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Monday, August 31, 2009 8:27 PM


not much to post today.
just that once tomoro is over, ill have the rest of the week freeee~ yay!

camp this friday- to garema for PHYSICS CAMP! you gotta love science camp! hahah. learning about atronomy so wed be looking at the night sky. fingers crossed that the sly wont be too cloudy! i dont wanna have to stay inside the hall and learn from a power point presentation. hopefully if we do have to stay in the hall, hopefully we can watch a movie afterwards.

physics test tomoro. studied already and i believe i know my material. hopefully i know it enough. i dont want to study too much cause then if i get my results back and it wasnt what i was expecting, man, id be real pissed.

i had a movie fest last night. but it was only 2 movies. ok, not so much a movie FEST now is it. i watched transformers and cinderella story. i was trying to go for a movie genre night. ill continue it this weekend or something.


OMGOMGOMGOMGMGMOGOGOGOGMGOGOGMGOMGOMGOGMOGM!!!
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
hey helen
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
whats up
helen says:
what sup
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
im bored
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
entertain me!
helen says:
LOL
helen says:
well sorry miss i have free time to be bored!
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
haha
helen says:
i have homework and boys to handle
helen says:
nah how have you been lately?
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
ohhh okok! ill leave you to it then
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
lol!
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
ive been alright
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
you?
helen says:
yeah i've been pretty good
helen says:
i discovered that everytime its at this time of year i get to know alot of guys hahha
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
hahaha
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
maybe cause we go to school with boys now
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
hahah
helen says:
no like last year and stuff too
helen says:
when i dated danny and richard it was near this time too
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
richard as in aladdin?
helen says:
noo
helen says:
richard
helen says:
ohhh richard is close friends with my neighbour
helen says:
and next time he comesover we're all gonna go hang out lol
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
lol
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
wait a sec
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
richard aladdin is close friends with your neighbour?
helen says:
yeah
helen says:
shes gonna get his autograph for me hahha
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
OMG!!!
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
HOW LUCKYYYY!!!
helen says:
lol
helen says:
would you like one dedicated to you?
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
YES PLEASE
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
tell him i was the camel ass in the production
helen says:
LOL ahahaha
helen says:
hey richard can you sign this to the camel ass in the production?
helen says:
hahha
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
i dont think he knows me though...i met him once but dont think he remebers me since
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
HAHAHAH
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
dont say it like thattt
helen says:
lmao im joking
helen says:
i' just say its to my friend
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
say camel ass though and ask if he knows who your talking about!!
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
hahah
helen says:
LOL
helen says:
hahhah
helen says:
he was dancing behind me today and i didnt even know
JENNYSU/THE FAMOUS CAMEL ASS FROM ALADDIN JR./MRS.007 says:
HAHAH

OMG! im gonna get richards autograph! hahahah. so excited. thank you helen!

im so boreddddd...hmmm, what else is there to talk about??
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WOOF WOOFFFFFFFFFF
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MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
TWEEEEEEEEET
gosh, im that bored that im making animal sounds
nothing interesting has happened this week
and theres nothing on tv at the moment

okay. ill just revise for physics since im bored.
ok
FORMATION OF THE UNIVERSE, BIG BANG THEORY:
The universe suddenly inflated and was filled with antimatter and matter.
Electrons were captured by the nuclei which formed atoms.
The universe started to cool down and quarks joined together to form neutrons.
The universe was 1 billion degrees and it started to form chemical elements.
The universe expanded and still is and created planets and stars.
The universe was created with a big bang 14 billion years ago.

NUCLEAR FUSION:
nuclear fusion occurs when the atoms cause the high temperature and high pressure in the core to convert kinetic energy to heat energy.

FORMATION OF SOLAR SYSTEM AND PLANETS:
The planets began us dust and grains orbiting the central star.
The grains and dust come together and form clumps.
these clumps grow by colliding to form larger bodies.
this creates the planets in the inner solar system.

THE ZODIAC:
constellations int he stars that appear during specific dates and months.

THE SUN AND TH ECLIPTIC:
The ecliptic is the path the sun follows relative to the celestial equator. or the earth's orbit around the sun.
The sun spends half its times in the southern hemisphere and the other half in the northern hemisphere.

EQUINOXES, SOLSTICES, SEASONS:
there are two equinoxes. 'equinox' means equal day and equal night. one is in march (vernal) and the other in september (autmnal)
there are two solstices- summer and winter. they occur in decemeber and june. so one fo summer and one for winter. duh! it is when the sun shines more during the summer or winter.

OH STUFF IT! ILL JUST GO TAKE A SHOWER. whenever i go shower, i walk in then check out my hair. i play with it and make new awesome hairstyles. this takes up like 30 minutes- 1 hour. 1 hour is like the MAX! then i head into the shower once im bored of my hair. hahaha. im so odd.

Sunday, August 30, 2009 10:38 AM


continuing with my last post:
i know that gossiping is a bad thing but i love to do it. dont know why. but dont worry, i dont gossip too much to other people- just in my head. hahaha
so this is the convo i had with him on that day:
jason. - says:
jennyyyy
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
sup bro
jason. - says:
im not sure if its good or bad
jason. - says:
but feelings are starting to grow for lisa
jason. - says:
again
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
werent they always there?
jason. - says:
like
jason. - says:
GROWING GROWING
jason. - says:
i tried avoiding her cause lucy was gonna come back
jason. - says:
but i couldnt hold it in
jason. - says:

JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
keep going..
jason. - says:
like , i missed after school with her
jason. - says:
so then i did it
jason. - says:
and i have lots of eye contact with herr
jason. - says:
makes me
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
what do you mean when you said "i missed after school with her?"
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
well you know, msn doesnt have any tone to it so i dont really understand
jason. - says:
well
jason. - says:
can you wait till monday then ?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
well yeah. i never asked you about this so can YOU wait till monday?
jason. - says:
><
jason. - says:
maybee
jason. - says:
we will see

get my drift now?
my convo with linh saved me from getting peeved off:

vplmuse says:
now, i'm just assuming...but...is it me thats on your nick?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
AHHH! LINH!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
YEAH ITS YOU!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
OMGOMGOMG!
vplmuse says:
huh?
vplmuse says:
cats?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
I SAW YOUR VIDS ON YT!!!
vplmuse says:
OMG
vplmuse says:
OMG
vplmuse says:
OMG
vplmuse says:
OMG
vplmuse says:
OMG
vplmuse says:
OMG
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
THEYRE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!
vplmuse says:
maybe youre mistaken
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
I SWEAR! IF YOU GO ONTO AUSSIE IDOL, I WILL COME TO EVERY ONE OF YOUR SHOWS!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
your voice is so freakin awesome!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
so glad you uploaded them on yt for everyone to hear your talent!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
im not mistaken!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
aahah
vplmuse says:
BU
vplmuse says:
T
vplmuse says:
how do you know its me
vplmuse says:
im sure youre mistaken
vplmuse says:
haha
vplmuse says:
ha
vplmuse says:
please laugh or ill sound stupid
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
heck no dude! hahah
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
you said on your second vid: hi, im linh!
vplmuse says:
when did you see them?
vplmuse says:
omg
vplmuse says:
you
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
today
vplmuse says:
omg
vplmuse says:
how?
vplmuse says:
when?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
mwahahaha
vplmuse says:
why?
vplmuse says:
wat?
vplmuse says:
HOW?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
well i actually found your yt page like 2 weeks ago or something- dont worry, im not stalking you. i found it through connections
vplmuse says:
connections?
vplmuse says:
connections?
vplmuse says:
connections?
vplmuse says:
connections?
vplmuse says:
what sort of connections?
vplmuse says:
who do you work for?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
then today i decided to visit your page to see if you know any good songs that i could listen to cause i know you have an awesome taste in music and you gave me the link to dashboard confessionals (theyre awesome)
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
i work for the CIA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
hahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
shhhh! dont tell
vplmuse says:
but
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
i remebered that your page was the name of your msn thingy: vplmuse
vplmuse says:
that still doesnt explain anything...i mean....
vplmuse says:
i dont get it
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
and then i saw that you uploaded vids and then i was like "OMG!LINH UPLOADED VIDS OF HER SINGING!"
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
so then i checked it out
vplmuse says:
so you just decided to one day type in 'vplmuse' in the youtube thingy?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
lolol!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
nooo
vplmuse says:
oh
vplmuse says:
i get it now
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
i went from one persons page to another and ended up at yours
vplmuse says:
oh yeah
vplmuse says:
DC
vplmuse says:
whoo's page?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
i think its went from julie vu's page
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
then somehow i ended up at yours
vplmuse says:
what?
vplmuse says:
really?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
yeah
vplmuse says:
woah, thats wierd...
vplmuse says:
ahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
i know!
vplmuse says:
well
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
hahah
vplmuse says:
yeah
vplmuse says:
hahaha
vplmuse says:
wierd
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
UPLOAD MORE VIDS DUDE!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
my sister watched the vid too! she said youre freakin awesome!
vplmuse says:
oh golly
vplmuse says:
he he
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
hahah
vplmuse says:
golly golly golly
vplmuse says:
he he, thanks (:
vplmuse says:
i dont feel so good
vplmuse says:
hey ehy
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
hahah
vplmuse says:
you werent there today right?
vplmuse says:
hang
vplmuse says:
on
vplmuse says:
what were you doing at lunch?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
with the whole crowd? nope
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
i missed it!
vplmuse says:
what whole crowd?
vplmuse says:
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
like i came when the guy was playing spongebob song
vplmuse says:
GOLLY, I NEED TO EAT SOMETHING!
vplmuse says:
HAHAHA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
THERE WAS AL HUGE CROWD GATHERING AROUND YOU GUYS!
vplmuse says:
WHAT?
vplmuse says:
NO
vplmuse says:
NO THERE WASNT
vplmuse says:
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
YAHUH!!
vplmuse says:
HAHA
vplmuse says:
HAHA
vplmuse says:
NUHUH
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
today at lunch!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
YAHUH!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
im so pissed that i missed out on your performance!!!
vplmuse says:
THERE WASNT A PERFORMANCE....WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT....YOURE HALLUCINATING
vplmuse says:
I WASNT THERE
vplmuse says:
WHO TOLD YOU THIS
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
ohhh!! dont lieee
vplmuse says:
I WAS.....JUMPING
vplmuse says:
OUTSIDE
vplmuse says:
SKIPPING SOUNDS LIKE THE BETTER TERM
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
you must sing again!! AGAIN AGAIN! for the whole school to hear!!
vplmuse says:
I WAS JUMPING ROPE
vplmuse says:
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
vplmuse says:
ROPE
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
lie! utter lie!
vplmuse says:
FUNNY
vplmuse says:
YOU LIKE ROPE RIGHT?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
dont change the subject!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
hahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
hey, i gotta go! BUT sing more woman! SINGGGGG!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
hahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
oh r ight, ill be subscribing to your vids also!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
cheerio
vplmuse says:
alright, well have fun going
vplmuse says:
hahahahaha
vplmuse says:
oh he he
vplmuse says:
that was my nervous laugh
vplmuse says:
thanks
vplmuse says:
have a good night mr bravo
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
m bravo?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- GUPPY ROCKS!/MRS.007 says:
oh never mind! gotta go!
vplmuse says:
bye

omg, last night at dinner, my dad talked to me and sister. this is how it kind of went- roughly.
so he were eating thit cuon for dinner and then all of a sudden my dad goes "judy, since your in uni and everything, you can start searching for a boyfriend" then as i was eating, i leaned back when he said boyfriend and then immediately banged my fist on the table as i was choking! well not choking choking but close to choking. then me and sister burst out laughing! i wish i recorded the moment. only if i knew it was coming! he was then talking for the whole time about finding the perfect boyfriend and how he can be any nationality but as long as he's catholic then its all good. then he told us about getting the boy to like you! i know i know- its worser than the bird and the bees talk. me and him argued cause he never freakin answered my question! but he went in the opposite direction. gosh, hes so freakin annoying. since my sister can now date and everything, she found that now she can go out whenever she wanted- therefore using the excuse- im going out. "why?" because i want to go find a boyfriend. and remember, you allowed this! hahahha. smart one.

the hangover is a pretty good movie but kinda pointless. i liked it though. id give it a 7-8/10. really funny. good comedy. the cinema we went into was tiny as hell! the highest row was F. so thats only 6 rows of seats. thats because it was one of those long term films that have now gone cheap. hahah. it was only a $7 movie! awesome right? me and my sister were the first ones there so we thought that we had the whole cinema to ourselves. we thought wrong. damn. it couldve been a private cinema! hahah.

i was thinking to go watch a movie today cause my sisters out to watch a movie with her friend- theyre going to go watch young victoria. i wanted to go watch too but then i thought "maybe i should just leave them be. judy needs to go out with her friends without me hanging on her everytime" so then obviously im not going. ill just rent it or something when it comes out on dvd. hopefully soon cause it looks so good! so today, after church, i went onto the village site and was considering watching these following movies: the taking of pelham 123, harry potter (again), G.I Joe, Up, bandslam (lol! i dont want to watch this movie no more). lisa is out to coraline in 3D but it looks crap. so then i was thinking of watching harry potter again but then i was thinking "ive already seen it and today isnt half price off or anything so id be wasting too much money." then i was thinking of action movies- the taking of pelham 123. but then i think that movie's too american suburban kind of movie. so then thats out. bandslam is a hell to the no movie.

i just got the M guide from the herald sun or the age and i saw this film called ponyo. its japanese and by the awesome hayao miyazaki! it got 5 stars! OMG RIGHT? i really want to go watch it now!! i actually might go. the first session is on now and then the next one is at 12:30PM. id be missing out the teen choice awards but the heck! hahaha. hopefully, if i go, there wont be lots of people there.

movies i must watch (or maybe watch):
- ponyo
- 500 days of summer
- push

when i come home, itd probably be about 2 ish. no way past that. then itd head over to the library and borrow movies to watch at home. ill have a whole movie night.
- ponyo (kiddy)
- transformers (action)
- cinderella story (romance)
there you go. movies from most genres. i really want to go watch harry potter though. hopefully, theyd have one of the lastest movies out at the library or something.

Friday, August 28, 2009 7:36 PM


YAY! THIS WEEK IS FINALLY OVER! well not completely. i meant school wise.
maths tests are over, practice physics test is over! cant remember what else i had, but thats over too!

omgomgomgomg!! i found my friends youtube page a while ago. when i mean a while ago, i mean like 2 weeks ago! i cant remember how but i just somehow did. cant remember. anywhoo...i came to my friend, linh, page: vplmuse. i saw that she uploaded two vids of her singing and then i was like "omg! linhs on youtube!" i watched the vids a while ago- 1 hour ago- and omg, i love her voice! i swear, if she were to go on australian idol, i would go to every show! her voice is absolutely amazing.
check her out:




i love the second one!! but theyre both EQUALLY AWESOME! go linh! go linh! or should i say linhette. hahah.

i dont mean to say this in a bad way but theres really no other way to say it- jason is pissing the heck out of me. since i know about him and his feelings for lisa and about his ex and everything, all the things we talk about is his love life. sure one of them is my friends but honestly, talk about other stuff please! i dont want to be your relationship coach! whenever he's with his friends, he's all smiles and laughing. when he talks to me, he makes me like i need to show pitty or something! for example, in physics this week: he tapped on my shoulder then i was like "hey! i havent seen you in ages! so howve you been?" then he pulls that sad face and shakes his head. next time, ill be like : okay, you dont need to tell me then. all good. but when i thought that, he replies with "ill tell you later" he never did.
---just to sum up me, i like to know things. its my thing. well you can say that i like gossip. i know that its a bad thing

--continue this later
off to the movies- the hangover!
oh yeah!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 7:40 PM


ever since production week, ive been catching up on work! it is sooo tiring.
this week is the week after productions and i hate it!
and heres why:
1. had a maths test today since i became aware of it on monday
2. the date of the physics test has been changed to next tuesday but tomoro, we have a practice test
3. had a humanities test on monday without any warning!
4. i miss aladdin the musical production week.

okay, lets start off with no.1:
monday morning, i see on the board that there was going to be a test on chap8 on wednesday coming. i freaked out alright. i was behind two exercises and i believe that it was the hardest exercises cause it was worded problems. i suck most at worded problems! i absolutely hate it. i never understand what theyre asking for, and the book sometimes has the wrong answer which makes you stressed out every time you think its the answer is correct and it turns out its not. stupid book! gosh, check your answers!
so then yesterday, once i got home, i started on my cheat sheet and worked through all the exercises again. it was pretty difficult seeing as i forgot absolutely everything i learnt! i mean seriously, can you blame me? i had one WHOLE week off classes! i got through it all ok. when i do my work, i like to have a tv show in the background (preferbly friends or how i met you mother- repeats). i looked at my clock that i got from japan (awesome stuff) and it read 6:30PM. i was thinking, wow, i did all this work in like 3 hours and a bit. amazing jenny! good work jenny! then i decided to pause the dvd and watch aladdin the movie instead. and to also sinig the songs...ahhhhhhh!! i check out the laptop clock and it read 8:30PM! i was like "WHAT THE SHIZZ?" then i checked out my watch clock, it also read the same. turns out japanese stuff aint all that awesome. the freakin minute hand was stuck for some odd ass reason. i got over the fact that ive been studying for 5 hours and continued studying.

i finally finished at 10:30PM~ and then took a long nice hot shower.

today, the day of the test, i was pretty ok with it but when me and lisa decided to do the blue section of teh book with the extra work, i went absolutely blank! determining, solving, graphing, I HATE IT ALL!
we had a freakin sub teacher on the day of the test. its happened twice now! but i understand...pregnancy and all that stuff. i did pretty good with all the graphing and shizz but when it came to the extension question, i was like "wha??" i didnt know what to do. i tried understaning the question but it just didnt sink into my head. so answered it despite the fact that i think i did it wrong. any answer is a good answer right?

im really freaking out with fridays maths test- problem solving. that means more worded questions and confusion. yay (sarcastic)

ok, now no.2:
we were meant to have the physics test sometime last week i think? then it was changed to today. then it is now changed to next tuesday. what in the world right? i hate ii when teachers do that to us! changing the dates to expected events. but its completely understandable. with camp and aladdin production going on from the past couple weeks, no one really has any idea about the topic anyway. tomoro, we have a practice test which i am afraid of. i dont remember anything. and i am honestly wasting my time blogging right now but i wanted to take a break from learning and studying and remmebering. freakin hell man. what made this worse is that just before, i had tutor. so i wasted 2 hours when i could have been studying for physics. dude, even if it is a practice test, id like to do well.

ok, now no.3:
this one doesnt bug me as much cause well, its humanities, i dont really care about it. i came into class on monday as per usual and then he says we have a test. people were yelling out and screaming, "what? you said it was next lesson!!" and all that whinging crap. i was kinda peeved off too but no matter. i did the test and i think i did well. i didnt understand some of the questions but eh, i tried my best. thank god i did that revision crap on chap1 ages ago. that really helped. and thank god it sunk in my head too!!

the next lesson which was yesterday i think, he said we have another test. i was like "shit, i didnt prepare!" but i was still in that "eh!" mood. it turned out to be the same bloody test! i tried to remember as much as i could and i think i did better than mondays test. thank god i read some more info after i finished mondays test.

now no.4:
i mis aladdin production so much! even though it made me miss out on classes and all this homework...it was totally worth it. everyone misses it. theatre arts class is talking all about how we miss this and that, all those memories of costuming, make uping, rolling out the carpet, talking on stage...yada yada. however, i kinda feel distant from people in theatre arts class now. esp the guys. i talk to them in production but now, we dont talk at all. so dennis, vinh, alan/allen, please talk to me again. they talk to everyone else but not to me. feel so left out.

after last period, the bell rang for home time. when i finished packing my bag, i decided to see richard just for a quick peek. i went down the corridor and found him! he was already packed. so freakin fast man. i walked behind him for a bit then i checked out his bracelet he wears all the time. then i quickly cut him off in the side and then now, im in front of him. this guy comes up to him and says "hey, happy birthday richard!" i was like "holy!" i remembered that vi said something about guys crowding around him wishing him a happy birthday but that was the day of magede's (cant spell her name, sorry) birthday. so i didnt believe it. i got home wondering when his birthday was. i thought to myself, he DOES look like an august guy. and just now, i signed in and saw that people's pm's say "happy birthday richard!" so it turns out that today is his birthday. never wouldve thought it was on 26th august!
so anyway....HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICHARD!

oh right! during lunch, we decided to sit on the ash felt place with all these dudes playing 4 square. i see richard and then i was like "AHHHHHHH!!" not literally. so then i was just staring at him for the whole time. he was hanging out at the steps near the door to the stairs to VCE building. ahhhhhh!! hes so awesome. cmon man, bump into me or something!

omg, during theatre arts class, as i was walking back tot he PAC to put away other stuff into the arts room, daniel from business class looked down from the window upstairs. i was like "oh hi!" being friendly. then he was lke "why dont you get to class?" and i was like in my head "ass..." but then i said "i am in class" then left. really wanting to become friends but if hes gonna make it too hard then fine. be that way.

omgomgomgogmomgomgomgomgomgmogmogmg!
in business yesterday, we finally got our marks back for outcome1! about time man! jeric's name came before mine and he said "im very disapointed" but i knew he was kidding cause he's smart. then it was my turn. i sit at the back so i had to walk more. urghh. he also said the same thing but then that just freaked me out. i took my paper and just stood there looking at it. I GOT FREAKIN 27/28!! oh yeahhh! BOOYEAH! BOOYEAH! BOOYEAH! i did it. im so proud! it was the highest mark and only me and jeric got that mark. im so happy! hahaha.
i came home, and put it on the fridge! thats how freakin proud i am! hahahah.
i told my dad and sister during dinner which they were sorta proud. i mean, theyre tired and crap and all they want to do is eat. i get it if they werent as hyped up as i was. i told my mum earlier cause well she picked me up from school.

the wind is so freakin pissing me off! i told my mum int eh car, "omg, when im older, i swear, i will create an invention that can block the wind! its so fuckin annoying!" i accidentally added the fucking and then realised i was talking to my mum. so i was like in my head "crap, did i just say whati thought i said?" frick frick frick! but she thought it was ok. hahah

when i left for tutor today, i came across the school and saw him! ahhh! i was real happy. hahaha.
when i got to tutor, julia told me that after the production, all these year 8 chicks added richard on facebook! hahahah. thats hilarious.

ok, now i better go study.
things to do:
- study for physics (thursday)(tuesday)
- study for maths (friday)
- do business outcome 2 (monday)
- get money for movies on friday (the hangover) and sunday (young victoria)
cant wait for the movies. i deserve a break!
- viet oral: shit! (saturday)
- engtu sentences (saturday)

wish me luck! :D

Saturday, August 22, 2009 8:50 PM


just got bloody capped like 10 minutes ago! damn you kate nash!
currently downloading G DRAGON"S newest single: HEARTBREAKER! such a good song!

TWILIGHT NEW MOON TRAILER NO.2:
click here to view.
couldnt embed it in. damn man! jacob's body looks H-O-T!


current move crave! the beginning is adorable. i never knew there was something called FOX SEARCHLIGHT! the first time i saw it, i thought it was an fake movie MV. i totally thought wrong.


this animation is so goooood! and i love the song too. i was in tears. but not completely like...balling my eyes out. kept thinking about him...stupid ass.

the song that relates most to me and him is "fallin' for you" by colbie callait. i think thats how you spell her name.

i never blogged about the aladdin jr. production!
it all started on thursday.
we had two shows on that day so we were expecting tiredness, moodiness and bordness. thats not even a word. so we came to school at normal time: 8:35AM. because we were stage crew/backstage people, we didnt need to too much in the morning. like all we needed to do was set the stage for act 1 and prepare to change thet set for act 2. but we were pretty much all prepared already. so for the whole time, people were dressing up and putting on their makeup. SO MUCH STUFF WAS GOING ON. us crew were lazying it out/chilling out in the auditorium talking about god knows what.

out first performance came!! we were all excited. we performed for the year 7-9 CTK and SJ people. it was filled up and all exciting. it was standby for everyone so us stage crew just hung out on stage with the red curtain closed. what no one really noticed was that we were talking and playing a heck of a lot of games while people waited outside and in the dressing rooms. the pre-show part is th best part cause i muck around a lot. hahah. there was sword fighting choreographed by jason and brandon. hahah. it looked really good! haha. then there was dylan's weird looks when he was practising quickly before the curtains opened and me and maureen playing with guppy the camel, singing and dancing around. so much was going on. i think his name is bevan or something, he played one of the guards- we had fun with him too. we would talk into the "can" with each other- annie, alan, ms ewing. annie and alan's voice sound like radio hosts. i love their voices. hahha. we would talk about random stuff. one time, me and maureen used one each- one on prompt and the other on opposite prompt. we started singing aladdin songs from the book! hahah. it was so much fun. a teacher came on and asked our names. freaked me out! but it was all good. hahah.

production time! the camel came out, everyone laughed! i loved it!
it was all a success. once aladdin finished changing to prince ali, he got onto the carpet and accidentally dropped the lamp and we were like "shit." so then me and maureen went out on stage and pretended to be common people that found a pretty lamp and took it and went backstage to give to aladdin.

then once the production finished,, it was break time. we had like an hour break time till din din @4pm- ate pizza...mmm! during this time, it felt like we were on a break for like 4 days! it was so long. everyone was off outside or in the dressing rooms. some of us crew were so lazy that we just sat backstage. jason and denzy were sleeping on the couch listening to music and singing too! hahah. so funny. they were singing big bang songs: 'b' to the 'i' to the bang bang! x3. so funny cause i know the song too! hahah. then we were THAT bored that they got up and danced to sorry sorry by super junior. and thank god, i was able to record all that. after we finished all the awesome dancing, they dared me to upload it on youtube. i took it as an ok to post it up on yt. so i did once i got home.
check it out:




hot or what?
it was so funny! i now know the moves too! hahah

WE WERE THAT THAT THAT BORED! but it was so much fun.

so then after t hat, we went to eat dinner- pizza and then awards were given out to the teachers. well not awards really, gifts.

then it was production time. once again, we mucked around while people came. i then realised that some of my friends were out there watching it! and also my family and my cousin. i was so nervous. i think that this performance was the best perofmrance out of all of them. OMG! i think it was then that richard accidentally stepped on my foot and said sorry while tapping me on my leg! AHHHHH!! i like him so muchhh!! and it sucks too.

after the production, i got a text from my sister reading:
"hey jen! that was fantastic.mary said u were the best camel she's ever seen! haha-call us when ur ready to come home. judy x"

we then packed up and set up for tomoro's performance. me and jason decided to walk home but i felt kinda bad cause he lives further a bit than me so he had to walk more with no jacket in hand. but it was really fun!! i completely forgot about the time. i thought it was like 7pm/8pm. so then i didnt care about walking. it was when i reached cornwall rd that i realised "shit, its freakin 10!" i came home with my parents yelling at me. cant blame them. i was in the wrong. came home with rice and cold duck. yum. not really. the freakin head was in the box! i freaked out big time! went online and then jenny talked to me. heres the convo:
Jenny says:
JENNY I SAW YOU
Jenny says:
YOU DID GREAT!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
THANK YOU!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i was the camel btw
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
ttyl- dinner
Jenny says:
LOL YEAH, I saw on the poster thing
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
HAHAHA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
gosh, me and maureen were like "HOLY SHIT!!" when we first saw the poster of us on it!
Jenny says:
LOL it looked good!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahah
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
ohh, stop!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahha
Jenny says:
LOL
Jenny says:
when teh camel came up
Jenny says:
i was like "OMG, I see shamus' legs
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
HAHAHA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
wasnt richard good??
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
o-m-g
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i saw him change
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahaha
Jenny says:
OMG
Jenny says:
LOOLOLOLLOL
Jenny says:
LMAO
Jenny says:
OMG
Jenny says:
I'm a fangirl now
Jenny says:
how was it
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
it was good
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
nah, i didnt see todays 2 performances when he changed but the first time, omg
Jenny says:
ahahahhahaha omggggggggg
Jenny says:
my sister wants to become best friends with him XD
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
I DO TOO!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
man, it totally sucks cause he doesnt know me
Jenny says:
LOL OMG HE BETTER KNOW YOU FROM TODAY ON :L
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
he wont
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
like did i tell you about saturday
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
?
Jenny says:
what about saturday?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
it was a saturday rehearsal like about 2 weeks ago. he said "sorry" to me (its all we say to each other!) and tehn after the rehearsals finished, he came up to me, maureen and jason (who left a bit later cause we were setting up or setting dodwn crap) and introduced himself to us and shook our hands!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i was skipping down the pathway
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
theres a bigger story to it but thats the main jist
Jenny says:
omg awwwwww
Jenny says:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Jenny says:
the only times he talked to me
Jenny says:
was when he asked me where to find something at hp
Jenny says:
and then afterwards at school he was like "he jenny"
Jenny says:
*hi
Jenny says:
and I didn't see him so I didn't say anything
Jenny says:
cause I was looking down
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
OMG! HE KNOWS YOUUU!!!
Jenny says:
that was the only time --"
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
YOUR SO LUCKY!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i dont think he remembers me no mores
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
gosh so sad
Jenny says:
I don't think he remembers me!
Jenny says:
that was only TWICE!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i bet you 1000 bucks he remembers you
Jenny says:
i would bet money that he would rather go talk to you than me
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
ohhh, thats so sweet of you but id bet my life on it! HA!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i walk past him loads of times, nothing...absolutely nothing
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
there was this one time thoughh...
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
us crew were waiting in the side wings waiting for our time to set change and everything then he comes inside the wings, found a seat, sat on it and we just didnt talk to him! i felt sooo bad. there were times were i was about to talk to him but couldnt.
Jenny says:
omgomg I kinda feel sad now
Jenny says:
I swaer one day you better become best friends or something
Jenny says:
I'll be happy :')
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
ahhahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i hoping so too
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
gosh, didnt jasmine suck?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
no offence to her...her singing was pretty bad
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
when she was in tune, i partied...but then i jinxed it...it goes downhill from there
Jenny says:
yeah! we all came for richards singing buahahahah
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
HAHAHA
Jenny says:
I never knew you were the camel LOL
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
then howd you know it was my legs?
Jenny says:
cause I saw on the poster
Jenny says:
and then I scaremed out your name XD
Jenny says:
*screamed
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahaha!!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
damn, wish i was there
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahah
Jenny says:
LOL did you have a good time at the back ?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
a heck of a good time!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
next year, im trying out for the musical
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
or at least offer to help out
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
OMGOMGOM!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
richard stepped on my foot!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
then of course, our usual conversation...he said "Sorry" then i replied "All good" and as he was saying sorry, he tapped me on my thigh!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
hahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
gosh he's so hot
Jenny says:
OMG AHAHAHAHHAHAH
Jenny says:
LOLOLOLOLOL
Jenny says:
AWWWW
Jenny says:
omg
Jenny says:
you know every time he said something sappy on stage
Jenny says:
I kept going awwwwwwwwwwww
Jenny says:
><
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
HAHAHA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
whenever he was with jasmine and holding her hand, singing with her or whatever, i would say to maureen, jason and chanel(cant spell her name): "STUPID BITCH"
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
you know the song" a whole new world"?, i was singing her part as she sang hers cause she was so crap at it
Jenny says:
OMG LOL
Jenny says:
he held her hand so much yesterday
Jenny says:
*today
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i know, that freakin stuid bitch
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
no offense
Jenny says:
ahahah I hope richard's main next year
Jenny says:
then I would pay to get you to main ><
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
HAHAHAH!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
thatd be awesome
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
he hangs out a lot with micah and camille (i think thats how you spell it) and all those other peeps
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
wayyy out of my league!
Jenny says:
but he has ALOT of friends though
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
yeahh, he's such an all rounder
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
but his main group is them
Jenny says:
who does he hang around that are guys?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
i dont actually know
Jenny says:
aww
Jenny says:
I wanna see aladdin again ahhaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
come again!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
on sat
Jenny says:
i have work on sat XD
Jenny says:
but you HAVEEE to tell em if you see anything new
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
HAHA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
of course
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
check this out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AKHgaw2ciw
Jenny says:
omg
Jenny says:
ahahahahah
Jenny says:
that's so cooool XD
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCFxJrnmhSQ
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
thats part 2
Jenny says:
omg is that at the back of the stage?
Jenny says:
it's HUGE
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
lol!! yeah
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
theres more to it
Jenny says:
lmao wowoowww
Jenny says:
backstage seems so fun XD
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS- WHERES MY CAMEL HEAD?/MRS.007 says:
Haha

i read her blog the next day and she posted something so nice!

thank you jenny! youre an awesome friend! AWESOMELY GLAD YOU ENJOYED ALADDIN JR!

gosh...richard is so awesome!!
just wanted to put that in too.

so then it was the next morning for friday's primary school performance. we were bored again. came to school normal time too! bloody heck man. i was so tired. me and maureen listened to the songs on my ipod and sang "come what may" from moulin rouge. then! cc played river flows in you by yiruma. OMG! IT WAS SO GOOD! i almost cried! while she was playing, the guitar guy played with it too and omg, it sounded freakin AWESOME! then the drums came in but it didnt really work out cause the song goes slow to fast then back to slow and stuff but when the drums came in, it sounded really cool!

then there was the usual- warm ups, and other crap.

me and jasono were really bored so we headed to front of house, abuout 15ish minutes before the warm ups. we were just lying on the wall with the pictures. we werent talking or anything. just leaning on the wall. i kept thinking about other stuff. and he was probably in a world of his own too. then we snapped out of it when hang, jennifer, teresa and judy came and mucked around. man, they have so much fun! even the boring-ist times, they always think of something to do. hahah. they were very entertaining.
then after that, we went in to watch people warm up. we sat at the back back back of the auditorium.

then it was lockdown/standby. of course, we mucked around. then it was time for production.
then home time.

today's performance was the last performance ever. so sad. gifts and announcements were given. the gifts were for the main people. omg, when it came to richards turn, i was laughing so loudly in my head. like mr collins said "this chap has won many young girl's hearts...after the performance there were many ambulances lined up but thank god no one got sent to emergency." i was cracking up laughing in my head. didnt want to make it tooooooo obvious. hahah. gosh hes so cool! urghh...i hate the fact that he doesnt know me.

omg! speaking of not knowing me... while we were waiting to perform(lockdown time), chanelle, me, maureen and dylan were just waiting in the wings and then maureen left. chanelle who found out during the thursday night performance, asked me "do you think youll ever have a chance with him?" i said "no." then i covered myself with the curtain. dylan (yr11) who knows nothing about it was curious. then i was like "he's way out of my league so theres no chance in hell. he doesnt even know me" then dylan said "no one is out of your league" thanks dylan! hahha. chanelle was like "i keep thinking that too but just go for it" or something like that.
later, like 15 minutes later, i left to chat with ms ewing. dylan comes over as i went out and he asked me "hey, who do you like?" then i was like "hehe. not telling" then he was like "i like someone too." then i was like "you do? tell me!! oh wait, but i dont know any yr11 girls" then he was like "nah. youre in yr 10 yeah? youre in theatre arts yeah?" "yeah i am." then he said "then you know her." my first guess: "is it chanelle?" and he nodded. then he asked me "who do you like?" but i didnt respond. he was like "oh c'mon! one for one!" then i told him i liked him and said that he was wayyy out of my league. he told me that i should start a convo with him but i can never see that happening. but he was like "if you dont talk to him, then nothing will ever happen" its true but i cant ever see me and him ever having a convo. never ever. i was so sad after that.

on the friday production, after it was all done and everything, me and jason left and richard said bye to him and not me and that just made me feel like a total nobody. it was so sad. i was so depressed afterwards.

anyway, todays last performance was awesome. it was so much fun. the bump out took not as long as i thought. hahah.

kinda tired from typing! hahah. so i cut it short.

to everyone involved in CCCC's Aladdin jr 2009, WE DID IT! it was an awesome time working with everyone and meeting new people. we all did awesome and heres to an awesome, grueling 2-3 months! even though i came to rehearsals like for 1 month and a bit, it was fun!
mr collins, thank you for the absolutely awesome experience and opportunity to be able to work on such a freakin fantastic production. i cant wait for the rest of the other events we are about to prepare for like the yr12 graduation. theatre arts is the BESTEST subject ive ever done! i always look forward to the class whether its theory or prac work. ill be really sad once this year finishes cause theres no class of this in yr 11!! damn. the past (almost) 2 months have been a blast!
and finally...
richard, i have a huge crush on you! and honestly speaking, i dont think ive EVER liked someone before like the way i like you. EVER! and if by yr12, i still ike you, i promise to myself that i will tell you. despite the fact that i will have to probably like you for 2 years. weirdly sounding.

THE CCCC PRODUCTION OF DISNEYS ALADDIN JR 2009.
"BUCKLE IN, RELAX AND ENJOY THE MAGICAL MYSTERY CARPET RIDE"

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 11:55 PM


im quite tired today so its gonna be a short post

production week this whole week! so that means i get to miss out on clases! awesome right?
yesterday: monday, i had my ski trip which wasnt exactly a ski trip per se. it was more of a hiking, sight seeing kinda trip. the problem was was that the ski place had strong winds so obviously the teachers decided to scratch the trip for our own safety. bloody heck man! so shit. but we had fun anyway. i cant bebothered posting up pictures today but ill TRY to find time next time. hardly doubt it though. lol.
there was lots of bird looking/feeding which freaked the heck out of me!!!!

today was fun! had rehearsals alll day! till 4 or something though. ohmygosh, i thought i was over him but i take all that back! so hot. ahhh~~
i finally got my costume which isnt very revealing which is real good. all the chicks there have boobs which i dont. im a freakin flat chested chick! so embarrassing! omg, when richard has to change into his prince outfit, i must admit, i did take a peek! hahah!! dude, i cant help it. but im NOT a pervert or anything! i promise!! he had his singlet on which is like omg! my friends were like : youre blushing!. freakin jason said i was getting turned on! you ass....kidding. hahah. he was wearing white leggings which i found kinda funny. cause everyone has like black ones. i was wearing blue ones. i kinda felt bad though. when he finished his scene, there was like no one on the wings except us stage crew. we were playing with the coins and playing tricks with them and al he did was sit on the seat. there were times where i was thinking about inviting him in the convos but too chicken! i actually had a chance! but then i didnt take it. michelle and teresa and kathy came to me after lunch break and asked me to give back aladdin (him) his hat that he left and i was like "what?? omgomgomg."i take that as a sign! i came to maureen and told her that i needed to find him to give his hat back. she was like "omg! give it to him!" i was like "nooo!! come with me! COME WEITH ME!" i couldnt find him after one wquick search so i was like "lets go back" she told jason and then he wass the same "gogo! give it to him!" ohh...so embarrassing. then jason took the hat and tried to place it on my head and i was squelling so loud! then i ran to the carpet and he said "jenny! jenny! seriously, give it to him" i kept saying "no!" then dennis says "i dare you to wear it" i was thinking to myself "holy crap, he knows too?" then richard came! he got his hat back, but not from me. jason said to me as he walked away: "you had your chance"

next time, if something like this ever happens again, ill go for it. i know itll be reallllly embarrassing cause im not a social kind of person but ill do my best! and i think he doesnt remember me. so sad. really sad.

tomoros rehearsal runa till probably 7? dude, its gonna be awesome. i love rehearsals. its so much fun cause im not doing anything at home. i honestly dont like being at home no mores. its not as fun as being with people. hahah.

im finally getting the hang of ques and changing scenery and crap. its hard work but im up for it. lol.

sleep time. its like 12:13AM now. bloody hell man, i have classes tomoro! after school is rehearsals. damnnn... thursday is gonna be hard work: AN ACTUAL PRODUCTION! cant wait! so excited!

Thursday, August 13, 2009 11:10 PM


YEAR 10 SOCIAL OF 2009 ROCKS!
just came home from social and omg, my feet are killing me. i will always remember this pain forever as long as i shall live.

richard...omg. i couldnt talk to him. i did but he didnt say anything. this is seriously never going to work. hes an awesome dancer and singer yet he didnt dance as much. all he did was sit and talk to people. he's never gonna notice me. omg, i give up!

jason likes lisa. he confessed today. but it didnt end well. i feel kinda responsible. he told me about it and i said "go for it" but then later, i said "maybe no" other people got involved and it just turned to mulsh.

i danced allllll night! i had high heel races with people wearing flats...so much fun! i even collected glo sticks. currently counting how many i have. 48 in total. thats not much but when you look at it, it looks like i have heaps.

i got people to dance and everything! good job jenny, jennifer, debra, vy and all you other people who didnt dance at first but then you did! AWESOME JOB YOU GUYS!

i missed out on so much good tv today! totally sucks! i missed gossip girl, moonlight, the hills, amazing race, true beauty and i think thats it. man, it was totally worth missing out all that stuff.

i think my ex crush- anderson has gotten denise.nguyen as a girlfriend. but thank god i am totally over him.

i feel really bad cause i was running ini my heels thinking that my mum had come to pick me up in front of the school so i ran from the other side and went completely through someone else. and it was ms allen. i am so sorry. that was so rude of me. ill go apologize tomoro if i can. and i need mr collins to sign my media request.

ok, off to take a looooong shower. need to water away all that digusting man sweat and well, my sweat! hahah. man, its been a loooong day.

Saturday, August 8, 2009 8:48 PM


bad news.
read the convo:

CONVO WITH LISA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
LISAAAAA!!!
KING ARTHUR says:
OMGG
KING ARTHUR says:
OMG
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
KING ARTHUR says:
r u on?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
YEAH BUT OFFLINE!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGMOG!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
DID JASON TELL YOU?
KING ARTHUR says:
i noe
KING ARTHUR says:
OMG
KING ARTHUR says:
OMG
KING ARTHUR says:
TELL ME WAT?
KING ARTHUR says:
TELL ME
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
OK, BOVIOUSLY NOT
KING ARTHUR says:
NOW
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
RICHARD TALKED TO ME!
KING ARTHUR says:
OMG
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
SHOOK MY HAND
KING ARTHUR says:
CONGRATS
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
AND KNOWS MY NAME!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
IVE BEEN TOTALLY HIGH!
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
KING ARTHUR says:
HOW
KING ARTHUR says:
OMG
KING ARTHUR says:
CONGRATS MAN
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
well ive been looking at him for the whole rehearsal. at lunch break, me, maureen and jason were talking about it and then at the end of lunch, jason went up to talk to him and i was like "what the hell did you say???" i was freaked so i ran for it! then after rehearsals finished, we were the last couple of people to leave cause we were cleaning up and yada yada.... i didnt see him around so i
KING ARTHUR says:
yea and
KING ARTHUR says:
and
KING ARTHUR says:
amd
KING ARTHUR says:
come on
KING ARTHUR says:
type faster
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
thought hed be gone by then. but he wasnt! when we all went out, i turned around and saw him! ahhh! he was like "hey, i should meet all of you." he looked at maureen and said "hi, im richard, nice to meet you, whats your name?" took out his hand and shook maureens hand when she said her name.
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
and then
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
he looked at me and said "hi, my names richard, nice to meet you, whats your name?" i was going red (as jason had told me) then i said "jenny" took out my hand and shook it! AHHHHHHHHHH!! I SHOOK HIS HAND! AND HE KNOWS MY NAME! then i looked at jasona nd made that "you didnt" face! omgomgomgomgomgomg
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
then i went first and linked arms with maureen and then once i reached outside the gates, I SKIPPED THE WHOLE WAY DOWN THE PATHWAY!
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
KING ARTHUR says:
omg
KING ARTHUR says:
congrats
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
im so happy
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
hahah
KING ARTHUR says:
GUESS WAT JASON SAID
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
so how have you been today?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
what?
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
KING ARTHUR says:
NM
KING ARTHUR says:
BUT GUESS WAT HE SAID
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
KING ARTHUR says:
FUNNIEST THING EVER
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
ok, tell me
KING ARTHUR says:
omg
KING ARTHUR says:
lol
KING ARTHUR says:
ok...
KING ARTHUR says:
"she's got the hots for you"
KING ARTHUR says:
oi
KING ARTHUR says:
HELLOS?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
im kinda confused
KING ARTHUR says:
YO MISS IM IN LOVE?
KING ARTHUR says:
ok
KING ARTHUR says:
he went up to richard
KING ARTHUR says:
and said
KING ARTHUR says:
she has the hots for you
KING ARTHUR says:
to richard
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
MY LIFE IS OVER!
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
are you for real?
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
KING ARTHUR says:
YEA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
or are you kidding?
KING ARTHUR says:
WAIT
KING ARTHUR says:
but richard didnt noe who it was
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
oh no oh no oh no!
KING ARTHUR says:
lol
KING ARTHUR says:
calm down
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
IM TELLING HIM OFF
KING ARTHUR says:
NO DONT
KING ARTHUR says:
HE HELPED YOU
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
HECK NO!
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
KING ARTHUR says:
DONT WORRY
KING ARTHUR says:
I WAS JOKING
KING ARTHUR says:

KING ARTHUR says:
YO MISS?
KING ARTHUR says:
HELLOS
KING ARTHUR says:
HELLOS????
KING ARTHUR says:
lol fine be that way
KING ARTHUR says:
i had stuff to tell u about ur dream
KING ARTHUR says:
*hmph
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
too late, im talking to him now
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
what about the dream
KING ARTHUR says:
nothing
KING ARTHUR says:

KING ARTHUR says:
*hmph
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
tell meeeee
KING ARTHUR says:
no nothing
KING ARTHUR says:
...
KING ARTHUR says:
i forgot
KING ARTHUR says:
how was shaking his hand?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
totally hot
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
hshsh
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
hahaha
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
tell me what you thougth about the drema?
KING ARTHUR says:
oh FUNNY
KING ARTHUR says:
LOL
lil_lisah@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:29 PM:
i dont think u can get stuck though
lil_lisah@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:30 PM:
do i give it back to u?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
stuck?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
nope

---------end

CONVO WITH JASON:
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
JASON!
- jason; says:
JENNY
- jason; says:
DONT YOU DAREE
- jason; says:
TELL LISA
- jason; says:
THAT I USE TO ..
- jason; says:
YOU KNOWW .....
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
I CANT BELIEVE YOU DID THAT
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
DID YOU SERIOUSLY SAY THAT?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
DID YOU?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
TELL ME THE TRUTH!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
OR ELSE IM GONNA HAVE TO ASK HIM MYSELF!
- jason; says:
go for it
- jason; says:
i said
- jason; says:
she has the hots for you
- jason; says:
and he was like
- jason; says:
WHAT WHAT
- jason; says:
lucky he didnt know who i was talking about
- jason; says:
then i was like mr popular alladin
- jason; says:
and he was like
- jason; says:
nahh i cbf , didnt know why i auditioned
- jason; says:
just gonna be friendly
- jason; says:
and shiettt
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
WHEN WAS THIS?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
AFTER I SHOOK HANDS WITHHIM?
- jason; says:
nooo
- jason; says:
this was when
- jason; says:
we were
- jason; says:
walking into
- jason; says:
the thing
- jason; says:
QA
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
YOU DIDNT!!!!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
- jason; says:
...
- jason; says:
huh .. ?
- jason; says:
i didnt ?
- jason; says:
when we were walking into the QA , we had a talk ?
- jason; says:
all i said was mr popular alladin
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
no no, why did you say that? he's totally gonna know that i like himmm
- jason; says:
NOOOO
- jason; says:
he doesnt know
- jason; says:
who i was
- jason; says:
talking about
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
but i hang out with you most of the time!
- jason; says:
but then we were looking at the back
- jason; says:
and some chick was giving him rubish
- jason; says:
then iwas like shes got the hots for you
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
i sill cant believe you did that
- jason; says:
why ... ?
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
because! it can still be linked to meee
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
you know how you said that "just gonna be friendly and shiettt", what did he mean byt hat?
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:33 PM:
friendly
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:33 PM:
like
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:33 PM:
what did he say to you
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:33 PM:
when he shoook your hand ?
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:33 PM:
before **
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
hi my name is richard, nice to meet you, whats your name
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:35 PM:
nono
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:35 PM:
BEFORE he met you
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:35 PM:
he said somethingg
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
he said nothing
- jason; says:
NOOO
- jason; says:
HE SAID SOMETHINGG
- jason; says:
I REMEMBER
- jason; says:
SAID SOMETHING TO ME
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
well then i dont know
- jason; says:
GAHH
- jason; says:
HE SAID SOMETHING !!
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
to you
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
did YOU ever tell me
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
im so confused
- jason; says:
GAHHH
- jason; says:
DU MA
- jason; says:
I FORGOT WHAT HE SAID
- jason; says:
BEFOREE HE SHOOOK YOUR HAND AND STUFF
- jason; says:
DU MAA >___>
- jason; says:
who cares
- jason; says:
you touched him
- jason; says:
wait wait
- jason; says:
have you shook his hand yet ?
- jason; says:
I MEANN
- jason; says:
have you washed your hands yet ? :
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
you know what. never mind. im getting too much into this
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
sorry about all thsi
- jason; says:
...
- jason; says:
theres nothing to be sorrie about
- jason; says:

JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
ya huh there is
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
cause i knew something like this would happen
- jason; says:
like what ... ?
- jason; says:
your confusing me
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
cause when friends get into relationships too much like this, it gets out of hand and totally stuffs up friendships
its.jasonyo@hotmail.com sent 8/08/2009 7:43 PM:
what are you trying to sayy ... =\
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
straightforwardly- this whole richard thing is getting out of hand. youre angry, im totally confused and its going nowhere
JENNYSU/CAMEL ASS/MRS.007 says:
so im really sorry
- jason; says:
im not angry
- jason; says:
no need to be sorriee jenny
- jason; says:
its all gooood

--------------end


from reading that, they sound kinda peeved off at me. i knew something like this would happen. friendships would break. everything just ends. so thats why ive deicded to do the following:
1. apologise to jason for all this matter
2. apologise to lisa for all this matter also
3. end my crush and give up on richard

i dont want to lose friends over a guy. not like this either. i guess thats another reason why i dont tell anyone who i like. cause either i get hurt or it ends up hurting another. so much for the best day ever huh. nothing ever turns out the way you want.

from jasons convo, i started crying till now cause i felt so bad. he was angry for sure. even if he said he wasnt, theres no way in hell anyone would believe that.
it just made me realise how much into this i am. i never wanted to like richard and i still dont but i cant help but like him.

im sorry

4:32 PM


RICHARD KNOWS MY NAME!
omgomgomgomgomg! this is the most excited or happy or whatever ive ever been!
we had rehearsals today at 10AM-3:30PM. none of my friends came yet and so i was stuck by myself. my mum made me come early so i was there at like 9:45AM. i walked into the building and this viet teahcer says to the dude playing diego and one of the guards: "we will be closing the gates soon so you can either stay inside or wait at the front." we stayed at the front. i then followed the dudes outside to the front and then walked with them to the PAC. the gate was closed so eh. on the way, while i was walking, i see a glimpse of richard. i walk slower and then turn my head to take a second glance. it was him. and i think he has a younger brother too. i hear all this hip hop, rnb music coming from inside the car. lol. so then i kep walking. i talked to the people that had come so i wouldnt look like such a loner. he goes past and then leans on a post. so hot. he was just there by himself and then i was just there by myself. i was gonna talk to him but i couldnt. too chicken to do it. so then the gate opened and i was like "thank god" i went in, we practically all went in.

we went into the PAC and then sat down. i was by myself. maureen and jason still hadnt come. they were late! after like half an hour or so, mr collins calls us (theatre crew) and then maureen appears! thank god! someone i can talk to instead of chanel. no offence. directors notes, blah blah blah. then for the next hour or so, all we did was nothing. the dancers went to practice, the singers and towns people went to practice, all the guards were practicing in front of us. it was pretty boring. so me and maureen went to practice with guppy (the camel). we then had our break and then we started acting. it was fun. i just kept looking at richard and jason kept poking me and nudging me. god, his voice is so awesome. we obvioiusly had stuff to do and man, i even had a headache. i kept stuffing up but at least he didnt yell at me. im kinda getting the hang of it now. which is good.

lunch break came- it was for half an hour. i gave my lunch to jason cause he was starving and i didnt want to eat. we went past the basketball people - he was there!
oh wait.
before lunch break, me and maureen rolled up the red carpet and while we were rolling, he was on it and then he said sorry. i didnt know who it was until i put my head up. OMG! second time hes said sorry to me. hottt! so when he finished, jason came over and told me to sit on the carpet while maureen got her lunch. i told him that richard talked to me again! i told him the whole story and then richard was COMING! COMING TOWARDS US AND JASON JUST KEPT TALKING ABOUT IT! I WAS LIKE *whisperred"SHUT UP!" but he just kept talking. so then i hit him (like i always do) and then when richard was at the seats extremely close to us- so close that you could hear him whisper! then when he wouldnt shut up, i ran off! jason followed and then when we got to the opposite door, i looked back and richard was looking my way! ahhh! shit, he probably heard! then we ate lunch.

back to the main story:
so then we decided to sit on the grass. while we were walking past the basketball people, jason whispered: "you can lie on the grass and then richard can notice you! or you can go lie on the grass with richard!" i was like what? times 2. and then when i heard him properly, i was like "OMG!!!! I HATE YOU!" maureen was like "what?" when we reached the grass, i told maureen that i have a crush on him. and then from there, we were just talking about boys and girls and relationships. it was really fun. i told then everything! who i liked, when, how long and the "bump" method of meeting him. hahaha. it was so much fun. when time had nearly finished, richard made his way (oh right, i was just staring at him at this time. we were far away from him) towards i think sabina who was lying down on the grass. he went over her and just stayed there. catch my drift? then as maureen and jason were talking, i was like " 12 o clock! 12 o clock! check it check it!" then after realising what i was talking about, they looked, and laughed out loud. i did too! jason fall on his back from laughing! it was so funny. time to go in and start acting again. i was like "wait wait...." cause i wanted richard to call us in. hahah. im so lame! haha. so we headed back anyway and then all of a sudden...jason moves to richard who was walking by himself and quite close to us. i was like "what are you doing?" he just kept going. so then i got maureen and ran for it!

when we came back in, i was like "what did you do?" he wouldnt tell me! omg omg omg. but all he said was "i got you in!" we sat down after setting up the scene. i was like to him "what did you do?" i was so scared! terrified. he just kept saying "i got you in"

im gonna skip the rest and make my story end now....

once we finished, got our sheets of notices, the crew stayed back and helped clean up. i didnt see richard anywhere so i thought he was long gone by then. we then left after i called my mum and said that id be walking home with friends. THEN! we exited the PAC, me, maureen and jason talked- obviously- and then, i turn around and see richard! i was like "omg!" i turned back around and then he said hi to us! he was like "hi, i should meet you all!" then he looked at maureen, took out his hand and said "hi, my names richard, nice to meet you, whats your name?" "maureen." then he looked at me. by that time, i just wanted to run! run my ass off!!! "hi, my names richard, nice to meet you, whats your name?" i had this confused look on my face and it was kinda like the omg-im-meeting-a-celebrity face. i took out my hand and said "jenny" O-M-G! i touched his hand! i shook it! i quickly looked at jason and had that "you didnt!" face. so we walked as a group towards the gate and jason said after i shook his hand "tran. jenny tran!" i walked ahead a bit with maureen. him and richard were talking. i heard richard say "man, i dont even know why im in this anymore!" after that, everything faded. all i could think about was "he shook my hand! he knows my name!" so after that, i linked arms with maureen and then turned around. richard...ahhhh. then i skipped away happily with maureen chasing after me. i did one of those side kicks as your skipping thing. omg. it was wonderful! i had the most hugest smile on my face! maureen just kept chasing me and shouting "wait! jenny! wait!" ahhaha. i stopped and said "OMG, HE KNOWS MY NAME!" jason wasnt even there cause he was walking. he caught up with us and then...ahhhhhhhh!!! i still cant get over it. maureen went to catch her bus, and then i asked jason "so is that what you did?" and he was like "yeah." i was like "what did you say?" "i said, hey, come over with us later" and then he did! i kinda feel bad that he had to and that jason was the guy that made it happen. hahha. but i just feel so happy! im still kinda confused though. i hope that richard didnt feel like he had to come talk to us after rehearsals are done. cause then id feel really bad.

while we were walking, all i did was squeel and say "HE KNOWS MY NAME" i have to thank jason on monday. today was the best day ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but then my parents came! i told them that i didnt want them to come pick me up. stupid dad. but who cares! i ran into the car (not as in car crash ran in the car) i was so happy that i even told my parents. they were fine with it. thn my dad asked "who's that guy" he was referring to jason. lol. he thought something was up! hahaha. i told them how i liked him and all. then my dad was like "see, when youre involved in stuff, youll make lots of friends" then we came home. i skipped to open the door and everything. i go to the living room and see that my dad had bought this chair. it looked alright but the placement didnt look good. my dad kept telling me to sit on it but all i was doing is circling the dining table and laughing and smiling..

then i chatted to jason on msn and you wouldnt believe what he said "theres a chance that richard will be dressing up as mr.007!" i typed back "WHAT?!" i was completely dazed and confused (thats what his tshirt said)

what im worried about is that that meeting is only gonna be a one time thing. he'll ask for my name but we'll never ever talk again. but i actually hope he does! hahah. but im gonna let fate take its course from now on. and ill just keep dreaming.

today has been the best day in a while so far.
so thank you maureen and jason for keeping me company and listening to me squeel about richard. may the production week be awesome! i must take pictures! and take pictures with guppy too! hahah

still have a headache. maybe cause i havent eaten since the morning. who knows. i need to get something to eat before i pass out.

Friday, August 7, 2009 3:53 PM


EL TANGO DE ROXANNE! EL TANGO DE ROXANNE!

i have a horrible voice! i record myself singing and it doesnt sound nice!! ive been singing aladdin everywhere and no one ever told me that my singing sounds bad. they say its nice but i know they dont mean it. they might think so but i definately hate it! theres no way i can sing with richard now!

lunch was the best today. i sat inside and by and we were talking about richard. i finally told vi cause whenever i say no, i feel really bad. she actually doesnt know who he is but i guess thats a good thing. lisa found something about me that shocked me to my very core! i didnt eat all my lunch, instead, i have half to tina and trang. i constantly talk about him and cant stop thinking about him. i cant sleep. sound familiar?
"i cant sleep, i cant eat..." lisa says this : "omg, you dont get it do you! YOURE IN LOVE WITH HIM." love? love? love???? i shocked me. its just a crush. its JUST a crush!
"i can sleep, i cant eat...its because..because!...I LOVE YOU"
i didnt want this to happen! and now im freakin out.
no wonder people say love sucks.

so for most of lunch, we were coming up with ways he can notice me. all they came up with is bumping into him accidentally. thats like the oldest "notice me" method in the book! they even did examples and stuff too! i have 2 more weeks to get to know him and thats it! all i just want is for him to know my name, call it out and talk to me like he does with his friends! thats all i want! please oh pleaseeeeeeee!!
and hopefully, become good friends afterwards.

why why why why why why why why why why! lisa said that if we were in the same class as him, shed help me get him. thank you lisa but id like to try it myself. cause i dont wanna tell the story of our relationship with "my friend lisa helped me court him!" hahah.

i have no viet school and no engtu tomoro! oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah! instead, i got rehearsals at school! from 10AM-3:30PM. awesome stuff mate! i get to see richard tomoro! he had a ski trip today. and how do i know this? cause harry from my theatre arts class is his bodyguard. if he falls, harry falls down first to protect richard from his fall. and vice versa. hahah.

ok, must go and do work now.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 7:06 PM


people know about rrr. i gave in and told people. trang who's been trying to figure who i was talking about the whole time took like a week to figure out! a week! i told her clues and everything! hahah. jenny, took one day. and lisa, i told cause i dont like keeping secrets from her. and jason, figured it out like *snaps fingers* that!

i had a good day. lunch was pretty fun. i was up in the art room for the first half hour and then i went downstairs to enjoy the rest of lunch with the group downstairs. most of them were gone and then me and vi decided to go to walk around cause she's never seen the place in much detail and shit. we went towards the oval and basketball courts. we saw jennifer so we hung out there. dudes were playing four square. i hate that game cause i cant play. ill end up making a fool of myself. but i dont mind giving it a try. trang then told me, out loud: "YA! look to your left!" he was right there!!!! so then i hit her on the head! hahah. as a punishment for saying it out loud.

she figured it out when she was looking down the corridor and then named him. i said no cause lisa and linda were like right there! so then i took her out and told her "yes." she was like "nice taste" ahahha. i know i know! ahhh, hes so cute.

in maths class, lisa wanted to know who it was. i gave in after a while and then told her. for some odd ass reason, after i told her, i started going sad cause he doesnt know me and all and then i cried! thats rigiht, i freakin cried. not like totally balling my eyes out but tears came out. tiny tears.

after school ended, i decided to attend rehearsals even though i didnt want to to avoid seeing him. but then i did anyway cause i had business as last two periods. so i needed a pick me up. jason came back and then we were off. maureen didnt come with me today cause shes got a test to prepare. damn man! i was so alone. but not too alone cause i had jason there. he asked if i liked someone too. bloody heck man, day of confession huh. he guessed and the first person he named, he got it right. amazing! so he kept me company for the whole time except til about 5-6. i was sitting on the seats doing nothing. so alone. and then he was doing all those "awwww" noises and i kept hitting him in embarressment. guys are really easier to talk to. i figured this ages ago: when you talk to girls, its bitchy but when you talk to guys, you kinda feel free to act like yourself! odd as it may seem.

omg, during rehearsals, when they singing a whole new world, it sucked. richard was brilliant but rita, dude, seriously. get your tone right! i like him i like him i like him! and i hate it i hate it i hate it! i wish he knew me. i wish he knew me! i wish he knew me!

i just read my love story and it doesnt sound as good as i thought. in my head, it was all i could think about but now, it just sounds wierd. i think its one of those stories wher you have to be there and be in the mood. with the right music, the whole story is perfect.

must go do my maths homework now. shit! business homework! fudge fudge fudge!


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