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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 11:51 PM
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like my new blog layout? thank you to blogskins.com and the creator. it took me 8 hours to fix it up and everything! shit right? 8 hours just to get to this! and i seriously doubt it it looks different to the original. i like the images each time you click on the headings: Profile, Entries, Wishlist, Links. Looks very creative so i ddint change them. Meaning to change the Post pictures though. Some look nice but some just look scary. I also changed to language to Chinese (Taiwan)!! i feel so Chinese! nyahaha. im officially sick. sore throat, runny nose and everything. its awful. i think its karma cause when my friends got sick, i kept boasting, "haha, i havent gotten sick all this year yet." acted all proud and high and mighty and everything. shouldnt have done that. that time of the month for me is late by almost 2 days now. ive gotten warnings (for me its miny stomach aches) today. so it should be coming soon. other times, it comes early by like a week! i know, seriously demented. damn you judy, got me sick. but i feel worse for her cause she had to cancel on her friends for outings and such. so praying for her to get better soon. the harry potter marathon continues to tonight. seems that i couldnt fit 3 movies yesterday cause i was tired. started about 10PM? i think. and ended at 2AM. managed to fit in 2: Prisoner of Azkaban and Goblet of Fire. ive watched those two movies over and over again the past years so it wasnt as interesting. however im watching the latest one: Order of Phoenix tonight and i havent watched that one in a while. ive learnt that making popcorn at the start of the movie is a waste. cause i ate it in like half an hour. tried my best to eat it slower but couldnt. it was just so yummy. so, ive decided to make it when theres voldemort involved. itll be more interesting. and when i jump, the popcorn can go all over the clean carpet. hahah. nah im kidding. its about 11PM now so ill try to wait till 12AM and watch it till 2AM. about my sickness, it was actually official yesterday and dont worry, its not the H1N1 flu. i caught it off my sister and she went to the doc and he said its a just a common virus. so all good. today i was re watching some of my dramas. i cant be bothered watching brown sugar macchiato anymore. too long. so ive decided to watch brown sugar chivalries instead. and is more interesting. more (and better) romance! ive also re watched nodame cantabile. man, thats a good drama. made me want to play piano again. now, ive taken quite an interest to the timpani. but i dont really have that much good coordination so that wouldnt be too good for me. i need to create a new drama list. 18 Censored or Not Black & White Bump Off Lover Corner With Love Mean Girl Ah Chu Easy Fortune Happy Life Extravagant Challenge Fated To Love You In Love With A Rich Girl Love Buffet Love Queen Love or Bread Marry Me! Mo Nu 18 Hao Momo Love My Queen Romantic Princess The Magicians of Love ToGetHer East of Eden Last Friends Unstoppable Marriage man, so tired from looking all that up and getting the links. should be getting to harry potter now. THE MARATHON TRIFECTA!! Monday, June 29, 2009 7:03 PM
ive currently talking to lisa about this whole thing and supposedly, she thought i was pissed at her so she didnt bring it up. she asked around too! and i found out that linda didnt blab BUT! im still not going to tell anyone anything. i kinda feel that theres still something up cause i dont really feel better about it. gonna continue watching tv 5:57 PM
remember the problem with lisa and me and how we werent talking to each other? well ive decided to talk to her about it. the next time she comes online, ill talk to her about it. i remmeber doing it sometime before but with someone different. it made me feel loads better afterwards. i think its better to talk it over on msn rather than personally cause they cant see how peeved you are. and if you say something you wish not to say, then you can backspace and everything. i have a feeling that linda ratted out on me to lisa when i told her not to. ive seriously never ever telling anyone anything! its stuff like that that makes your trust for others a minimum. i can only talk to my sister about shizz. ive been sleeping for the whole day! so now, ill be awake for the whole night to continue my harry potter marathon. my sister ruined it by staying in the living room with me and wanting to watch the office. damn her man. i didnt even finish one movie yet! ruiner. i constantly told her i hated her. hahah. wasted popcorn too! and to top it off, my nails got ruined. i cant do the white lines on my fingers. the first one i did looked beautiful. but then it just went downhill form there. oh right, im sick too. my throat is scratchy and ive had a little runny nose. omg, trangs pm says: DBSK might disband!AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!! to me, this is too funny but i feel for her, happened to fahrenheit. there was suppossedly an article in a chinese newspaper saying that fahrenheit were disbanding but it was totally a rumour. never ever believe magazies and newspapers, theyll fool you easily. i feel quite addicted to this coconut drink im drinking. i remember that my sister bought this huge can of it, good stuff. ill finally be uncapped tomorrow. gone to watch tv Sunday, June 28, 2009 2:49 PM
click here --> aaron's translated blog. the post from 29/05/09 is pretty good. finally honest and open! i like the fact that he doesnt care if he's rude. well from what he was saying and how he said it, it sounded like he was being rude. but even he was/maybe, i liked it! true guy! my sisters sick and hopefully i dont get sick. i want to enjoy my holidays as much as possible in a healthy lifestyle thank you very much. borrowed so much stuff today from the library. i finally got the lily allen album! i love her. her songs are so catchy! haha. currently procrastinating- working on my humanities essay right now. --oh crap. i just sneezed. does that mean anything?? about world war 1 causes and stuff. theres militarism, alliances, imperialism, nationalism and crises. i honestly dont understand it but im trying my best here. just as practise, ill write up my essay here. WORLD WAR 1 CAUSES: The outbreak of World War 1 had a number of major factors that individually played a role in the coming of the Great War, although many believed that the main cause that struck the barriers of countries to war was the assassination of Archduke Franz Ferdinand and his wife. That being one of the cases, alliances made between countries, the military and army forces that were formed, nationalism taking over Europe, the strengthening, influencing, and establishing of empires had also been the reasons of the build up to World War 1 in 1914. Alliances had a major part in the beginning of World War 1. It was after the build up of tension from the other factors, Nationalism, Imperialism, Crises and Militarism, the countries at war were afraid about being attacked by stronger armies that they formed alliances to help counter their attacks. Throughout 1879-1914, countries formed alliances with one another. Germany formed an alliance with Austria to increase its strength and to prevent the possibility of attacks from Russia. Germany and Austria then made an alliance with Italy to stop them from joining sides with Russia. While Germany had their alliances formed, Russia was underway with their alliance formation. Russia formed an alliance with France and Britain, which i believe are the strongest powers of Europe. The alliances formed was a strong alliance. This alliance system ensured the protection of the formed countries from their enemies. Alliances added the tension, although it was formed to prevent war, it was actually the cause of it. Nationalism is the next factor that had contributed to the cause of the war. It was a strong feeling, pride and support one had to their own country. These nationalists were very proud about their nation that they wanted it to be the richest, powerful, and most important nation compared to others. Because of this strong pride towards their country, it made people aggressive towards nations and was unforgiving if one nation had offended another. It was believed by historians that "it was nationalism that encouraged Givrilo Princip to shoot dead the Austrian heir." This factor also created much tension that had an impact in causing World War 1. -------------- -------------- wow, im doing pretty well huh. dont remember when i started this post but now its 3:40PM. i feel like stopping and taking a break but im too into it to stop! haha. oh oh! i have a drama list to watch. im re-watching some old good dramas this holiday. most likely next week. having a harry potter marathon tonight. i got the popcorn ready and everything. i warned my parents too so they better not yell at me when im really into the film, to go bed cause its 3 in the morning. im moving a little matress (just incase i fall asleep) to the living room- where theres the kitchen right next to it, a bathroom (not next to the kitchen but its seperated by a door- dear god, next to the kitchen? my oh my!) and a door that seperates the bedrooms to the tv (HD TV btw! new tv. the screen's pretty big. good sound cause you cant actually hear the sounds from the seperating door- good stuff). its gonna be awesome. i forgot, my phone got scratched pretty badly on one of the edges. i was walking from the car park to the market this afternoon and had no grip and dropped my phone under a car. luckily not too far! man, concrete's a bitch. everythings still good with the phone and all. i dropped my old pone a jazillion times (literally) whenever i wake up, outside at school or wherever! and it still worked perfectly! loved that brick of a phone. i miss it. my mum dropped it water on that awaful rainy 24/7 day. but on that same day, my mum called home to tell me to bring in the clothes cause it was raining and to unblock the water pipes so the water can be stored (very watery friendly). i went outside in the rain (with thunder) with my orange rain jacket and started sweeping the ground of water, bringing in the clothes... i obviously got wet but it was fun! sucks there wasnt a guy there. wouldve been so romantic. i kept looking up and thinking of aaron coming and grabbing my face and smooching me all over! hahah!!! nah, im kidding. but i did think of a guy coming and putting an umbrella on top of my head to shield me from the rain! ahhh...dream on! ok, better continue with the essay. -------------- -------------- Imperialism was another cause of among the Powers which then later led to the war. Imperialism was when a country takes over land or countries to make subject to their rule. It is almost like an "unwritten" competition to take over parts of the world. Countries such as Britain, France and Germany had almost gone to war due to the clashes in North Africa. Th British and the Russians had resented each other due towho should have control in Persia, modern Iran. All countries have their reason why they would want to take over new land or countries of others but the main reason is for resources of materials, gold, weaponary or for getting more countries to commit to helping the event of a war. The more colonies they had, the more success they would have in a war. The last cause of the war is Militarism. Countries in Europe during this period would purposely grow their armies and make them as big and as powerful as they could to look intimidating so no one would want to declare war. It brought up tension and fear among the countries of Europe. Britain was the largest empire at the time, having the largest navy. Germany envied them so they created a stronger navy than theirs- increased warships and the number of people. Britain thought of it as competition so they responded and increased their numbers. It was then a race for building more warshipis and to increase the number of people in the navy/army. All conflicts in Europe resulted in the building up of the nation's army and navy and also their weaponry, equipment and other resources. It is therefore resonable to state that despite the assassination of Franz Ferdinand and his wife, there were 5 other factors that triggered the countries to war. These significant factors: Alliances, Imperialism, Militiriam, Nationalism and Crises all contributed to the causes of World War 1 and are still debated today by historians. im still missing "Crises" dont really understand that section. wow, im almost done. and it sounds pretty good too. spent about 3 hours on it? teacher said we shouldve spent about 20 hours on it. seems too much of a hassle really. its already 5:20pm. so tired. lol. not really. still up for the marathon tonight! ahh!! so excited. starting quite late: around 10pm. watching simpsons, merlin, masterchef, rove- bruno interview! whoop whoop! i really want to watch the following movies: - the hangover - ice age3 - the proposal - transformers (watching it in a few weeks. when it dies down a bit) - harry potter - coraline (maybe) i think thats it. theres possibly more. the movies i reallllly wanna watch are: - the hangover - transformers - harry potter hp is a must. gonna watch transformers in 3D at imax highpoint. cant wait. i seriously need a job. i hate the fact that i want things but i always get my parents or my sister to pay for it. especially when it comes to food. cause it costs so much and then gone the minute. "theres 3 bucks ill never see again" i applied for the movie store but i havent heard from them. i am goingn to volunteer at the vinnies place near my house but its been a month since i returned my application form. oopsies. by the time i get there, they probably wont accept me anymore- irresponsible. sad sad. ok, holidays stuff: HOMEWORK: - business outcome1 - english - humanities assignment - maths FILMS: - brown sugar chivalries - brown sugar macchiato - they kiss again - the other movies i borrowed STUFF: - do nails: blue with white stripes (HOTT!) - clean house - clean bedroom - have a harry potter marathon (tonight) - out to the movies - guitar hero till my hands get sore etc etc now, im gonna do my nails. haha. cheerio Saturday, June 27, 2009 11:16 PM
the blog is currently under maintenance but it should be up and running sometime next year. kidding. not so sure when but next year is most likely. ill start off with my first actual post: me and my friend, lisa at school are having a falling out. maybe its a phase or something, i dont know. she "supposedly" has a guy in her life now and had spent the whole of recess with him. surprised as i was, i realised that the dude is in my physics class and also i saw him on the bus @ seminar day#1 with another girl. maybe they were together, maybe they broke up but he sure did move on quite fast. or did he? anyway, back to the point: our large group is spilt into little groups but we're still hanging out with each other. starting from this week (monday), she has been hanging out with the other group which usually walks around, hanging out with boys. i seriously dont understand. i told my other friend, linda about it but all she did was sit there, staring at me. thats right. no response whatsoever. she automatically changed the subject and felt like she didnt know anything. thats the last time i ever tell anyone anything! i never did in the first place cause i knew no one would understand me or wont help. thats why i have this trusty blog that is kept in private. so no one can read it cept me and that i can express my problems whenever i wanted. one period in maths, me and her changed seats to sit at the back cause we didnt like sitting in the front. so we did. we sat near our other friends, vi and lynette (lol, its actually linh but i have her a nickname) but then that day, without telling me, she moves to sit with the group. so thank you very much for keeping me in the distance. olivia was nice enough to tell me to sit with the group but when the offer is too late, its too late. i rejected. i was peeved off by then so 'yes' wasnt in my vocabulary. she knew i was pissed at something but didnt dare ask. lately, i havent seen her on msn either. i didnt talk to her on the last day of term and i doubt it i will when we come back. my mum said something that really meant real at my pti@ v.school today. we shouldnt act so angry at others or hate them cause then its not gonna do anything. we shouldnt let that come in our way and destroy our personality and all this stuff that was really meaningful. i knew she was directing it at me cause i always tell her how i hate the crap thats going in my life right now. so thank you mum, ill try to keep those wonderful wisdom words in mind. during this week also, on the last day actually, i have gotten another crush bite. his name is richard (yr10). at the assembly during p3+4, we headed towards the PAC. i moved from my assigned seat to the seat linda, trang and denise saved for me next to them. i had to move from the last seat, past the aisle, to the middle section of the auditorium. it was fun. i felt sneaky! haha. my homeroom teacher was sitting behind me-ish. shes a nice person, truly. and i also had to go past year level coordinators, other teachers and everyone! (i sit in the front- totally sucky). i moved successfully. richard, whom ive just known about since last week, was brave enough to stand in front of 3 religion classes and sing! his voice is amazing. thats actually how i got my crush bite. this happened during seminar day#2. anywhoo! i was sitting behind him but i didnt know until the assembly started. halfway through the assembly, one of the presidents of drama (yr12) got up and allowed us a sneak preview of this years aladdin performance for the musical: ALADDIN JUNIOR! he has been casted to play aladdin and the other president (yr12) is playing jasmine. honestly, her voice wasnt what i thought it would be like. it was good enough though. her acting is brilliant. they sang "A Whole New World" he sang first and O-M-G! i was absolutely in love with him. he hit the notes and was able to sing really deep too. too bad he doesnt know me. he's part of the other groups of yr10- the cool group. damn. so many people of yr10 are friends with him and im one of those people who are anti-social. im so shy and get red in the face so easily. BUT! im part of the theatre arts class sooo, maybe ill get to know him there. since i came home from that day, ive been listening to aladdin's "A Whole New World" on repeat. ive been singing it too. i had this little daydream that we got to meet the cast of the musical and the theatre arts class had to sing in front to them. we all sang "A Whole New World" individually. the girls sang with richard and the boys sang with "jasmine". when i came up to sing with him, i was the first cause i volunteered. theres one way i know thats never going to happen: i dont volunteer. im too shy to! back to the story: everyone loved it and i became "jasmine's" understudy. OMG! honestly, thats a dream come true! nah,, im kidding but i wouldnt mind being an understudy. man, i wish we knew each other...keep dreaming right? i have another crush bite but this ones very old now. since yr7 till yr10 (current). so a 3 year long crush bite- not a nice look. his name is anderson (yr10). recently, olivia, ha, lisa, ellen and jenny had started playing this truth game. but i think its stopped now or maybe im just not involved anymore. anyway, they asked me when i first came in "who would you take to the social? and he has to be real and at this school!" they added the "Real" part cause im madly in love with a celebrity named..wait for it...almost there....AARON YAN! ahhh. so hot. did you see in TKA where chun mei tells him she's pregnant and then he comes back to her apartment late at night and tells her to marry him and then kisses her with those sexy lips of his? OMG! i forgot i recorded it on my phone and all last night, i was watching it over and over again! and the scene where she collapsed and was sent to the hospital and aaron comes later, after finding her room. i swear, that scene deserves an award! ive never seen something like that before! it felt so real and everything! i definately watched that last night over and over again too! haha. about that scene where he asks her to marry him, the kiss was absolutely, omg, i have no words for it, im completely speechless. he grabbed her face and pushed his and her face to meet in the middle. he kisses her and slowly moves in with shoulders moving up (that added emphasis) and turning this face back while her face moved forward. then, you know those kisses where you stop to take a quick breath and kiss again, yeah, that happened! omg, omg, omg, omg! im so in love with him! such a hunk! such a romantic! ahhhh! oh crap, back to the story, i was gonna tell them but then i gave them clues. i said "he wears glasses." they asked me if he was in yr 10. i said "yeah." then i thought of anderson and i was like in my head "holy crow, howd they know so fast?!" then ha said "omg, i hate anderson!" in that almost true but funny way. she thinks he's annoying. well, i dont actually know him so im not there to judge. they kept bugging me and asking questions but then since ha said that, i was like crap, i shouldnt tell them. their think im odd then for liking him- yeah, peer pressure. so then i acted, "lol, im making this guy up on the spot!" so i did. they named names but then i just said "i dont know, im making this guy up!!" omg, so bad. i see him from time to time when he goes to methods class (his class is next to mine) but thats it. i dont think im that into him anymore. kinda ended there. its so hard to make friends. in business, after one semester done, i still sit by myself and talk to no one. this one time, sometime this week actually, i come in late and then i sit at the back. behind these two girls i was trying to be friends with casually. the teacher yells at me (he always yells, but in the friendly way) and so i get up. the two girls had 3 tables together so the girl at the end moves the table across, away from them. in my head were two scenarios: 1. you bitch! so im not welcomed to sit next you huh? jeez, ass. 2. oh how nice of her, she's lending me a table right next to hers. yeah, i think too much! at the start of the year, i made friends with daniel, dylan and raf but since dylan made a comment about me, i never spoke to them again. jeric is nice cause he knows my sister. great, i dont need another person knowing her as my sister. but hes a really nice guy. i try being friends with his group which is actually connected to dylan and daniel but i dont try. theres also this guy named dom who sits next to jeric- great friends i guess- but i dont talk to him caus ei dont think he knows who i am! i hate it when that happens, you know them but they dont know you. sticky situation. i wish they would approach me and talk to me or something. i want friends! gosh, i sound so desperate and needy! not good. last day of school was when i got my report. i usually look through the back of things first cause i had flipping pages. annoying really. my business management unit 1 report was at the back. thank god it hasnt changed to that stupid VELS system. i looked down my marks. VH, H and M's. good enough dude. i found out that i got a B on my exam- i was actually aiming for that result. so good on me! i looked at my global grade and it read.. WAIT! first, i gotta tell you this story: at the start of the semester, we had to make goals on our planning sheets. stupid really but the school takes it really seriously. i wrote all sorts of crap: listen in class, participate in class discussions/activities and get an average of A in business management class. now back to the story: i got an A as my blogal grade! so i actually passed! i was so happy. out of all the subjects i do in school this year, i care about my business the most. now i feel like i can do it this sesmester. however, now i got a new teacher and he's into all that class discussion shit. crap. not gonna do so well now. maybe a B? need an A!!! i hate it everytime i do business. i have it 4 times a week which to me is too much! haha. today, i went over to my cousins house with my sister(lives near us) to give mary her birthday gift. we got her pj's and an oronto (is it?) umbrella that looks really pretty. altogether it was about $70. somewhere around that price. anyway, he offered us to play with his wii. oh wait, first: you know how im real shy and everything, well even though their family, its weird between me and them. with my sister its a-ok! but they seem to hate me or something. its real awkward around them. i try my best to talk to them casually but then it comes out wrong all the time. so while my sister and mary went to makes food, i went into the louge to play wii with david. it was weird. he talks to me like we just met and with judy: "yo bro! wazzzzzzuppp!!???" yeah, like that. judy's more funner and everything, i get that but they can act like that to me too! but they never do. its kinda like me when i go do something with my friends like watch a movie at someone's house: i never laugh at the funny bits. cause im so shy! god, so annoying. i smile but thats it. and at tutor, when its break time, i always slouch and after a while, its uncomfortable. so then i sit on the floor. back to the story: i go into the lounge, i see him playing wii tennis so then i join. i see that the wii remotes have a covering and he makes this joke about them having condoms on. i honestly think thats hilarious but then i just didnt laugh and stared at him awkwardly. i dont get me and why im like that. its so idiotic of me really. its kinda like in business class too! i act stupid but im just not comfortable in it! get me now? when im with my sister, its so much fun! i laugh out loud, yell her in the face and everything! im completely myself. i think maybe, im too scared of doing it in front of others that i feel like they think im rude or they think its not really me. and cause i dont feel comfortable. one time, i called my sister an ass to a funny (not) joke she made with my counsins. so i called her an ass but then they thought of me as an oddo! when they hear/see me do something that i wouldnt usually do, its completely odd to them! when they see how you are with them, its different to what they expect. omg, now im just repeating myself. anyway, i played a different game: guitar hero. me and judy got it for them for davids birthday gift. (i thought of it! nyahah) i think its the best gift we've ever givento them! i played that and no one wanted to play. i continiously played wiht it for the whole night and felt really bad in between. i asked them if they wanted to play but they didnt. just and mary were watching the "JONAS" show on disney but on youtube and so daivd was just watching me play. he thinks the jonas bro's are lame (so do i) but he was bored to the point that he watched with them and called them losers. i kept hogging the game!! we couldve played other games but i just kept playing! i asked them if they wanted to play but theyre like "nahh, keep playing. youre real good" and all that shizz. i was giving them signs too! i asked "do you wanna play?" and when they said "nahh" i replied with an "urghhh" tilted my head and played along. i did it to my sister too but she just didnt understand. i told her in the car about it once we left but all she said "nahh, its fine. youre really good though!" balh blah blah!! READ THE SIGNS PLEASE! i felt so bad i cried later. thats right. im such a sookie. before we left the house though, i was watching th golden compass. man, thats a boring movie but i kept watching it anyway. judy comes into my parents room (i was in there) and climbs into bed and kept talking through the movie and kept telling me to get ready to go. i didnt want to go cause i was intot he movie-ish. she got her water bottle and splattered her germy water on my arm and watch! i screameda n swore and yelled bloody murder! then she splattered more on my face i think. then her hand was wet cause she was holding the bottle at the mouth part and wipped her extra water on her hand and swept my fringe up so my fringe was wet. i screamed and jumped out of bed and yelling her in that sibbling rivalry way(fun way). she was laughing her head off and my throat was real sore by then. REVENGE! man, ive written a lot for today. and its already 12:40-ish. better be going to bed now. Thursday, June 25, 2009 10:15 PM
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