i bother?! The more i do, the more difficult it is! I Butcher The English Language
5:46 PM
I havent started revising for English or Methods today. Gay. English: I think they'll choose typical questions for the texts. God i hope so cause i don't want to revise on absolutely everything for no reason. For CK, i decided to do the imaginative one generally because i don't have enough time to study for it. So i'll just write bullcrap on the spot. For Macbeth, well i think they'll talk mainly of his downfall and who is to blame for his death and whatnot. I'm focusing on the Witches. It's much more easier to explain than blaming Macbeth himself- have to explain in depth. And for the issues crap, i'll have to revise for that. Methods: Gotta do all that revision shit. LET'S GET A MOVE ON! School's Out Bitches
1:22 PM
jennyy-n.blogspot.com That's right. Last day of being a Year 11 student. Feels good. I feel more fit and pissed off more than ever. We had to bring all our shit home today. So i stuffed everything in my bag thinking it was a friday. Then i realised it was only a Tuesday at 12:40PM. I had no ride, no money for the bus so i had to walk home with a heavy ass bag. FML. Came home and my dress was literally soaked with sweat. Yeah not nice. So i dumped my bag at the front door, walked in striped down to my singlet and shorts and washed my own dress. Seriously man, i may look tiny and weak but im tough and strong! Hopefully my dress dries by tomorrow. With the heat and 24/7 hour sun, i'm sure it'll dry. I looked at myself in the mirror and i swear, my skin tone is many different colours- white, tan, albino white, the whole lor and it's like everywhere! Patches of different colours. Great. I can't be bothered walking to KFC to get food so im just gonna whack whatever on a sandwich. On a positive note, year 11 ended well. The gifts Lily and Richard got for Bennett were seriously cool! Mangos, t shirts and a mug. Money well spent i say. And on another note, i think our HG speech was the greatest out of all. Made sense, clearly spoken...gosh, i sound like a teacher. FOOD! STUDY! ARTHUR ON ABC3! EXAMS
12:37 AM
So i've really gotten into this whole exam shit now. I wrote up my schedule and i feel confident i can get things done on time! Tomorrow is last day! YES! Coming home early to eat, bludge, watch arthur then study for English and Methods exam the next day. English: Read Macbeth essays, read citizen kane essays and brush up on persuasive techniques. 3 essays=30 minutes each. FML. Methods: Just continue doing cheat sheet. And try doing the extra sheets he gave us. GOAL: Sleep early. I'm just gonna take it one step at a time. I seriously don't understand why people don't take this years exams seriously. Everyone's always saying, "I'm gonna wing it". But seriously dude, don't you wanna try? I feel less screwed for Methods now. Thank God. I mean, ive mainly focused on Methods for the past week and nothing else- and im not even doing Methods next year. I'm wasting my time with this junk. Gonna get some zz's. Personality
Monday, November 8, 2010 10:00 PM
How hard would it be to be more like myself around people? I don't wanna do this methods no moreee, I don't wanna be the reason why
8:56 PM
I've been singing that almost all day- that Rihanna song: Unfaithful. Just substitute the subject you hate into the lyrics and youre golden: I don't wanna do methods no more, I don't wanna be the reason why, Everytime i open my book, It makes go crazy everytime! Completed: CHAP7, 9. In the process: CHAP 10 Diss: CHAP 11, 12 cause i've basically still got the sac in my head :S OH SHIT. It turns out, i was meant to stay back after school to help out for I.T. Fuck! Linh and Mark stayed back to do the game. In return, i've agreed to do the whole folio and help with any other coding. I guess that's alright. I LOVE SIA She mumbles a lot. LOL Mother, You're Annoying Everyone
8:03 PM
One tiny little problem goes out of proportion when my mum hears about it. Mothers do that right? They turn a simple day out in the countryside into a trap for death! Like even if you ask to go on sleepovers, it's a simple no. Why? Seriously? WHATS WRONG WITH SLEEPING OVER? I was really tired today so i complained to the point that i didnt go tutor. My mum got angry, sure. Now i have to work twice as hard! Great. Didn't stay back after school after all. But i can't remember why? So now, i gotta work 3 times as hard. Fark. Difficult
12:45 AM
Maths is such a bothersome subject! I've started doing my cheat sheet but i swear, it looks like a mess. I'm trying to make it as neat as possible but then i had a sudden thought- make it comical! OH YEAH! I failed at that too. If i can be bothered, i'll redo it and make it look more awesome. I still have Chapter 10, 11 and 12 to go. Yay. I WILL STRIVE TO GET IT DONE BY TOMORROW! Then on Tuesday, i can focus on English (fuck) and Religion (crap). Right now, i'm gonna lie in bed and watch Chuck for the rest of the night. Goodnight to all. I.T
Sunday, November 7, 2010 7:48 PM
What sucks about being an I.T student is that it takes forever to learn to code crap. Especially when the XBOX game is due on Tuesday and the group hasn't done much, it basically means were screwed. With exams going up also, it kinda puts the group in the position to seriously get down to business- finish the game asap whilst studying for exams. In other words, my group is staying back tomorrow after school to finish off the game. Darn. I really just wanted to go home and sleep! But no, now i gotta actually study to make up for staying back tomorrow. One band that im really into right now is Amy Meredith. They're music is really (this is how i describe the music i like) American Indie Music. Make sense? The majority of music that i like are basically from The O.C, Chuck, The Hills yadda yadda. BOOMBOX
7:41 PM
I want to go cause well Kev Jumba's gonna be there. It's not everyday that Kev Jumba comes to Australia- Melbourne to entertain folks like us! Studying Matters!
5:24 PM
Me, Lisa, Vy and Debra went to the library to study for the Methods exam coming up. We studied-ish. LOL. Exciting moments: - Got free slurpies from 7 Eleven. - Got free cookies from Jen and Jenny at Subway - Got told off by a fob guy for telling stories whcih in fact we were just explaining Methods - Watched The Hills on GO! Heidi and Spencer are done...for now. I can't be bothered doing any work cause im so tired. I have exams in 3 days. 4 days in which i can't wait for because it's the day i have my last Methods EXAM. From then on, i will no longer have to worry about Methods EVER AGAIN! Schedule: - Sunday: complete methods revision - Monday: revise for english maybe? - Tuesday: do methods cheat sheet - Wednesday: methods and religion. That's a seriously shitty schedule. Maybe i'll just try to get a lot done by today. Which i hardly doubt. I love the sun. Yoda Speaks Wise Words
Saturday, November 6, 2010 11:30 PM
I've had a crazy insight of what my life could be in a few years- horrible. I have so much guilt inside me. It's like lodged in me! I know it's just a science fiction thing but Yoda says, "Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering." I really believe that. And since i watched the movie, i've been fearing and angry and hating people more and more. It seriously has to end. In the next couple days, im gonna be facing people who i wouldnt necessarily face and just letting out all this guilt. There are specific people whom i must say sorry to. And if there's one thing i know about me: I hate apologising with actual meaning. I've done it a couple times i think but it always ended up with tears. I think that's mainly for the serious cases of my problems. These people might think im incredibly mad (Crazy) or just piss the hell laughing (which would be good cause then i wouldnt cry) but i seriously need to let it all out. I'm over all this whinging and swearing. I hate it. Oh btw, i'll be starting a new blog once this all happens. Suckers! You'll all have to remember a new blog url! Haha. Guess Who's Got Tickets To Go Watch Hairspray The Musical??
8:43 PM
ME! and my sister. I just forgot to mention this days ago. She's So Gonna Kill Me
8:34 PM
OMGOGMOGMOGM. Crap. My One Oath
8:10 PM
I swear to be/or to become: More happy. Less hateful. (towards others) More fun. Less getting upset for something i never had. More gutsy! I hope i can stay true to my word. Walk
7:55 PM
After church, my cousin told me how funny my facebook page was with the funny crap i have on my page and the conversations me and my sister have on facebook! Even though we see each other basically everyday at home. LOLL. Then she called us douches. So then i got home and spammed her wall. AHAHAH! SUCKERRRR! After church though, my sister made me go for a walk and then all of a sudden I GET WATER SOAKED FROM A WATER GUN FROM A DOUCHY GUY IN A CAR! I continued walking and then HE STRIKED AGAIN! OMGGG...he cant drive for shit btw. So i yelled out (sort of), "TURN YOUR FAGGOT!" Rude yes but what he did was more rude! M&M's
5:45 PM
So my boss tells me that if i get over 1.9 IPC then she'll buy me a bag of lollies. So for the time she was gone, i made 1.9 IPC for the 1 o'clocks and that put us ranking #1 of the district for highest IPC! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! For myself, i had 2.5 IPC! FUCK MAN! THATS HIGH! I wasn't even trying to get the lollies but honestly, it was on my mind. In the end, i got 1.8 IPC but she bought me a bag of M&M's anyway. WHOO!! Party! Blogs
11:01 AM
I stumbled across this girl's blog and oh my goodness, i love her. She makes sense, speaks of the truth and well expresses how i feel in a way that doesn't make her seem sympathetic. Unlike me. LOL. Yes i bitch, whinge and hate things at times cause im a chick who has issues but she puts it in a perspective that makes me hate hating things. The thing is, i wish she blogged more. LOL. Not like me though! I blog too much for no reason. One picture i stumbled upon: WOAHHHH!! One of the many reasons why i love Harry Potter. I don't understand how people can hate the movies (especially the ones that have come out recently). I really need to take a shower cause i got work VERY soon. But i ceebs so i'll just change and tie my hair all up. :) Teenage Dream
10:34 AM
I have no idea if i have already posted this but gosh, i love this! What A Day
Friday, November 5, 2010 8:26 PM
I felt different today. I like different. Too much happened so i'll write in dot point form: - Jap students came - I liked red tommy hilfiger guy - Got a one on one photo with him (freaking guy is too scared to come close!) - I had my period today - It went through my dress - My plan to avoid cleaning up made me clean up in the end - Didnt eat anything all day until 4PM - Didn't eat much dinner either - Gonna stuff my face later tonight - Formed a methods study group - Had a 4 hour nap. For some reason i have this tendancy to check people's fb pages on peoples birthday to see if i got a generic response back or an awesome personal response. I thought mine was pretty cool until someone else posted a small birthday msg with an awesome personal response back. Then i felt unspecial :( I love my class. It's so much fun. Well sometimes. I found out for my Media SACs, i improved so much from this semester: Sac1: C; Sac2: B+; Sac3: A! I dont care if i got a C! Cause then i saw my improvement and omg im so proud. My sister ordered a pizza today and yesterday i told her to put it under a fake name: Kristen. HAHHA. Fun! :) <$BlogItemBody$> |
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