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Thursday, July 30, 2009 7:00 PM



oh yeah! finally! some news on love buffet!

had rehearsals today and man, it was fun. went over to the PAC right after school ended. before i reached the doors, i saw richard at the door and then he went iside slightly and then as i walked into the door, he said "sorry" AHHH! he spoke to me! hahahah. lol. im so funny. i react like that cause thats the first word he ever said to me! OMG! hahaha.

its now 10:14PM
i totally forgot about this
ill blog again tomoro or the next time i come on again!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 8:58 PM


this is a quick short post!
had my first rehearsal today for aladdin jr.pretty fun but i kept complaining to my friend and i think it ticked her off a bit. sorry maureen. made new friends though! kevin and harry. harry to the teachers pet which actually landed him the role as assistant manager! lucky. but he wasnt all that cocky as i thought he was. his voice reminds me of someone famous. or someone in a movie. i dont know who though! its been bugging me all day. then kevin. this little midget. i think hes a yr7 kid. but seeing as me and maureen is a camel, he leads us! i know. short little midget with a tall ass camel! awesome stuff. timothy burr- yr11- plays jafar and is also in my business class (also known as sleepy head to bennet). he bloody hit my friend (in camel suit- playing the head which is actually connected to a pole) hes nice but kinda an ass.

omgomg! i saw rrr the whole day today. still doesnt k now i exist but i guess we should keep it that way. i was standing next to him one moment. and i got to hear his voice for the whole time! well just one line lyric! OMG, HIS VOICE IS HOTTT! ahhh.... i was gonna say something but itll be weird cause im in a camel suit saying stuff to him! hahaha. he did something funny but i couldnt really see. damn... the music for the musical is pretty good. sounds exactly like it. jasmine is a good actress btw. lol. out of nowhere.

we watched half of the 1st scene and it was pretty good. mr collins was a nut case! nahh, not exactly but close! he goes angry to calm, angry to calm! its quite funny. he yelled at this yr7 kid for touching his stuff and talking to him while directing and shizz. scary stuff mate! you never want to piss of the milk man.

while me and my friend were in the camel suit, people were constantly hitting us! bloody hell. i knew that would happen. we had so many questions like: can you see me? can you breathe in this thing? does it smell? are you getting hot? whos in there? thanks to sabina and vicky, they said our names. hahah.

overall i had fun and crushing over rrr again. stupid guy- i hate him i hate him i hate him! nahhh, i cant, and i dont. just want to get over him.
i heard we have to rehearsals on sats so maybe i can miss viet school! unlikely but hopefully!

i think ive been pissing people off lately. it started from sat. i pissed mel off for calling her short. i pissed karen off for making her feel dumb- i say duh! after everything. im sure i pissed lisa off with jason (her maybe boyfriend- she says no cause she says he was as girlfriend). im gonna apologise tomoro. i feel so bad about everything.

i wont be in school grounds for the whole day cept homeroom and period5+6. its just that i wont be going to classes! yipeee. thank god, i have the theatre arts thing- melbourne theatre company! so excited. trying to bring less things. so i need a pen, glasses, phone and food. food, ill eat a big breakfast- if not, ill bring my bag. bringing money for maccas after! oh yeahh! i want bubble cup! currently craving for it!

okay, must go!

Friday, July 24, 2009 3:54 PM


officially deleted the old blog.
when the time comes, ill share this blog to everyone. but in the meantime itll stay private and hidden.

had theatre arts today and every lesson is somewhat becoming boring. me, hien, emma and maureen were stuck making boxes. we managed to finish the other one and 2 extra ones. we werent even acknowledged by our work! the teacher, mr.collins- in the milk commercial- doesnt even know my name! the trouble with not naming names is that you never get chosen for the good jobs. i really wanted to spray paint but couldnt. i also wanted to paint but couldnt. i wanted to do sound but couldnt. i cant do anything! this is always a barrier in my life- shyness. gosh i hate the word. seeing as im a camel with my friend, we have to go to rehearsals on tuesday after school @4:30PM- 6:00PM. but seeing as we have a little tiny role, i think we're just gonna be there for like an hour. probably not even.

i walked behind rrr today. it was after the home bell and i was walking behind him. i swear, he's never gonna notice me. for one, he doesnt even know i exist. he seems like an all rounder but i doubt it. dreams never come true. thats my new motto. i saw my first crush today, 4 times! or maybe 5, dont know. i believe its a sign but not gonna take it to heart. when i walk past him, its like we're just strangers at school. its awesome. im totally over him now! oh yeah!

my dad bought these brilliant looking awesome feeling dr.marten shoes! it looks exactly like the ones i want! my dad cleaned it up once we got home and let me try them on cause he originally bought them for me. oh dad, you shouldnt have! GIVE EM TO ME! anywhoo.. theyre too big. dammit man! why do bad things always happen to me?! or is it that my life now is complete shit and someone is leaving my life in awesomeness when im older? when i typed that, i had this whole sex and the city monologue in my head! ahhaha! when carrie is typing on her laptop at the start or end of an episode. lol.

my sister found an item for my outfit for the social! so now i got 2 things down, 3 more things to go! yipeee. she got me this bow tie which looks so cute. thank god it fits me. now i need the main stuff- shorts, shirt and jacket. nice. theres only 70 people going! from my recalection. we need 150 pepople in total to go and the social is in 3 weeks time!

im gonna love this month and august! its gonna be fun!
my schedule:
SATURDAY 25 JULY:
viet school
engtu
humanities- revise on chap1 and remember key terms
business- summaerise chaps 17, 18, 19
theatre arts- portfolio must be finished

SUNDAY 26 JULY:
humanities
business
theatre arts

MONDAY 27 JULY:
humanities test
business test (i think)

TUESDAY 28 JULY:
business test today?
rehearsals after school: 3:30PM-6:00PM (rrr will be there- must not dream too much!)

WEDNESDAY 29 JULY:
melbourne theatre company (theatre arts) excursion- P1-6
*bring: pencil, glasses, keys, phone, drink, money, ID
mathtu

THURSDAY 30 JULY:
business test today? gotta be today.

FRIDAY 31 JULY:
nothing planned

SATURDAY 1 AUGUST:
viet school
engtu

SUNDAY 2 AUGUST- WEDNESDAY 12TH AUGUST:
get clothing for snow trip. or find clothing for snow trip.

THURSDAY 13 AUGUST:
year 10 social
* plans:
do nails
make up
clothing
outta the house!
@ school
PARTYING HARD!
totally not like me! hahah
home
off the make up
off the nail polish
shower
sleep tight!
zzzzzzz

FRIDAY 14 AUGUST:
year 11 2010 course advice day
NO SCHOOL
*bring: re-enrolment form, course time sheet, chosen subjects

SATURDAY 15 AUGUST:
viet school
engtu

SUNDAY 16 AUGUST:
get ready for snow trip
*charge ipod!
finish homework- if i have any!

MONDAY 17 AUGUST:
SNOW TRIP DAY!
*reminders: wake up @ 5AM and leave @ 5:45AM. should be there by 6AM.
brought all the right stuff?
ipod fully charged?
got beanie and gloves? and also the cream?

TUESDAY 18 AUGUST:
back to usual school
so sad :( i have double business!

WEDNESDAY 19 AUGUST:
nothing planned

THURSDAY 20 AUGUST:
MUSICAL NIGHT! ALADDIN JR! @7:30PM
"i can show you the world...a whole new world, a hundred thousand things to see. but when im way up here, its crystal clear. now im in a whole new world with youuuu~"

FRIDAY 21 AUGUST:
nothing planned

SATURDAY 22 AUGUST:
miss viet school and engtu
SECOND DAY OF MUSICAL NIGHT! afternoon actually.@1:30PM
"i can show you the world...a whole new world, a hundred thousand things to see. but when im way up here, its crystal clear. now im in a whole new world with youuuu~"

thats all i got planned so far. who knows about the free day/no plans day. im thinking im gonna get a jazillion bucketloads of homework. ok, too exaggerated. you get the jist.

during the last half of lunch, me, linda, karen, debra, monica and vy were sitting outside while the others sat inside- opposite day, seriously- nah kidding. there was this group of year 11's boys+girls and they were constantly staring at all of us. either one of the guys likes one of us or we did something incredibly embarrassing or they were making fun of us. i dont think its the making fun one cause then why would just stare in suspicion? 2 guys came up to us but towards the side. i saw them come but didnt look too much. we suspect that someone likes karen! hahaha. we told her to hide when monica told us that the group was staring at us and she thinks its cause of karen. she kinda freaked out in a smooth way and we told her to hide in the small alley way. poor thing. she was al alone. i talked to her about the snow trip so she wouldnt miss out on a conversation. there was that "go go!" from the staring group so i asked linda to come with me to the toilet. just so i can escape the horror of what was going to supposedly happen. byt he time i reached the toilet door, the bell had rung. saved by the bell! hahaha.

i kinda feel over rrr now. i think it was the love dreams that made me what i was like yesterday. yeah. its now been confirmed that im over him. i mean, it was his voice that i was into right? i dont even know his personality and anyway, his group is not my group- micah, joyce, jenny...

boyless! boy free zone.

off to study like a madman!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 9:51 PM


LOL! vce, vet, vcal pin night today. went to the vietnamese session and god was that a snoozer! my Ly was translating and gosh was it horrible. he was killing us all softly with his words. hahah!! funny! i caught up with friedns after. had to bloody go home just when we arrived to pick up my dad. and amazingly, he didnt sleep at all! good job dad! it was so funny. everyone went out and all i saw was parents by themselves with their children slightly away from them! hahahah. so funny. us kids are always embarrassed by our parents. its mortifying! truly, i know being a kid myself. but i love my parents. coolest parents ever i say. hahah.

during PE today, it was pretty much free period so me karen and timmy played for a bit (i scored 2 goals for soccer! oh yeah!) and then eventually everyone started to sit down and talk! hilarious. so me and karen start talking about dreams and shit and then i told her about my dream where i get shot and then aaron saves me. she thought it was hilarious cause all she dreams about is meeting jay chou and getting his autograph! hahah. i dream BIG! we talked about social for a bit and suddenly she talks about the social being in a hot air balloon! i thought thatd be cool too but tight. then it kinda went to "how we would die/how we would suicide" but of course we'd never do that! just imagining the best way to die. hahah. then it went to our birthdays. mine, karens, jennyn, and linda's birthday are all in the same month- november. so i came up with this incredibly genius idea- since weve never been to luna park and i seriously wanna go and also its gonna be in spring, we should have a joint birthday party @LUNA PARK! we'd buy unlimited rides ticket and have awesome fun and then later head to st kilda beach.
i talked to karen first. she agreed. then i went up to jennyn and she sorta looked freaked when i just stood in front of her! hahah. sorry about that. she agreed. invited people- not so sure who though. talked to linda but she said she wasnt sure about it cause of how far the place is and all that. i dont even know my parents will allow it anyway! i always come up with these plans but never do them. either money, parents or cant be bothered. in this case, its money, parents, and location. november is the month of our exams so we should actually be more focused on that so i was thinking we hold the party after all the exams are finished and completed. sounds pretty good.

searching up lina park prices....

in the meantime, ill talk about social. me and helen are currently chatting about social characters and who we're coming as. shes finally chosen something after a long talk- audrey hepburn. i think thats a good choice.

ok, $337.95 for adults unlimited ride tickets.

back to the story. i told her that maybe the character would make her look old. so now shes considering it. hahha. i had to make the story short.

me and lisa are awesome now. even though we dont hang out with each other as much, we still talk like it was before. maths is really fun now. we talk and laugh all the time! hahah.

omg, im checking out the luina park website and holy crap, im so excited! i seriously can not wait. but i dont think lots of people can come. seeing as the price and location and of course, parents approval. i was thinking that if i can get and save enough money, i can pay for part of the group. hopefully. i really want everyone there. its gonna be so much fun!
list of peeps:
- jennyt
- jennyn
- karen
- linda
- olivia
- ha
- ellen
- timmy
- tina
- debra
- vy
- vi
- lisa
- trang
- judy
- helen
- annie
- denise
- tina
- linh
- jennifer
21 people in total! nice...i think. total for costs is like $800. shit shit shit.

seriously need to start planning and right now, change and take a shower. i stink!
things due tomoro:
- business outcome
- maths test
- humanities brainstorm
- theatre arts portfolio! shit. havent started it yet!

must give:
- camp form (snow baby! 17th August, monday!)
- MTC form
- signed diary

adios amigos!

Monday, July 20, 2009 10:30 PM


urgh! stuff maths! ill do that another day! lol!! i was just sitting there, looking into space at my work and what ive done, then i just gave up and told my sister to wake me up in 45minutes- 9PM. yeah, didnt happen, i woke up at 10PM-ish. im such a lazy child. seriously, you disturb me when i sleep, ill punch you right out! ill scratch your eyes out! ahhah, overdoing it a bit huh.

ok, i almost told trang about my richard dream but if i told her the story, then id need to to her the guy cause without him, the story would be so confusing! hahha. but i didnt. i like telling people like trang about my crushes, its so fun! hahah.

i feel pretty distant lately with denise so i HAVE to catch up with her during classes and homeroom and stuff. so sorry that youve lost your usb! lost all your work too! poor thing. hopefully someone decent has picked it up and returned it to the library or offices. fingers crossed for you!

jenny and ha, blogging again i see? hahah. jenny took her blog off private and it feels good to read your posts again! my holidays were so boring!! ha, sorry, im closing that blog. hehe.

ok, here it is: my completed ticket. the "The Life of the ARich and Famous" banner doesnt look nice. It totally ruined the whole thing, id say.



what do you think? good, bad? well tell me by leaving me a comment. cheers!

i wanna go watch harry potter again!!!! looking up for cheap tickets at village. c'mon c'mon!! DAMN! they only the proposal at $9. couple more weeks. must check every week then. last weeks was the hangover. wish i went to that! so stupid not to! but its alright, ill just wait for it to come out on dvd. this seasons movies are brilliant!

ok, should be going. missed movies. damn. ill try tomoro. only if good tv aint on. hhahha. if not, then wednesday. oh wait, i have tutor that day. then thursday! OMG! i have viet school this week! AHHHHH!!

5:37 PM


year 10 social is coming up and all i have so far- to my knowledge- is:
ha, karen and thats it. its so sad. if no more people come, im not going but i will be willing to help decorate the place!

i didnt notice but the competition for the social tickets design is closing tomoro!! sorry, tomoro morning! ive been doing it since i got home and it looks pretty nice. but i dont think id win the free ticket in the social cause it doesnt exactly have anything to do with the theme: The Life of the Rich and Famous. i was inspired by maryfrh works:



dont it look gorgeous?! i designed my ticket extremely familiar to that. ill upload it later once ive finished my work. i still have my maths cheat sheet and revision to do and theatre arts work.

OMG! i missed out on the first two periods of class today (theatre arts and humanities) cause it was our first gig as ushers! the year 11's were having a play "macbeth" coming. the guy was so cute! haha. i led my class that i had been assigned to their seats but the freakin teacher just took over and did whatever he does. freakin bastard. if i get a horrible mark on this, i blame him! i was meant to be in charge! i know im shy and everything and thats why i chose this subject! to get out of my shell!



im actually really excited about this years aussie idol. it was always a drag in the past couple years but the commercial looks really good. best commercial aussie idol has ever done! GOOD JOB!

man, im hungry! craving for mac and cheese and noodles! having curry for din din tonight!

i had such a good day today! i was coming home all happy and i even helped my mum with dinner. which i usually dont unless she asks me cause im too hooked into the net and pretending im doing my work. i need to finish up early so i can watch a couple of movies tonight. and of course, TV! the brilliant tv. greatest invention ever i say!

off for now- will be back later tonight- if can of couse
OFF TO DO MY HOMEWORK! OFF OFF AND AWAY!

Saturday, July 18, 2009 7:15 PM


gonna make this a short post cause harry potter's on in 15 minutes!

watched harry potter last night! MAN! that movies good! i loved it! but of course, with all movies, there were some low points. ill discuss em tomoro or something.
my cousin bought the tickets and she signed through the competition with her name. but she said that if she wins, she'll let me have the chance to go to london and star in a tiny role of a moving portrait in the new harry potter movie! thank you! :D

BIG NEWS! im gonna be a camel in this years highly anticipated school musical production of ALADDIN JR. i know, ironic! me and maureen volunteered to be the camel. well be coming in at the start of the play and at the end! i sadly didnt get sound so camel is good enough. me, emma, maureen and hien were making this box and the parts didnt exactly fit until we read the manual thingy correctly through image. we had to connect the base of it and so i into the box and they put the black base inside and i felt like i was in a coffin! it was so scary. i lived my worst nightmare! well thats not exactly MY worst nightmare but its definately one of them. i was really peeved off during period 1+2 and then i had theatre arts periods 3+4. that made me smile and all happy afterwards for lunch and english. i was so happy after that. theatre arts is the best! you always have fun!

read a grazia review on harry potter and it was really good. short and to the point.



This was the movie I’ve been most looking forward to of the Harry Potter series, because this is the BIG book for me. This is the book when Harry grows up and things start getting serious. Harry, Ron and Hermione fall in love, but more importantly, Harry is finally old enough to handle the responsibility of helping Dumbledore destroy Voldemort. He is trusted with private information and is considered Dumbledore’s equal for the task ahead. So it’s BIG!

And while the film was well made, super slick and fun to watch, I couldn’t help but be disappointed because it just wasn’t BIG enough.

I came out feeling nothing had happened. Up until the last 10 minutes of the film, we’re really no closer to the final book and the series’ conclusion.

Yes, Harry grows up physically and yes there are some impressive, but too brief, magical effects… but I wanted this story to blow me away, I wanted to be swept up into the emotion between Harry and Dumbledore and be overwhelmed by the closing credits. And I wasn’t.

Of course I loved returning to Hogwarts (what fan wouldn’t?) and I plan to go back as soon as the next film is released, but I just didn’t feel the love. The final instalment HAS to be better, it has to have more depth, because this film just didn’t do Harry justice.

Hogwarts school is back! Harry, Ron and Hermione reunite for the latest Harry Potter film.

im thinking about going to watch it again. the start was amazingly amazing! i loved when the death eaters would sweep through everything! its amazing. however it wasnt so hyped up as i would have though.

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what ive xblogged:
- dentist
- missed viet school (awesome!)
- sleepy
- wactched pineapple express (funny! every line has a swear word!)
- i am awesome
- black eyed peas: i gotta feeling

ok, harry potter and the goblet of fire is on now! my favourite one!! ahhh!!

Thursday, July 16, 2009 3:51 PM


O-M-G
i could not sleep for the whole night! it was horrible! heres the whole story!

comments made that doesnt exactly have anytrhing with the story but are simply details are in italic

so i had a nap at 8:30PM ish and woke up at 11PM. i realised that i didnt do my outcome for business so i rushed it for an hour and a half. finishing it up and printing it ready for class. by the time i finished it was 12:30AM. i was still in my uniform- P.E and i really needed to shower.
when i get home from school, the first thing i do in step into the bathroom and tie my hair right up! fringe up, everythings up! my hair is soooo annoying at school! i have so many hairstyles but too chicken to wear em to school!
i really needed to take a shower cause my hair would be sticking up the next day. and if i didnt shower, my hair would be oily and id be having a really bad day! i didnt want that so i took a shower. lol.
the time i finished up was at 1AM. thats right. you read that absolutely correct! i was thinking about doing extra homework but i was scared my mum would come out of her room and tell me off for being awake when i should be sleeping and vice versa. i pack up and get ready for bed. by then it was about 1:30AM. i get in bed and just lie there checking whats happening for tomoro. then i realised, omg, harry potter tomoro! yipeee!!
i cannot wait!!! whats awesome about tomoro is that after i watch the film, im home by about 11PM-12AM and the next day is the start of viet school BUT! i dont have to go cause i have a dentists appointment! yipee! harry potter and no viet school! man, thats the life!
so im just lying there hoping that since 3 allowed like 2 months of facebook access, they can have blogger access for half a year! thatd be awesome. so i tried to sleep. i put the blankets over my head and then that didnt work. my secret sleeping habit to help me sleep is to put your pillow on top of your head while you sleep with your head sideways. dont cover your face fully or else youll be suffercating yourself! i did just that but it didnt work! noooo!! im doomed to insomnia! i looked at the clock and it read 2:50AM. i was like "Oh shit." i tried all the sleeping tactics like sleeping on your stomach or sleeping on the other end of the bed. didnt work. so during this whole non sleeping time, you wouldnt believe what i was thinking about. of all things too!

richard.

i dont even know the guy! never met him! never been introduced! seen him around only twice! his mesmerising voice led me to him goshdangit! stupid aladdin! no no, aladdins awesome. all i was thinking was a love story between me and him! and the breakup even made me cry my eyes out! i really want to tell someone but i cant cause im not one of those who sheds a tear in front of someone or confesses feelings with friends. im quite enclosed. i guess theres no one i can talk to about this stuff cept internet blogging! HAHA!
this is prety much the main point of this story of cant being able to sleep on the 16/07/09.
ok, heres the imaginery love story that kept me up all night.
*clears throat*

PART #1

one day in theatre arts class, the cast and backstagehand people all met up for an introduction on how the production was going to happen. the actors stood on stage with the mains standing in front of everyone. and the theatre arts students (us) sitting on the seats of the auditorium. i was in charge of the sound system thingy which is located at the back back back of the building but can still be seen by the audience. i headed up and the actors were rehearsing the songs for the musical. the girl who plays jasmine wasnt there that day so mr collins made me sing the song as i put it on. so i headed down next to richard and he started singing.
oh right! by the way, we were wearing those ear piece connected microphones
my heart was melting cause of his amazing voice. my turn came and everyone was surprised my awesome voice. (lol!!!!!!!!!) we ended smoothly and everyone clapped. we gave each other a hug and our microphones got completely stuck together! the lunch bell rang and everyone left. we had to get the microphone situation sorted. lets just say we were stuck for the rest of lunch. i had to go to wherever he needed and he went with me to wherever i needed. *keep in mind that we just met!* i didndt see my group for the rest of the day. so after we put our junk into our lockers, we got our lunches and we decided to hang out with his group cause i told him all we do is sit and talk about nothing. so i met his group which is just guys. to play a joke in front of them, he told me to pretend that we were a couple. i was ultimately schocked to my core! i was "Say WHAT?!" he was like "Just go with it". he introduced me to his friends and i became his fake girlfriend for the whole of lunch. we cracked up laughing a lot with the random jokes they made and everything. during this whole fiasco, i said to him "since were totally into the role, we should fit every relationship factors there are in this short time" this included first time holding hands, first fight, first break up, etc, etc. but i told him "but the only thing thats excluded is the first kiss." we had our first photo op too. later, we put it up as our msn dp pics.) the whole of lunch was absolutely fun! until....he needed to go piss. he was busting but i was squirming around saying heck no! nooo! NOOOO!! DX --> that face! so he carried me towards the guy toilets cause he was abotu to piss himself laughing. we were now in front of my group and they saw us acting totally odd. i kept trying to run back but since we were connected, he had to follow. he picked me up from the back, grasping me by my waist and i was kicking! literally kicking to escape! and during that whole time, i was screaming my ass off! when i was kicking i accidentally kicked him down there and we both fell. to solve me not wanting to go, he got a black blindfold to cover my eyes. we were standing outside the dude toilets now and i could smell the stench of dude piss. it was horrible. he kept laughing while saying "c'mon! i need to go" i held onto his shoulders and arms and he led me inside. the guys in there were yelling and everything. he explained and everything was a ok. we went into the cubicle and he did his business. i joked "you better not be missing the bowl!" i was squirming around and he was having trouble. he finished and we washed our hands. he took off my blindfold cause we were finished and outside in the air. i was almost passing out cause of the smell and i kinda fell dragging him down with me. he carried me this way :


the o.c season 4. the car crash and death of marissa. loved that episode!

it was so cute. i was part awake but clouded by the smell. he headed into the door where my group sits and they saw and were surprised. he headed out and carried me through the jazillion of people staring. so nice of him imagineraly. the guys were "OHHHH~~!!!" -ing. just like all guys do. lots happened after with my group and his group and then it was the end of lunch. i went to some of his classes and he went to some of mine. at the end of school, actually we were let out earlier to get each other seperated. we finally got seperated and the bell had rung about 2 minutes after we got seperated. we walked to our lockers together and he was saying. ok, this part will be like a script. i dont remember it word for word but ill try my best.
R: so today was fun. it was nice being your fake boyfriend! haha
J: yeah. real fun my ass! i cant believe i went into the guy toilets! thatll be one thing i will have to live with for the rest of my life!!! ahhh!!!
R: hahah! sorry.
so hey, are you going to the social?
J: maybe. you going?
R: not sure yet.
got someone to go with you? or are you thinking about going with friends?
J: (acting suspicious hoping all this small talk would lead to something)
nope. got no one. hehe
R: Hmm. (acts smug)
J: ohhhhhh i see now. go ahead, ask me!
R: ask what? theres nothing to ask!! hehe (nervous laugh)
J: well alright. if youre sure. *coughs under breath= chicken!
R: fine.

- he grabs my hands and spins me round so i face him in less than 0. seconds!

R: do you got a date?
J: (giggling) nope.
R: ok. well uhhh.. do you want to go with...me?
J: (trying to act jokingly and smart)well i dunknowwwww...ill see. ill give you my response in a couple of secs.

1...2....3....4....5....6....7.....8....9....10...
R: (cant wait no longer, bends down on one knee as a joke and asks)
jenny, will you be my date to the year 10 social?
J: (keeping the fake tears in)
omg! yes! a thousand times yes!
R: HAHA! (stands up and gives me a hug)

PART #2

it was the day of the year 10 social and during this time, we were having lunch together with his friends and planning out. we decided to dress up as mr and mrs 007/smith (HOTT!) we're having an incredibly fun time and ive never been more happy at school than ever!
we came dressed up nice and sleek! hahah. that night, we danced, ate, had loads of fun with everyone and then went outside for a breather.
if you read my other posts, it talks about this section but sort of modified a bit.
we sit on the benches outside and start talking about how tired we are. we hold hands and hug each other cause its freezing icing cold in winter while im wearing shorts. lol. here ill try to be descriptive and it may turn quite corny! dont say i didnt warn you!
i lean my head on his shoulder and he leans his head on top of mine. we hold hands (in total 4 hands are grasped) and start laughing at the funnny jokes we make and singing the songs that were played. then, it went silent. he finally pucked up the courage to say "I love you". as i leaned on his shoulder with his head on my head, i pucked up the courage and said "I love you too" we both giggled quietly to ourselves and smiling with relief that we finally said those 3 hardest words in the world. i put my head up with his lifting up too. we look at each other. smile land giggle nervously. i put my head down in embarrassment and then out of no where, he grabs my chin and lifts my head towards his and finally did he decide to kiss me. our eyes were both closed. he pushed me back and i giggle saying "hehe. You kissed me. FINALLY!" we both laugh histerically. i put my hand on his cheek and move my face towards his and gave my reply to his kiss. then we kinda looked like this but with our eyes closed, hand in hand and laughing:


love ross and rachel

PART #3

the relationship was going awesome and steady. we have fun with his friends and my friends and we loved each other. we met with each others parents and family and they both allowed us to be what we were. even my parents surprisingly. they were absolutely fine with it cause they saw i was with a good guy. only as long my grades improve bit by bit, then theyre happy.
one day, i got a letter from a school somewhere overseas offering me a chance to study under a really good professor guy where they can also offer me all of my wildest dreams. they were giving me things that can help me for my future career and success. like an acting course or a business management course with its awesome package and everything. i wanted to take it but i knew that i would have to leave everything. friends, familiy (for a bit) and richard as soon as possible cause the course has an expiry date- end of year to reply.
the next day, i told him about it and that i talked it over with my family and deicded to go. that left the problem with us. i wasnt sure what would happen with us. would it end or continue in the torture with long distance calling. everyone knows that long distance relationships never ever ever ever work! he agreed and said that the only thing was to call it quits. this situation went like this:
J: look richard, i got this awesome offer to study overseas.
---fastforward----
R: so where does that leave us?
J: I dont know
We all know that long distance hardly works out for anyone.
R: yeah

next day:
---fastforward----
J: Im sorry. i cant do this. i have to go.
R: Wait, were not done with this yet!
J: yes we are! and thats my decision!
R: But what about us? huh? DONT YOU EVEN CARE?
J: You think this is easy for me? do you honestly think that?
I KNOW WHAT IM GIVING UP TO DO THIS SCHOOLING THING BUT...BUT THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO AND IM NOT GONNA THROW THIS OPPORTUNITY AWAY JUST FOR...
R: JUST FOR WHAT? ME?
seriously, thanks a lot. (storms out)

(tears came)

we talked some more at lunch but then he left me again ini the middle of the quad. standing alone, i walk crying my eyes out. i walked through the door where my group sits and run up the stairs to sit. i sat there crying.

end of the day:
J: (walking down the corridor but ignoring him as i walked past)
R: (grabs my arm and pushes me against his locker)
please. lets talk
J: im sorry. i ca..
R: (pushed his lips against mine - something similar to the kiss when ross and rachel broke up. powerful yet emotionless)
J: (i pushed away and ran out)
R: (looks down in front of his locker and bangs the door hard. he turns around and slides down the locker with his hands on his head from trying to block out the fight)
-- his friends come to him and try to help him out but he just refuses their help.

it was over between us.

weeks later:
****VERSION1
J: (on the stairs for lunch)
R: (walks up with hands in pockets) hey
J: hey
R: look im sorry. you should go. when you come back well continue our relationship from there. itll work out. well make it work out.
J: (giggles) that wont be until 2014.
R: wow thats a long time!
J: (laughs) that is (stands up now) only 3 years dude.
R: ok i know my maths is horrible but im not that stupid to know that thats 5 years. not 3.
J: of course. (makes way down stairs) its 3 years because im leaving when i finish high school.
R: wait what?
J: (laughs) i called the school and told them i couldnt leave here and had to give up the offer. the people were astounded to my response and allowed me a spot for after i finish school- (sounding smart and up myself)mainly because of my awesome work and the fact that the prof. wants to work with me. haha!!
R: so youre staying?
J: (nodds head) im staying!!hehe (tears swell up)
R: (runs down stairs and lifts me up and spins me round in excitement)
wait. so you were going to give up tphe offer anyway?
J: i couldnt do it! i couldnt leave. not yet anyway with all this happening and all. hhehe. well thats bad news for you cause youre gonna have to be stuck with me for 2 years babe!
R: (sarcastically) oh damn!
J: look, im real sorry for putting you through all that. the last couple weeks have been tough on us and look, if theres anything i can do to make it up to you, i would but..
R: really?
J: you better not be thinking something disgusting up there in your head!
R: no no! well i do agree that its all your fault.
J: (scoffs)
R: BUT! im sorry also.

KISS

****VERSION2
this will be in CAPS cause we're screaming through the whole thing cause of the storm and rain.
--its pouring rain at school.
J: I COULDNT DO IT!
R: (walking with friends and turns around) WHAT?
J: I DIDNT TAKE THE OFFER!
R: (walks towards me slowly)
J: (talking really fast) I CALLED UP THE SCHOOL THERE AND ASKED TO..YOU KNOW...I DIDNT TAKE THE OFFER AND THEN THEY WERE LIKE "WHAT?" AND I JUST KEPT SAYING THAT I COULDNT LEAVE MY LIFE HANGING LIKE THAT SO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DID? THEY ACTUALLY EXTENDED THE OFFER UNTIL I FINISHED YEAR 12. SO GUESS WHAT? IM ACTUALLY STAYING. IM STAYING PUT! THEY TOLD ME THAT THE PROFESSOR WANTED TO WORK WITH ME AND SO THEY MADE AN EXCEPTION TO ACCPETING ME IN 2 YEARS TIME! THE COURSE IS GONNA GO FOR LIKE 3 YEARS AND ALL AND BY THE TIME I COME BACK, ILL BE ABOUT 21? 21 RIGHT? I DONT KNOW, I SHOULDVE COUNTED THAT PROPERLY. I MEAN...LOOK, IM STAYING NOW AND WELL...IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED OVER THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS. IT WAS ROUGH AND ENDED UP BADLY. WELL YOU SHOULD KNOW...BEING ONE OF THEM THERE ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING IT ALL ALSO. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I COULD DO TO MAKE THIS ALRIGHT AGAIN I WOULD. I DEFINATELY WOULD. BUT UHHH.. (OUT OF BREATH)DO YOU WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER? I MEAN ITS YOUR CHOICE. IF YOU WANT TO? MAYBE...YES? WHAT AM I THINKING OF COURSE YOU WOULDNT WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER SEEING AS I HURT YOU SO BAD AS I HURT MYSELF. YOU KNOW WHAT IM JUST RAMBLING ON ABOUT GOD KNOWS WHAT SO JUST FORGET WHAT I SAID. IM JUST SORRY. REAL SORRY ABOUT ALL THIS AND JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT IM STAYING. MAYBE IF YOUD WANT TO GET TOGETHER SOMETIME? MAYBE FOR COFFEE? I DONT KNOW. YOURE JUST GONNA SAY NO ARENT YA. I MEAN COFFEE AND GETTING BACK TOGETHER ISNT SLIGHTLY A BIG DIFFERENCE OR A...
R: (for the whole time i was talking, he was walking his way through the rain slowly to reach to me.) JUST SHUT UP. (then the famous kiss in the rain)
R:I LOVE YOU
J: I LOVE YOU.
--here are some images for you people to get into your head:







i really like this picture only if there wasnt any chinese words:



and also these ones:




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Another Baby on the Way!


Nippon Ham pitcher Yu Darvish (22) and actress Saeko (22) both announced on their blogs that they are expecting their second child.

Darvish, who pitched his fifth complete-game victory of the season in Wednesday's match against the Fukuoka Softbank Hawks, also shared the good news with his fans during a post-game interview.

Darvish and Saeko have been married since November 2007. Saeko gave birth to their first child, a son, in March 2008.

SOURCE: www.asiasnfanatics.net

CONGRATULATIONS!おめでとう

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i have been seriously having the most crappiest week. i accidentally wrote denise's surname as nguyen!, linda doesnt understand me, lisa and me are still distant, dylans a dick, i feel left out. i hate this week. i keep considering moving to another group but itll just be weird. i was thinking hanging out with denise cause shes the next closet friend i got. she hangs out with julia, phuong, cc, and katie but im not exactly close with any of them. and i think its likea group thing if you get me. i wouldnt exactly want to disturb it or anything. lol. i guess ill just see how this will go and worse comes to worse, ill change groups.

NEIGHBOURS TV: omg, bridget dies! todays episode sucked though. yesterday was the car crash and to think that today theyd air something worthwhile! but nooo, just before the commercials starts, they air like 10 seconds of the crash. for now, i only know that steve is alright but barely. gosh, i hate this kind of tv drama! but thats what so good about it! the suspense and anticipation! gosh, tv dramas! hahah.

for theatre arts, i found out that someone else has already been assigned as sound technician person. SUCKS! i wanted that role! man, my weak personality trait is being shy. i gotta step up and have more confidence! its a first comes first serves world! unless of course someone walks past and totally ignores it, then i step in and take it! hahah.

when i got that marissa and ryan car crash death scene picture off google, i was thinking about the oc for a bit. wow, the memories! i was in yr4 or something when it came out!IT WAS THE BEST AND STILL IS! i seriously have to buy the oc on dvd.
i youtubed this: marissa cooper's death. i totally forgot about it! how trey killed her with the dogding car thing! man, so good.



that should be enough typing and bloggin for now. its now 8:17PM so ive been blogging for like what? 5 hours? somewhat there. i need to do my maths work!! and take a shower. and sleep early. and call cousins about harry potter. urgh. hate you judy.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 11:12 PM


FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL! TERM3 BEGINS! let the horror begin again
yes, first day back. horrible horrible! nah kidding. quite fun actually. i slept at about 3-4AM this morning and woke up 7AM this morning! so like only 4 hours sleep! yipee! i drank coke in the morning to keep me awake and turns out- from minimal study- it makes you not want to eat at lunch! i just couldnt eat lunch at all! i didnt want to eat! i felt kina diety but hey, if you dont wanna eat, you dont gotta! so linda, im sorry for telling you off each lunch for not eating, its your choice after all!

met up with lisa again. morning was fun but maths was eh. whenever she speaks to me, i feel like we dont even laugh about anything anymore. shes all about vi now. i dont blame her. vi is fun to talk with! even at lunch today, i noticed, she was hanging out with ha and vi. no longer me and linda. i guess in time well see how it all turns out.

holy shizz! no one is going to the year10 social this year. from the huge amount of people from my group, the only person im sure is going is olivia! the whole group of the multicultual pop are going and possibly the asian pop too. god, its so sad. none of my friends are going at all! so much for mrs.007. bye bye aaron- ling ling qi!
tickets are selling some time next week and its for $10. pretty cheap. i got some responses of people dressing up as a tea cup for crying out loud. no offence hang. but the theme is "Life of the Rich and Famous" i was thinking nicole richie, paris hilton, britney spears, johnny depp, you know, those hollywood actors. not so sure if im going anymore! :(

currently trying to balance blogging as well as business outcome. i was sleeping for the past 2 ish hours and totally forgot about the outcome due tomoro. so lame!

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOODED PRINCE is out in cinemas today! watching it on friday! whoop whoop! cant wait

i have tutor on wednesday's now. no longer awesome thursday! i think it works better this way cause thursday are usually test days and if i need help urgently then i can ask her the day before. ++BONUSS++
i seriously feel disconnected to mary, william and giang. we dont talk anymore. and mary said something about me today to william but i didnt hear cause i was too busy chatting to karolyn- which i feel i am taking away from them-. she said something about a scale of friendship and she was saying that it is like the friendship that me and her share. i know im not that close to her as william is- i bet their dating- but it doesnt hurt to try. i swear, i would love to have that tutor class as my maths class. im talking and laughing without feeling tense. love it. having julia and hang there is awesome fun. since they came, its been more funner. more jokes, more laughs and more conversations.

currently hungry!

omg! the simpsons episode was a repeat of the best episode ever! the ice cream truck and marge's art with popsicle sticks!
i absolutely loved that episode! i saw it sometime last year i think and judy missed it! i was so peeved and went onto the net finding the episode for her to watch. thank god it was on tonight. i love the pimp my ride section. homer comes home and surprises bart and lisa with the ice cream truck all pimped up by otto. then theres that whole 3D thing happening, the wheels, the horn, the ice cream logo! man, that is what good tv is all about! hahaha! i loved the part where homer was dressing up as the ice cream man in that black background. so movie like. kinda like james bond.

ok, almost finished with the business outcome. its bloody 12AM now! stupid death naps! you have come back to haunt me havent you! HAVENT YOU!

i was just thinking of a drama plot- i see my family die in front of me. **knock on wood.** thats all i can think of. i can never think of a good ending. its either corny or yeah, corny! sorry, corny aint the correct term- cliche. like those happily ever after films.

oh right! i almost forgot. for theatre arts, mr collins started to list the jobs needed to be done for the musical coming up in 5 bloody short weeks! how in the world are we gonna make sets and shit in 5 weeks time? and with only about 4 lessons each week? wellll...he said and i think he was totally honest about this, actual classes will be dedicated to this production! soooo, i might be able to get away from the subjects i hate! like business, maths(no one will even know ill be gone), physics (actually this class is ok!), english, you know all those main subjects...

i saw rrr today! omg, he so doesnt know i exist! i told karolyn his name but thats all the deets im giving her. hahah. i told her that i fell head over heels for him because i heard him sing! just because of his singing!! i hate this. i like crushing over people that know meee!! itll be so much easier! cause if you want to tell them, then it wont be as difficult as my problemmm!! waaahhhh!! DX

ok, business outcome currently printing away! i think i did some of the q's wrong but thats ok. i honestly dont care! as long as i get it in and submitted, its all fine with me.

ok, done done done!

shower now. thats right. shower at 12:30AM. its actually really nice when you take a shower at night time. cause youre all warm and clean and you still feel that nice tinglely feeling! hahha. and when you go to sleep, its all nice and warm in the blanket! hahah.

came up with a new goal: get to know rrr personally. somehow. i dont have any classes with him this year but maybe next year? hopefully. or maybe hell talk to me during the production. hope so. no jokes please! i suck with jokes! lol.

ok, outta here!

Sunday, July 12, 2009 11:56 AM


ahhhhhhhhh!!
i need to do my holiday homework!!! im behind by a lot. still got another 3 days till school begins. kill me now!

omg, since i went watched transformers, ive been crushing on newest hottie on my list: Shia Labeouf!
whoot whoot! hes so handsome! hahahha!

check him out:






this jimmy kimmel~ dude is a good interviewer if you ask me. i subscribed to his vids! haha.

check out these websites too:
http://www.popsugar.com/1886900
Shia top off and bloody hot

http://www.popsugar.com/3269425
transformers 2 kick off in japan

for that shia top off a nd bloody hot, heres a sneak peek!


and for the japan premiere:


5 more days till i go watch harry potter and the half blooded prince! everyone online is going "it better be somewhat like the book!" and other stuff that compares it with the book! dude, i get it that the book is always better than the movie. have you ever tried not reading it? and just watching it? that makes it even more exciting!

the thing about dressing up for the movie went downhill! sucks man. i cant make the bloody robe so i was thinking about buying it but that crashed too! to expensive! its like $44 and i think that US dollars. imagine it in AUS dollars- something like x2 and then adding 20?- and also think about the postage and handling/shipping crap! dude, too much money! so i ditched the idea and instead, ill just wear something really nice and comfy! hahaha. i like that idea.

i have been listening to korean hip hop songs. awesome shizz. 2NE1 and 2PM are my biggest craves right now.

look judy, im really happy youre finally into korean music you late bloomer, but do you have to play the same song over and over again?! so annoying that SHINee song- Noona is so pretty REPLAY!-


one word, one sylable- HOT!

i absolutely love the song "I Hate You" from 2PM. thank you youtube! you saved my life. hahaha.

one thing ive noticed over the holidays. fahrenheit isnt that good of a band. they really need to pick up the pace and seriously change their act/performances. i think right now, theyre taking a semi break- which is an entirely good thing- which in this time theyre filming dramas and staying away from the lime light. and in which, i believe they should prepare for a new album which is entirely different to their old ones. when the second album came out with the poster of them looking like rock stars, i was so happy! it looked like they changed their performances and type of genre and everything but sad sad, they didnt. from interviews ive read, it shouldve been a new thing for them but sadly wasnt. it was just a new image for them but the same songs. we are constantly seeing the same things from them. FANS AND POSSIBLY OTHERS NEED SOMETHING NEW FROM YOU FAHRENHEIT! quit the standing-still-and-moving-your-arms movement and move around a bit more. i know some of you (aaron) have severe injuries from the past and such but pick it up slowly and youll get there in a jiff! from the mental angle, i believe youre just a sissy and wont try things you have done wrong. kinda understand what im getting to?
if fahrenheit doesnt change anytime soon (possibly next album) i may give up on them. ill support but give up on them and move on.
oh and just another tip to you guys: please oh please quit wearing all that furry types of clothing (im saying this directly to jiro right now- the monkey suit). wear casual clothes cause those clothes suit you guys the best! oh oh! do not ever wear that scarf again! the one where its wrapped over one side but loose in the middle. please, i beg of you! its seriously not doing anything for you guys.

checked out their official site. omg, well done to the creator of that site! beautifully done!

ok, off to work. kinda. not really! feel like going to sleep right now.

oh right! really weird day dreams!
- an invisible robot (like those mini transformers) came to the school and attacked me. it threw me to the wall and choked me. it dragged me into one of the dude classes (of course) and then threw me into the window. i had shards of glass on my back but onne huge shard in my shoulder.
- a witch or magical being attacked me and threw into the science boy classes. shards again.
- an adult gangter dude came to the school and shot *cough cough* to death. he was still breathing but didnt have any air. odd right? that only happens when you drown to death. so since i was the only girl there, i had to perform CPR on him. so cute! hahha. he lived.
- year10 social in august and i was in a mask. i danced the whole night with *cough cough* and we decided to take a breather outside. i was wearing black shorts and it was cold out. he gave me his blazer/jacket and gave it to me to cover up from the cold. we kissed for a while but then i stopped it. backing away cause i knew it couldnt happen. the next day, he tried to find me but couldnt cause of the mask. everytime, i see him go past the school halls or at assemblys but i cover my face. i avoid him as much as possible. he then found me. lets just leave it at that before you readers puke for a bit. hahah.

corny i know! gosh, my stupid head and those funny yet adventury yet VERY corny daydreams.i think my group of friends are friends with him so that ruins the whole concept of me being with him. sad sad. ill just keep dreaming then. for me its better to dream than to live it.

ive always had this daydream about being on holiday.
theres two.
1. im a tourist and trying to find my way around. theres a fahrenheit concert but im not aware of it just yet. its one of those promotion, outdoor concerts. some car drives past speeding its way towards me and fires a bullet! obviously i get shot and im still alive. aaron sees all this happening and runs down the stage, through the crowd and by my side. so do the rest. the girls (crowd) are screaming their lungs out from the horror of blood. he calls the ambo and leaves with me in the car/van thingy. arrive at the hospital and all those nurses and doctors are trying to save me. they eventually do but i was losing a lot of blood. of course, in dreams- aaron gives blood to me cause hes the same blood type. i live, i thank, i hug, and quick smooch! hahah.
2. i get shot onstage after asking for an autograph. i saved aarons life!! he brings me backstage and covers the wound a nd everything. the bullet was taken out safely and all was good. but i didnt get him! damn. i thought dreams were in your control!lol!

i had this dream with 2 of my crushes
- im famous and acting in a drama with aaron. while me and aaron were talking to the director about god knows what, i see (enter crushes name here) in the background outside. i see him and immediately say "OMG!!" i run out to him, arms wide open and jump to hug him! i have my legs wrapped around him (sounds very odd i know but i always see it in movies!) and kiss him all over! smooooooooooooch! i get off him and start crying. he wipes my tears off and from here, everyones staring at us. the most romantic dream of this was with rrr...

ok, now ive gotta do my work!

Thursday, July 9, 2009 7:11 PM


ok, i might not go to watch harry potter on opening night. seems like im going with my sister and 2 cousins to watch it later that week on friday night.
i just found this session where it offers a harry potter marathon night. you watch all 5 previous movies for only $35. hot right? at cinema nova. i heard from my sister that the cinema ticket prices are only about $5 on half price (not exactly) tuesday.

oh oh! i get to miss out on part of viet school cause i need to go to the dentist @ 10AM. awesomeeeee!!

oh oh oh! me and my sister went to highpoint this afternoon to buy the rest of the friends DVDs. we finally have the whole collection after thinking about buying hte whole set sometime 2 years ago! hahah. finally, after my sister had the urge to buy things, she bought the whole collection. happy happy! so now from tonight till who knows when, me and her are having a friends marathon! niceee. hopefully i can eat popcorn.

happy to say that my teeth are still intact and looking oh so beautiful. hahah.

last night, i had a dream that involved henry. it was seriously romantic! we met somewhere, i cant remember and we started talking and everything. we decided to meet again and well, i cant remember the rest BUT! i do remember us sleeping together (not sexually) and he was extending his arm as a nice pillow. i lied with him somewhere (looked like grass or carpet or something!) and we hugged each other to sleep. then i woke up. it was so nice. but incredibly weird cause it was him.

i had another dream last night. it involved the characters from neighbours and obviously me. there was elle, declan, zeke, donna i think and sunny (that new asian chick). sunny ran away after asking zeke to get her something from the kennedy home. when he joyfully ran to the home, she cried and got her bags and left in a hurry. elle, declan, zeke, supposedly donna and me went into the robinson house to make calls to find her. weird, i know. i dont think we ended up finding her. my dreams never have an ending. odd, seriously.

oh right! also, last night, i had this HUGE! headache. i was thinking about when we were gonna watch harry potter and what id wear and shizz. then i came up with the most incredible idea that i thought was amazingly awesome. WE CAN DRESS UP AS HOGWART STUDENTS! excluding the uniform part. i was thinking about making the robes. it doesnt look that hard but after thinking really hard about making them, well lets just say the idea turned to mulsh. but it was such a smart idea. the thing would look exactly like a robe but the collar section would be velcroed to have the material from the front coat section. it would open up as a blanket when we watch the film! incredibly genius!
all i need to do would be:
1. get black, good and warm like material
2. measure out the parts -
stuff this, just check it out on the net.

its like 9:30PM now, oops, left the computer to watch youtube vids
for the past somewhat hours tha i have been gone, my sister is now into korean boybands like: SHINee, Super Junior, Big Bang, SNSD, 2NE1...
love those bands. since today, ive never been so into korean songs. they have the most awesomest hip hops bands/songs.




man, he's hot!




my sisters favourite song of all time. lol.

now im making her watch boys before flowers. trang didnt give me the last episodes cause she thinks the ending sucks and doesnt want me to finish teh story like that! haha. thank you trang! hahaha.

hungry and wanting to watch dvds. adios amigos

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 2:47 PM


Nine's Exclusive Report @ the Harry Potter Premiere 2009
July 8, 2009- Nine's entertainment reporter Richard Wilkins is on a London red carpet at the latest Harry Potter premiere.

Awesome stuff. Daniel was definately not who i thought he was. Dude, we're gonna beat your asses in the ashes! Emma is always looking oh so pretty. Rupert i have no comment on, he's just awesome! haha. Tom, sleek suit! loved it. Bonnie has relatives in Australia? awesome shizz.

Last night i went to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. but not in 3D- IMAX. i went to watch it with my sister at Village instead. But at night time. the movie started at 7:15 ish. cant remember the time exactly! we already bought our tickets and everything in the morning so we just headed our way to the food shop. Bought our medium set- popcorn and sprite. mmmmmm. i turned around to check out intencity and sawt he glimpsiest of jessica. i turned back around and she said hi. i felt so snobbish. i said hi! smiled and waved and turned back around. felt so baddd! i dont know why i did that but if i turned around, it wouldve been too late to talk and everything. she was (i think) getting orders from her cousins? there were lots of kids. hahah. i think my sister overheard them talking about watching the hannah montana movie. we ordered our food then made our way to the cinema. we crashed into (not what it means...but you get me) danni and tim- my sisters friend and her little brother who is the same age as me. we waited for them and figured out they were watching the same movie too. and sitting almost close to us. i was walking by myself. tim was walking by himself. felt awkward. i was gonna go up to him to chat but eh- just left him. hahahha. sat anywhere but there were assigned seats so just before the movie started, there were adds and crap. bruno's own version of "turn off your phones to minimise interferance during the movie" was hilarious. remember to switch off your phone or you know, put it on vibrate! hahaha. thats what the vibrate option is for! ultimate happiness. kinky! ahahahhah!!
oh right! back to the switching chairs. these asians walked to the next level of us and told off these people that they were sittign at their seats. the people wouldnt budge and the asians just got stirred up bad. it seriously makes us asians look bad. after, they did move and the asians got what they wanted. then people came to my row and told us to move nicely cause we were in their seats. the lady two seats away from me was sitting- sorry, not the right word, hugging her boyfriend and then she had to move. but once she moved, she started complaining "ohh, i wanted to sit there" started whinging to her stupid boyfriend and all this shizz. gosh, i just wanted to tell her to shut up!
the movie started and god, that is a good start. VERY GOOD! GOOD JOB MICHAEL BAY AND STEPHEN SPIELBERG! i hope i spelt their names right. if not, oopsies, typo! hahaha. i love bumblebee! awesomest transformer there is! lol. betting some beg to differ. halfway through the movie, i felt so cramped. the arm rests were taken and everything and i was practically leaning on my sister cause i didnt want to knock the guy next to me. such a dick i swear. me and sister realised stuff while we were watching the movie and whenever he heard us talking, he'd say it back to his girlfriend! freakin nut! taking our credit like its allllll his! other than him and everything bad happening in the cinema, the movie was very good!
sooooo:
movie experience: 4 stars out of 5.
cinema experience: 2 stars out of 5.
i still think that the first movie was way better cause its all the beginning and everything. i should borrow it again to watch on the huge tv! awesome experience. but i wish i watched the first movie in the cinema- wouldve been unreallll!!!
supposedly at the japan premiere transformers2, bumblebee was there and he also transformed himself there! but you know, in smoke. and they made him the exact size he would be in the movie and stuff. thats freakin awesome shit!

OH RIGHT! I GOT MY PERIOD YESTERDAY AND TODAY! WHOOOOOOOO!!! i suspected it yesterday but got it today! yipeeeeeee!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

today i went to the dentist! awesome right? kidding. it was horrible! but the lady was able to fix my rabbit teeth but not completely. thats alright i guess. the worser tooth was fixed really well. now im ready to flash my pearly whites! nyahaha. i also got a filling. all that in 20 minutes costs $360! i owe my m um soooo much. now im booked to another dentist place to see my other teeth for maybe free. hopefully. i dont wanna lose anymore money!!! i broke as it is. i have borrowed so much money from my family- its seriously not funny! after the dentist, me and my sister went to highpoint to get jeans. me and my sister were like, i want to go into EVERY store! that was perfectly fine with me. ahhaha. we went into dotti first and found nice jeans $20 off so $40 now. but they didnt look good on us. :( but we still didnt lose any hope. it was dotti! then we made our way to blue juice where my sister found "nice" leopard skin tights. she remembers finding a pair of leopard skinned shoes in vietnam but was unable tobuy them cause mum didnt let! lol. hilarious. dont remember that happened though! anyway. we left that and headed to cotton on. whenever i go into the store, i never find anything but today i did!!! amazing right? i found cheap ass black jeans for theatre arts- from $39.95 to $10.00!! saved myself $29.95! so like $30!! theyre skinny legged jeans though. i depise them but hey, when its cheap and when it fits, its a friend of mine! hahaha. i finally found a plain (i mean it! actual normal tee cut)white tee! from $12.95 to $5.00! seriously man, today is the luckiest day ever! saved myself $7.95. we then headed to god knows where and then left. into there then left. into there then left. you get the story. we went into forever new and my sister found nice looking boots. they didnt exactly fit. one pair was too small and the other prertty big. BUT! i told her you can always put in insoles and itll make it fit. she saw that they looked ripped and shizz so she asked for a discount. she got a 5% discount i think and apparently, the shoes were from ~$150 to $49.95 to $38. nice bargin ill say! so she saved $112.00 or $11.95. pretty good! i dont like the wooden heel part cause its not coated and if you skid the shoe, itll totally damage it! but i told her to give it to dad so he can coat it. thats the luck about having a cabinent maker as a dad. he makes the furniture around the house, can help you build a wooden box for school (yr5) and has all the tools! hahaha. we've got a huge ass garage that he made filled with all his broken-but-then-fixed-to-become-new-furniture. its so much fun up there cause if we wanted something up there like a new bookcase or table or chair, we can get it from up there. and then theres the cement hill! oh man, that thing's dangerous. i remember i held a party at my place and i showed my friends the hill. i ride my bike down from the top all the way to the botttom and through the smaller garage without being afraid or fall and skid my knee or anything. my friend, christine rid down the hill and fall skidding her knee i think. i dont think anyone tried after that! i havent cause my bike iss dead now. hahah.
anyway, we were holding all these shoppinig bags like we were on a shopping spree! which we were i guess. ahah. headed into myer last to find my sis a pair of jeans. found nice ones but she ended up not buying it cause there was no discount. we'll wait and find a discount. till then, the jeans lie in the store. hahha. sounds like a dramatic story. The Story of the Rider Jeans. She did buy a top from $19.95 to $7.95. saved $12. ok, so overall, we saved a grand total of: $61.85. niceee! theres the money for the movie tickets for harry potter. hahaha. seriously man, i cant wait for the movie to come out!!! july 15, come soooooooner!!! ive decided to go on the night it comes out! even if its a school day and that i have school the next day, who gives a rats! you only live once! :)

i tried on the skinny jeans with my black top for theatre arts and seriously dude, i look like an italian dude wearing tight ass leather pants. i need to make it look more cool! in total, i spent $25 on that outfit. $10 on pants and $15 on top. nice right? hahah. i hope someone looks worse than me. i tried finding normal straight leg jeans but they didnt look nice on me. i have no hips and that part looked very loose and crap. so i just stuck to the skinny leg thing.


Artist: St.Day
Single: Balinese
Song Title: Afraid

sounds pretty good.


i was planning to watch this vid for a while! man, this song is HOTTTT!!! love when the song isnt about love! its about hate! whoo!! go 2PM, i support you!

most korean bands are so sterotypical. all the bands now are hip hop wearing all those flashy colours clothes! really annoying so they better have a good song to impress me!
you know 4Minute, they're not doing anything for me. theyre really boring and lame. hot issue song was lame and unaddictive to me. everyone seems to like it but dude, to me, its lame. i mean, the start was pretty good but i think its just a copy of that song by madonna and jtimberlake. the 4 minutes to save the world song! and that song was catchy but annoying. the radio constantly plays the songs over and over again and it makes the song seriously boring.

alright, enough about me and my stories, gonna go eat and watch friends. adios!

Monday, July 6, 2009 5:47 PM


Click here
i want to appear in the one of the new harry potter movies!!
LOOKS FREAKIN AWESOME!
the travel part though, doesnt sound that interesting. dude, if i win, ill be on a plane for a very long time in economy class where the chair is a chair- not like in business class or first class where the chair can be both a chair and a bed! urgh. horrible stuff. youre gonna be in london for a week and 6 nights. staying at a 4 star hotel- cant afford a nice 5 star one. we get transfered from the airport-hotel-studio and travel insurance. nice. lol.

if i win, i get to visit the set and everything! see costumes, makeup, CGI shizz, and i get to be one of those moving pictures on the wall! sure, i wont be a normal witch but dude, good enough.

i just signed up with village. now all i gotta do is get my card the next time i go to village. yay! im a member! haha.
now time to become a member at hoyts.

i swear, movie tickets these days are such a rip off. and i bet everyone is peeved off at the food costs too. dude, i can seriously punch them out and steal food behind the counter.

oh, did i tell you that i tried out for hoyts highpoint but i didnt get in. didnt even get into the 3rd heat. since then, i hated hoyts. ive been watching my movies at village. its closer and i can just wlak home instead of taking a bus.

tomoro, me and judy are gonna go watch transformers: revenge of the fallen at highpoint, hoyts imax. its freakin $19.50 a ticket. hopefully the lady gave me the 3D costs.

alright, so tomoro, movies and then lunch and then shopping! i need to get new jeans. remmeber my list? i need cheap black jeans for theatre arts. and hopefully maybe a nice printed tee. man, i need a job! all the things i need right now require money but i dont got any of that ching ching! and i hate having my sister pay for everything. my dad i dont mind. lol. my mum i do mind.

man, when im older, im gonna spend spend spend. ok, maybe ill plan it out a little more.
areas i need to cover:
- home
- job
- boyfriend
- family
- money
- clothes
- internet
- phone

ill create or maybe renovate a place into a japanese style home. maybe share it with someone so ill get to only pay half the mortgage. then i have my own large walk in wardrobe. with all the clothes nice designer labels. expensive but good quality stuff. (its so i dont have to constantly go buy clothes every month). ill have a nice steady job at a hotel. wait, if i have a hotel, whats the point of owning a home when i can just live in the hotel? whatever, as a backup, ill live in the hotel. but if i cant get that hotel job, ill be the restaurant manager there and ill work with the head chef about costs and menu stuff. if not restaurant manager there then ill work outside in a different restaurant- partnership. ill have a steady boyfriend and marriage is not in the books. even though i wanna get married at 25-ish, thats my scheme#2. lol. scheme. im not sure about family. but my sister will be a teacher or maybe a scientist or something. ill visit her often or as much as i can (work takes up half of everyones lives). ill keep in touch with old highschool friends- highly doubt it though. but with denise i will. lol. we'll try to get into the same uni! haha. we'll go out once in a while to my restaurant. lol. kidding. but i always imagined having movie nights with a bunch of girlfriends. do makeovers- face masks, pedi'd and mani's, all that girly stuff. then we'd go out for brunch or movies. man, cant wait when i can afford to go to the movies without any financial support. itll be awesome. the things in life that id really want are:
- a louis vuitton wallet
- a trip through asia: vietnam, japan, south korea, taiwan (taipei).
- a trip through europe: IRELAND!, SCOTLAND!, LONDON!, PARIS!, ITALY!, and all those other countries. maybe russia and norway. you never know.
- a motorcycle: red or purple
- a futon
- a kimono
- a kiss from aaron
getting sidetracked now
- oh oh! I WANNA DO TELEMARKETING FOR A WHILE.. looks fun when people swear and reject your calls but your still getting paid. niceee.
- to take my family to eat lobster!
- to ride a rollercoaster
- to bunji jump
- to learn and understand asian languages: chinese (both canto and mando), japanese, korean, vietnamese.
- and to know other languages too: french, german, russian maybe, italian.
thatll be useful when working in the hotel industry.
- act in a really famous movie
theres more but i cant be bothered naming the rest. thats all i got from the top of my head.
to continue, id want the standard 4GB internet plan and be on a $19 plan for the mobile thing. i dont need much. but hey, who knows what my life will be like in the future. but i know one thing, i cant keep dreaming for the impossible or dream for the possible. get what i mean? maybe that didnt come out right. lol!!

my friend has put her blog to private and now i got nothing to read. none of my other friends really blog that much. so since i opened this blog, ive been focussing more on this one than the other one. it doesnt matter. in time, ill give out this blog URL. but for now, ill just stick to the other one. PLEASE OH PLEASE!! TAKE YOUR BLOG OFF PRIVATE!! i need to read something!

ive decided to compete in that harry potter movie thing. my parents wont let me go but hey, if i win, then i know i can at least something! and if its during school time, AWESOMEEE! i can miss out on business classes. but i better not think too much about this cause i always think too much on things and it ends up only being a long lost dream. like my plan to become famous one day and act in dramas! long lost dream now. wanted to find aaron in the midst of acting! hahaha.

ok, gonna go eat din din while its hot. i actually hope its on the dinner table. my mum always says din din is ready when it isnt even on the table yet! ALWAYS! peeves the heck out of me cause im a hungry person by the time its din din!

Saturday, July 4, 2009 12:51 PM


most oddest dream ever.
my period still hasnt come and lately, ive been acting really attitude-y- angry and such. the littlest things just tick me off and then it adds frustration to the people i yell at and of course, myself. so im gonna just try to not speak.
about the dream:
it was in a good tech class but set in a normal classroom. i think we were baking cookies. the teacher (man teach.- looked like mr.sammut sr) put up a chart of level1's highpoint performing place. there was going to be a performance (symphony people) for us kids at the place so we had to place our names on the chart on where we would want to sit. i went up and decided to sit in the front cause no one was sitting there. there were these two kids sitting on the side of the chart and they kept shaking the chart- i coudlnt write my name up. then i got really peeved off, i swore at their faces- "FCKIN HELL!" they got scared and left. then i tried to write my name again but then there was this guy standing behind it, looking somewhere else but hitting the chart as well. i swore at him but then i left and went back to my place to sit. i swore again and then the people around the table looked up from what they were doing and stared at me. i swore so loud that everyone heard. i apologised and the teacher looked at me, smiled and told me to come to him. he pointed out to a student and said "he has been screamed at 3 times today." i sincerely apologised and then i woke up from the dream. weird right? i think it was last night or maybe today, i found this huge dot (kinda like a mosquito bite) on my back and whenever i touch it, it kills. i think its like an anger boile (is that right?). it was s hown on the simpsons with that episode where bart makes a comic of "anger dad" but it was actually of homer and he felt like he had anger issues and so he started to hide his anger and instead, this bumps come up on his neck. what if im turing into something like that? holy crow, im freakin out now. everything bad is happening to me this holidays. ill explain after i eat.
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ok, so
1. pimples have multiplied over the holiday
2. laziness has overcome me
3. sleeping till early morning
4. waking up till afternoon
5. oily hair
6. ruined nails
7. gotten sick
8. no period
9. anger bolt!
10. my eczema is slowly coming back
all of these have their own explanations:
1. havent cleansed myself as much as i do normally: eating too much junk foods
2. its the holidays
3. DVD marathons and generally watching tv
4. due to the DVD marathons and generally watching tv
5. i dont take baths everyday anymore
6. no idea why thats a stuff up
7. sister
8. my sleeping times and waking up times have constantly changed and so has my period
9. no idea
10. havent been putting on cream

when i was eating lunch just now, every word coming out of my mouth was angry words. i feel so bad. i really need to change but i cant.

i was looking through the mina mags i borrowed (new ones btw. months 2-6 of 2009) i decided to start to make a list of the stuff i want:
PANTS:
- Black jeans___________for theatre arts
- Long overalls
- L.blue jeans
- Cargo pants
- Adidas tracks
- Black shorts__________for the social

TOPS:
- Long knitted shirt/dress
- Granny l/sleve top
- Baseball tee
- Wooly skivvy

JACKETS:
- Sporty jacket_________not those adidas ones
- Long knitted jacket
- Puffy outdoor jacket

SHOES:
- Jupiter shoes_________kinda like tied up boots
- Dr. Martens shoes in silver or brown

OTHER:
- Backpack
- Granny socks/legwarmers
- Scrunchy

im reading on how to gain weight. its pretty funny. those ways to lose weight is pretty much to how to gain weight. eating fruits and vegies, weightlifting- its a good way to gain weight!

i just looked up on why my period is late. it can be caused by stress, being underweight, changes in schedules and illness. and also others but these are the ones that im focussing on.
+i feel like i am stressed, thats why ive been upset lately and the changes in scehdules- my body clock is stuffed up now thanks to harry potter.
+the underweight part- i checked my BMI and it is bad. i got a 17. i have to get 19+ to be an average.
+illness- i am sick with a cold, cough. but not that serious. when they said illness i think they mean like hospital illness types. so ill just take that out.
so now im gonna have to gain weight, and sleep at a steady time and waking up at a steady time.

the weight gaining part:
ive gone through about 3 sites and it all generally says the same stuff but different words. i should take in more foods with high calories, vitamins and minerals opposed to high in fat and sugars. and it says i should drink juices that a mixed so i get in more calories. pretty smart.
ill give all this a try and see. i need to gain like 6KG to reach 48KG.
trust me, it wont go for long cause im so lazy and everything.

man i need to go to the library but its so cold.
currently reading parfait tic!

Thursday, July 2, 2009 7:07 PM


i was checking out this article just now and read the comments:


Emma Watson is obsessed with Twilight

Emma Watson's dirty secret is out of the bag... the Harry Potter star is a Twihard! Like pretty much every other teenager the world over, she's completely obsessed with the vampire world of Twilight.

"I love those books," the 18-year-old admits to Elle. "My friend and I read them back to back.

"This is so sad, but I literally felt depressed when I finished reading them because I thought, 'Oh my God, what am I going to do now?'"

Well, maybe you could go and hang out with the star of Twilight Robert Pattinson, since you two go way back after working together on Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Just a thought!

Also listed in her "guilty pleasures" is the teen show Gossip Girl, which Emma admits she's completely obsessed with.

"It's so wrong that Nate and Blair are getting back together," she moans. "Blair is definitely the more interesting character. If I was going to play either of them [Serena or Blair] I would play Blair.

"I love watching America's Next Top Model, too. My flatmate Sophie is in the British version of this series - it makes it extra tense."

Who would've though Emma had so much spare time to watch TV!

SOURCE: CelebrityFX @ ninemsn.com


Shame Emma, Shame
Posted by: 16 year old girl, Sydney, on 1/07/2009 10:30:22 PM
This is unbelievably sad - to think that an educated young woman such as herself would enjoy reading such drivel is quite unbelievable. Twilight and Gossip Girl are obviously mass produced, popularist, valueless texts whose only objective is to pressure young women and girls into swooning over undeserving male characters and thus fill their demeaning gender roles in society. Where are the real, multi-faceted characters? Where is the witty, thought provoking literature that isn't completely motivated by sex? One thing is for certain - Hermione would not approve.


This comment totally spoke out for itself but it was absolute rubbish. Sure, Twilight and Gossip Girl are popularist texts of exploit to teen girls and such but showing that it makes young women such as ourselves "swoon" over male characters shows me that their doing a pretty damn good job.
Twilight is all about romance and falling for the sexy vampire, Edward Cullen. Judging from your comment, it shows that Stephenie Meyer was able to target her audience to what she hoped she can capture for her mind to ours.
And seriously speaking, Gossip Girl, a show about American teens acting how most snobby, rich american teens act is what they are trying to convey.
You have got to face the facts lady and see that nowadays, thats actually how most of us teens are acting today.
And also, sure Emma Watson plays Hermione Granger in the Harry Potter movies but she isn't her so by saying "One thing is for certain- Hermione would not approve" is completely stupid cause she do you honestly think that Emma Watson would be exactly like Hermione Granger? Oh please.
Not all characters from tv shows or movies have to witty and all about the literature to fit your standards of story characters. Get over it and face the facts- the world is what it is today.








sorry i havent been actually posting some real blog posts. its interesting what i find on the net. and id like to share that with all of yous.

omg, i found a site where i can read parfait tic/love buffet online with english translations! hey-yoo!
click here to go to site.

i should seriously be doing my holiday homework but i seriously cant be bothered. so lazyyy. all i do around here is sleep. man, last night, i slept at 4:30AM ish.

holy shizz man, my period is late by 4 days now. i still keep getting small, sharp stomach aches though.

i should get to my homework to stop me from thinking about it.


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